i've been to the doctors and im given 2 days mc o.o
yeah, wow.

i think dont have h1n1 lah. the doctor never say anything leh.
o.o

yeah, so im better.
cause i jsut ate 3 types of medicine.
and the one for my sore throat, for sucking on, numbed my tongue and my inside of my mouth. weirddd.

and the cough syrup is eeeyuck.
so is the other yellow+pink medicine. you put in your mouth to swallow then like UGH bitter!!!!!
now i remember why i dont like going to the doctors anymore.

when i was young, the antibiotics were in liquid.
horrible, that taste, i must say.
so, dont need eat/drink antibiotics. jsut let your body do the work.

i should be fine by tomorrow,
if not, then need stay at home for another day. though i dont really plan to.
i want know my chem test results that i took today.
:D


okayokayy. me sic, me need loads rest. 9.50pm, off to bed!
heehee, no need go sch :D
better go inform mabel and cindy.

:(
feeeeeling horrrrigible vegetableeeee.

argghhh,
i havent been sick since 231123876 years and i am very sick now!

i dont know if its the durian i ate or normal flu or what.
but im going to see the doctor after dinner.

this morning i woke up with this terrible sore throat + dry cough.
like, phlegm stuck in my lungs then i cough my lungs there pain like @$!@$%.
yeah, so now, the cough is better but i have fever.
then suddenly will cold. then feel hot. then feel cold.

my temperature's 37.8degrees celcius now.
usually i get fever is 24hrs at the most kind of thing.
i sleep, wake up, next day i feel better.
i hope this one also.

was in scool and i felt super terrible. like body ache, but i switch sitting position many times still ache. then like got those very sick feeling.

but onegood thing is that i can say:
"i'm HOT! ^^ "
LOLOLOLL. rightt. i shall go back to huddling in my blanket.
bye YO!

im in deeeep sh- trouble.
just because friday i didnt really do any homework, nowww i cant complete all of it -__-
howww??

monday got a maths test somemore(ugh)
tuesday we have chem test(ugh ugh)
and i am left with
-studying for amaths test
-finishing physics tys
-completing history(which i dont have the wkbk with me -.-)
and i only have 2hours with me.(ugh ugh ugh)

whyyyyy like thatttt.


like i thought of just dont do anything at all and hope for food poisoning so that i can not go school tomorrow cause if i dont complete i'll feel guilty i didn't complete my homework.

but of course the above idea is just dumber.
because like most work is done in class.

okay, skip the ranting.
was downstairs studying and completing chem tys.
year 2003 paper very hard to do:/
left one or two incomplete answers.
sigh...



the a maths test got alot to study on.
i wantED to sleep early today.
i still havent made the cell group member bday card.
i need to clear up my room.
i dont know where my hist file is.
the wind is blowing at me and im having a headache.
i dont know where some of my booklets are, i think in jacelyn's locker.
i need to go wash plate now.

bye.
please do not disturb me unneccesserily(yes, i know i spelled it wrongly -.-) because..
BEN XIAO JIE XIAN ZAI HEN BU SHUANGGGG.
i.e. i dont feel so happy/zi high now.

OH YEAHHHH OH YEAAAHHH.
IM GOINNN' IM GOINNNN'
TO CHURCHHHH. TO CHURCHHH.

thats the way (uh huh uh huh) i like it~~(uh huh uh huh)

when there's a will there's a way!
God has a purpose.
INDEED He has.

oops im suppose to be doing english *guilty look*
*stares at paper in front of me*
oh well. later~

and my toe cramped twice just now -.-
almost thrice. pain lahh.
i was aleeeeetle bit quite confident of my chem test today.
at least i tried to study what i can.
i finished english til so late at night hor!


AND jolyn and jacelyn past by 4e1 and saw yaode doing *ehhem*
and yd told me their faces was like O_O + *GASP*
LOLOLLLLLOLLOLLL.
i.
can.
totally.
imagine!


height and weight + frisbee today!
im 164cm and finally 50kg.(changyen say one *rolleyes*).
i ate too much already. i growing mah. then eat and eat. hol eat and eat!
yuenkai say i fat but im not lor!

and frisbee! yay, super fun. our team won!
but abit dangerous. cause i got like a scrath on my side of my chin and a small cut on my chin. now got balaku !
hahaa. but funnnn.

yes. so is mahjong.

and relieving micheal jackson's songs again!

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song song sing song!!!

I remember the times we spent together

All those drives, we had a million questions

All about our lives

And when we got to New York everything felt right

I wish you were here with me,

Tonight

I remember the days we spent together,

were not enough, it used to feel like dreaming

Except we always woke up,

Never thought not having you here now

Would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up

I need your loving hands to come and pick me up

And every night I miss you

I can just look up

And know the stars are

Holding you, holding you, holding you

Tonight

I remember the time you told me

About when you were eight

And all those things you said that night

That just couldn't wait

I remember the car you were last seen in

And the games we would play

All the times we spilled our coffees

And stayed out way too late

I remember the time you sat and told me

About your Jesus, and how not to look back

Even if no one believes us

When it hurts so bad, sometimes

Not having you here

I sing

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up

I need your loving hands to come and pick me up

And every night I miss you

I can just look up

And know the stars are

Holding you, holding you, holding you

Tonight

I sing

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up

I need your loving hands to come and pick me up

And every night I miss you

I can just look up

And know the stars are

Holding you, holding you, holding you

Tonight

whooopededooo, aint this song nice?

was listening ytd on my phone when going to tuition.

:D

blog again next time(thumb)

XOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX

iam very hungry and i havent bathe yet.
somemore today got pe. oops.
update more later :)

hungry kid teen goneto bathe!


p/s: me lurbx mahjongx worhx.

She says we've got to hold on to what we've got
It doesn't make a difference if we make it or not
We got each other and that's a lot
For love we'll give it a shot!

Whoa, we're half way there
Whoa oh, livin' on a prayer
Take my hand and we'll make it I swear
Whoa oh, livin' on a prayer
Livin' on a prayer!

Livin' On A Prayer By Bon Jovi :)
one of the guitar heroes song. hehe, v.v.v.nice lah

i. just. fell. asleep.
again. -.-

i reached home, wanted to complete my physics, but i fell alseep on my bed!!!1
oh my goodness.
iamsuchapig.


prelims are in 48days or something.
thats freaking scary.
since it was 50+ last week, and last week went by like SUPER fast.

okay. i am sick.
my running nose actually was only in the morning, now it dragged until at night still have.
so im like sniffing while typing this.
AND I WANTO SLEEP AT 10PM TONIGHT I SHALL CONTINUE WITH HOMEWORK.

good bye and have a good day :)

Because I'm Bad, I'm Bad-
Come On
You Know I'm Bad, I'm Bad-
You Know It
You Know I'm Bad, I'm Bad-
Come On, You Know
And The Whole World Has To
Answer Right Now
Just To Tell You Once Again,
Who's Bad . . .

relieving MJ's songs ;)

do fairy tales come true?
maybe, or maybe not..

i wonder...
if i prayed for like my future husband to be one who has the fruits of the spirit, hot, handsome, rich, smart, devoted etc etc (all good values) will it come true?
LOLOLL.

cindy and i were like talking about that you marry angmoh will have super cute kids.
!!!

haha!! and cindy got ***** angmoh boyfriend :P
eeeyr. tsktsk.


today, ms kavitha left us off an hr earlier :) yay!!
Praise God! cause i was thinking
"alamak, very sian must chiong to tuition"
cause it starts at 5pm while sch ends at 4.30pm.
so yeah~~~ Thank God.

i need my sleep. so im going to sleep now :)
p/s: remember to do qt. its not even 10% of 24hours you know?

tsk, my new password very very irritating.
grr.
i keep forget. stoopid blogger dint allow my olde pass.
ah, whatever.


was studying downstairs from afternoon onwards.
got caught for eating in the room :/
oops?

oh no. shit i forget tomorrow might have tests. crappp.
aghh. shtupid.

things to do:
-type and send relection on cip.
-history revision essay
-study maths

okay. chiong chiong chiong!!!

annie are you okay? are you okay annie?
you've been hit by,
*bang bang*
you've been hit by, a smooth criminal.

lol!! i suddenly rem i have a 'brother'.
so dont anyhow bully me or else yuen kai will beat you. LOLL.
inside jokee :D

off to work~

daniel shouted: "siwei!"
i turned around.
*snap*
he took this with his phone and i decorate it! :D
in class abit nothing to go whatttt. nice right? haha!!!!

me like zeee mus-tah-cheeee.

oh man):
how how how. i cant concentrate on my maths paper.
not faaaair.

then now i still have alot.
this means im not allowed to do anything but my homework tomorrow.
how to eat and shit and sleeep??!?!
haha, lol.


crap man.
im like, sian. + @#%%^*$#^%#$ + I GOT ALOT OF STUFF IN MY HEADDDD + I GOT ALOT OF QNS TOO!!!! = abit weird siwei.

i like blogging! :D
dont you too?

did i mention i hate my new password?
and i havent been updating my other blog due to unforseen circumstances.
im sorry for the inconvenience caused,
yeayea whatever.


its been raining since i came off the bus of 945 after cafe duty.
and i got wet like 3 times.
i dont know why but rain makes me sad :(
or TOO zihigh -.-

cafe duty today was abit not so fun cause got so many people quite slack one.
but changyen was good company but i still suspect the balaku on my hip is pinched by her *stares*.

sidetrack:my mouse is acting weird.

i was thinking about the past.
thinking about my thinking.
why am i thinking about that?
cause it was a happier and carefree-er time :)

oh oh,
read sheryl's post and i totally agree.
show it by your actions and not just say it by words. YO.

xinping speajd like that one. YO.
must add the "YO" behind one. YO.
hahaha, daniel's less emo i think.

and i wanted to go to my house's clubhouse to study but booked,
so i went home.
and i did the paper until like half and hour and fell asleep -.-i was sooooooo tired. like my legs was beginning to feel suan. and now i need to continue!


today break fast already AH!!!!!!!
whooo~~
now i can go listen to micheal jackson's song. (yess!)
and then i'm this song to end this post. (sing it to yourself in your room lah)

Pictures Of You lyrics
This is the clock upon the wall
This is the story of us all
This is the first sound of a newborn child,Before he starts to crawl
This is the war that's never won
This is a soldier and his gun
This is the mother waiting by the phone,Praying for her son

[Chorus]
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we used to be

There is a drug that cures it all
Blocked by the governmental wall
We are the scientists inside the lab,
Just waiting for the call
This earthquake weather has got me shaking inside
I'm high up and dry

[Chorus]

Confess to me, every secret moment
Every stolen promise you believed
Confess to me, all that lies between us
All that lies between you and me

We are the boxers in the ring
We are the bells that never sing
There is a title we can't win no matter
How hard we might swing

[Chorus 2]Pictures of you, pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we could have been

[Chorus 2 Repeat]

wheee, i guitar hero-ed just now after dinner.
yep, i am at my cousin's house. going home like in 5mins :P

I LOVE CHEESE!!


i was watching Hello God, and super duper sad+touching :(
Haru like going die soon. sob.

right, tomorrow, cafe duty.
after cafe duty, go home study.
fighting!

tomorrow i'm having cafe duty! :D
WOOOOOOTS.
oh yeah~~ for cip. and yessss i wanto be runner! again. definitely dont wanto be fryer if not i'll stink of chicken wings>:(

oh, this morning, my father was reading the papers, and i saw this kind of lambo which was superrrr nice.
"eh pa! go buy this one lah!!"
and he ignored me -.-

haha, actually, i kina think i would totally accept a date with a guy who has a reaaaally nice ride :D well of course i wont say yes to some perv --. im not THAT dumb, you know.


.. and this week's ending.
so much for this week...
*sigh*

oh and THANKS JACELYN FOR THE CARD :D
AND BRACELET.
LOVEEEE IT. :D
hahaha, i didnt know can open one:P

oh and just wanto thank God for blessing me for my a math test.
which is the last last test. cause i hadnt been scoring really good for the past fews.
and somemore that test, i totally forgot about it, and i only study abit on the day itself in th morning.
and b4 the test i went to ask got any formula need rem.
then before the test. i prayed. and prayed hard.

and i got 33/40! :D
like, even better than some people.
and if its not God who helped me then who?
cause i really REALLY didnt study for it.
and i was like wow. God, you pro.
so yup :) thank GODDD.
ot really encouraged me and gave me hope that i wasnt really that bad afterall!
so yeah, im gona work harder *grins*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONG HONG ZHANG!!
YOU ARE 16 AND QUITE OLD ALREADY!
so you know, cannot anyhow become emocupcake or cry anymore.
hahahaha.
yeap. thanks for being sucha greaaaat friend!
all the best for your future~
have a great day stoopid fat bee. LOLOL.
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yeah, chinese o level today.
like totally... WOAH
didnt expect the topic to be so hardddd. i ER alot of times. got stuck half way during the conversation because i dont know how to say the chinese word of the english word.
hais. like i got all the content but.. my chinese just aint that good.
oh well. nvm, like what mdm yaw said, do your best for the other papers so you wont get that kind of super sad feeling again! :D

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(the above was typed on 2july then my internet had some prob and i couldnt pose it -_-

right!
school reopen's first week, suprisingly, i enjoyed it! like really. (i hear people rolling their eyes already) but yeah, except for the waking up early in the morning so i cant have 8hours of sleep thing, i kinda love going to school.
thats all thanks to the wonderful friends i have :)
giving free pocky:) and apple juice(lol) and helping me carry books and taking books frome locker and being nice to me etc etc. the list goes on!

and today, super duper funny. i laughed like dont know how many times already.

so in the morning...
i think we had history.. yeah, then cindy laugh over some stuff. oh, and EVERYTIME she'll give all the funny expressions, see already laugh like dont know what one!!

and then there was maths,and so we had the protractor and compass to draw all the geometry thingys. and she laughed cause the protractor was like on my left at the table and i couldnt find it. then laugh again, cause i thought compass was protractor. -.-

and and english we were trying to draw small circles using the compass then i very hard draw cause will keep come out then she laugh at me. then she tried but she also cannot!!! LOL, somemore she give the face like, super funny one.

and and we went kfc since we have 2hrs. and before that play pingpong.
then like, we running away from *coughs*, like we were like "HOW HOW HOW??! *coughs* following lehhh!!!!" serhiang's reaction was super classic one lah!
so we tried hiding in the canteen or sth. and we were so so happy cause we thought we diched *coughs*. and then walked out of sch. halfway we realised that *coughs* was behind us. wth like some crazy stalker or something.
then we all "hais, sian"
then pingpong and met cindy sherry the rest at kfc to eat!
i ate alot :/

and then rushed back to sch for lessons!
met yk, sachin & zl at the staircase, they looked like they just bathed o.o thats what they said too. maybe they bathed after basketball.
so we had maths!again, which is super fun :D
cause like, cindy and i dont know just keep laughing over stupid sstuff.
then daniel nothing to do keep take picture. (AND TODAY HE *** ME!!!!!! bahaha, see daniel, i told you, you did before)

oh oh oh ANDDDDDD cindy's gold digger and sueyi's a gold mine. HAHAH.
cause the eraser dust, cindy go roll it up then look like the nose shit thing, then she throw it on sueyi's table(sueyi&sherry sit behind us) and then i "EEEE, sueyi! why you did your nose!!!" and then just keep saying her. super funny. she dig the gold so big from her nose. ahaha, then since is cindy throw there mus be cindy dig! LOL. cindy&sherry&i cannot stop laughing.
(vivian look behind dont know how many times cause we keep laugh throughtout the day)

and then, jiejian's photo was being passed around, it looked real funny!
and yaode secretly put in xp's bag. HAHA!! but then in the end she found out :(

oh oh and afternoon sueyi brought her kindergarden pics, and we look here look there. then i took out my wallet pic, then show them. i was like around p1, p2 but they say i looked like 4yrold or sth. hahaha!! then i put the pic beside my face and then smile the same as same in the picture.
look super like! ^^

AND ANGELINE FOO WEI LING WAS SUCKING ONTO AN ERASER!!!!!
(LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLLLLLLLLLLLL)
cindy's idea:chop the eraser into pieces(yk&sachin threw 1243913840 erasers at me-.-) and put it into my empty FROZZ sweet box ang give it to angeline see if they got eat.
superrrr funny.
so cindy asked "eh angeline, you want sweet not?"
then since angeline was like talking to serhiang about dont know what, then she faster take the sweet then like dont want to give serhiang.
so she didnt look at what came out of the box and put it into her mouth.
i saw the whole scene, then burst out laughing. i kept saying "you reall eat ah????"
but i laugh until she cannot hear properly, so like 5-6seconds later, when serhiang pour out the "sweets" and went "eh! what is thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis?" angeline pui out the eraser.
even ms lau know!!!!!!

and ytd i had phy tuition at jurong there,
oh man, my teacher said there was once his student as trying out Flemming's L.H.R until his hand cramp. LOL?! CRAMP!! whole class laughed~~
and usually he wears a jacket. then that da he nvr wear. then super scary leh. his arms look like those army people have those kind of normal arms(cos he in some special diving thing) but his biceps, wahpiang eh, like !@$!@$^$%*ing big?!?!??! really!

okayokay.
i think i took 30mins++ blogging this.
shall go now! bye! :D

today no homework!
yippeeee!
yeah, so i came to blog about this super funny incident today.

i was on the 945 bus and it was suppose to turn left.
but then there was this motorist who was driving a harley i think.
he wanted to turn left and he was on the right side of the bus.
so the motorist turned left, in front of the bus, from the right of the bus.

this is of course dangerous and blah blah blah so the bus driver horned the motorist.

the motorist then did the unthinkable.
he pointed his mid fing with his left hand.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA.

reminded me when my dad was in malaysia.
and there was this kanchiong driver who wanted to speed on the high way,
then somehow the driver overtake by the left lane,
HORNED,
POINTED THE FINGER,
SPED AWAY,
but to be blocked by the front car and had to slow down.

noooooooooooooooooooooooooob!
that was why my dad couldnt give way !
hahahhhhh.

dont know whats wrong with those people.
like that also cannot wait abit.
tsktsktsk.
wheres your manners.
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yuenkai lent me his jap book thingy!
so im learning abit abit jap now :D

hen hao wan mah :)

zao le, ming tian jiu shi kou shi.
zen me ban ah???

i havent really tried sitting at one corner of the toilet and draw circles...
next time jio xinping try with me :D

haha, we should all "emo" together.


i think i spam alot of posts today.
wont be posting much next time.
sch reopen. yada yada. you get the link.

so yeah. i lost my orange pen. did ronald take it or nicholas or yaode?

i think cause alot of users are using youtube now thats why -.-
you know, all those people at the other side of the earth?
when its night here, its afternoon there, and so they are using youtube.
alot.

:(


maybe i go sleep already.

eventhough laptop keys like quite nice to type.
haha.


.
.
.
me is getting sick!
cause i ate durian today.
and for dinner i ate fried rice and fried chicken wing.
that aint good right?

and then i was thinking.
and i suddenly rem.
CL O LEVEL ORAL THIS THURS LEH DUMBO.
so i need to recover from sorethroat asap.

throat pain):
have to keep drinking water.
then drink already pee.
pee already, drink.

but throat still pain.
but at least my ulcer is recovering :)

and i realise when i get scratches i heal real slow -.-
like that time before pbb like i had this scratch cause i scraped my feet against some wood cupboard accidentally.
then got blood. but dried.
and now still havent recoverr -.-
still got the dried blood scar still there. oh well.

maybe i should go sleep already.
bye:)

Matthew16:25
For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will find it.
-thanks :)

shtupid account wont let me change back to my old password-.-

just because i accidentally changed it making some youtube account to help rate the gb thing then now i want change pass have to change 8letter.
i mean ??!?!?!?!?!??!#$%@%%??!!?!! why 8 letter?! thats just purely dumb.

d-u-m-b.

now i cant change back to my old password.
thanks a-lot.



ugh. ugh. ugh.
i am in noobshitty bad @$$ mood >:(

no.. i am not pms-ing-.-
please la *rolls eyes*
can guys think of that only?
stooooooooooooooooopid internetttttttttttt
*grumbles*

nobody cares about me anymore :(

*emos*
.
.
.
.
.
.
i just realised my msn's different.

bah.

haru~~

its 12:19am now.
and imwatching this show called Hello God.
i dont know why, but the english title's that.

its a korean drama series la.

superrrr nice. like the guy super cute!
.
.
the story goes like this.

there's this mentally retarded 27yrold guy. whos mental age is of a 7yr old. then come along a woman whos a swindler, and pretends to be the guy, Haru, 's teacher. somehow in some mix up in the bus accident that the woman went throught, she got mistaken as Haru's teacher. and has been Haru's teacher ever since.
then cause Haru like the girl, he accepted this Mr doctor guy request for an opperation.
Mr D has researched abt making mentally retarded people to bcome smart.
and so theres the operation.
it was a success.
however, during that time, the girl got caught by police for acting as the teacher and was put to jail. after coming out, Mr D paid the girl to make Haru talk again. cause after op, he hasnt talk but he gone smarter.

so now, (where im watching) Haru realises that he love the girl and tries to prove it to the girl that he really loves her. so he does all this really sweet stuff like making breakfast, doing things for the girl, warming up her shoes so that when she wears it her feet wont get cold(its wiinter), warming up her bed by lying there so that after her shower her bed is warmed up. SWEET RIGHTTTT???

yeah, so the story goes on~~


self note: school is on monday and you left chem section c and chem online quiz.

boooo.
i am sick.
i woke up this morning and started sniffing.
and i got running nose. but not too bad.
just that wind blow and i'll sneeze.
and that i want to sneeze then halfway cannot sneeze that kinda thing.
:(

but.
I CAN GO CHURCH TMR :D
bahahahhahaa.
yeah, see you peeps there !




and and and, i fell asleep just now :/
oops?
not purposely one mah.

eeee.
some alweirdo just called me and when i said hello that person cupped my call!!!!!
wth??
you WEIRDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

right. shall go complete chem.
and, rest in peace micheal jackson!
i love your songssssss. yeap.
:D

do YOU feel like a NOBODY?

the story of moses.
-he was a prince
-saw his own people suffering, wanted to help
-got banished
-was a nobody for 40years
-this 40years, God was preparing him.
-God can turn a nobody to a somebody

1)God delights in using the odinary.
in exodus 3, you read about the story of moses and the burning bush.

odinary?
-the staff that moses was holding, was the staff which he uses to herd his sheep. but God used that very odianry staff to be a staff of God. the staff that parted the red sea.
-when God came to earth, he only revealed it to the shepherds in their dreams. angels went to odinary shepherds, not prophets, not kings, but shepherds, when Jesus was born.
-when Jesus, at one time, went to save a whole town of people, he first was at the well and reached out to then woman with five husbands. he did not first approach other people, but this woman.
-when Jesus was resurrected, He made it known to a woman.(i think it was mary). He did not announce it to some other special people, but a woman.(woman in those days are seen to be of a lower bring. they dint have the rights of what the man in those days have)

2)God can use what we have in our hands.
whatever we have, God can use it to put it into good use. to help save more people.
in the example in exodus would be exodus 4:2.
when God, in the form of the burning bush, turned the staff in moses hands, into a staff of God. the staff that moses carries with him everywhere.
-God will not hold us accountable for what we do not have.

3)He will use what we give to him in Faith.
whatever that we give him, He can use it. so if we hand everything up into His hands, He can use us more! but if we do not, what can God use us to do?
faith. are we faithful?
in exodus 4:3, moses rann away when he saw the staff turn into a serpent. why? cause he had little faith. God was there, God could easily take the serpent away.
the problem is, humans tend to overlook.
they only see what is infront of them and not the whole picture.

Problems:
problem of spectacular and carnality(worldly or earthly).
-we tend to think God will come in this spectacular way. like the whole place will have fireworks.
or maybe God decends on a cloud and there'll be musics playing and stuff but no!
things are not to be spectacular. the above exmaples have proven so. God delights in the odinary.
- yes, God calls, God resources. but we tend to look into the worldly things. we hold on too much to the things of this world. God resources. God will never call us to do something that He cannot supply. yes, He supply. but He supply to our NEEDS not our wants. so sometimes when you ask, you have to look and check if its your need or your want. if its all wanting too much of the world.
-humans tend to doubt themselves too. when God asks to fufill a purpose, the reply is .." If only i have .... then maybe i could have helped." "If only i was smarter.. than i could do it."


God's way is so so so much bigger than man's understandind. sometimes, whatever that He does, we dont get it at all.
so, we need to believe even when we do not understand the hows and the whys.
believe is not "you show me then i believe you lor" that kind of thing. if it was shown and proved, it'll be called a fact and not believe.
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so.. WHAT IS IN YOUR HAND?
an odinary staff?...


yeah, this is the last session notes that i had.
the sessions that were held in pbb.
hope it helped you! :D

bah. i. forgot. today. i. have. tuition.
like whatttttttttt innnnnnnnnnn theeeeeeee WORLDDDDDD WAS I THINKING???!?!?!

of course, i was cycling with HOE GUO NING.
he suggested it.
so in the end. when we reach home at ALMOST 8pm,
i got a shock. because i forgot. -.- I FORGOTTTTT. UGHH.
nevermind. stupid things aside,

tomorrow's (or tomorrow tomorrow) going to be a new moon!
yeah~ NEW moon. that means its a new day!
or something...
that also means....
THERES GOING TO BE A FULL MOON IN ABOUT 16 DAYS TIME.
oh yeah oh yeah.

and i cook ham&cheese omelett again.
:D
yummy yum yum.
i cooked mine extra cheeeese. heh.
and maybe, just maybe, im baking the choc cookies tomorrow, if not, its sat.
yup.

oh, just now, was cycling back from choa chu kang and it was like super hazy.
i thought singapore wont get so hazy one.
i hateeee dirty air.
yeah, so, turns out it might be something being burnt in the forests along the highway there.
thats why so smoky and hazy.


eeeyer. WHY NOBODY ONLINE.
i mean, NOBODY THAT I CAN RANT TO ONLINE T_T
i feel like i need to rant now.
and i dont wanto message. hais. me al-weirdo.

-
going to school tomorrow.
cant wait. yeah, abit weird. but better than being cooped up at home whole day no mood do chem paper stare at tv screen and no com.
yeap, my mum set password, did restrictions, blah blah. so only sometimes can use.
most of the time, nope.

SO IM GOING TO WRITE MANY MANY CARDS.
:D
just wait, you'll receive them soon.
i promise. really.
i've already done a few :)
cause i've been reading those cards that people once gave me. and oh boy do i love you people.
MANY SMILEY FACES FOR YOU!
:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) (i did NOT copy and paste)


:D i woke up at 11++ going to 12pm. and i was earliest among us kids. or should i say teens.
and so the omelette i cooked was kinda our lunch..
and after that i dont eat anything anymore ._.
oh wow. except for mashed potato i ate when ning &i went to 7eleven to buy.
but dinner was too little. ):



blah. i still havent find that card i think i lost.
whatever.
me going fb.

they say, ignorance is bliss.
i think it might or might not be.
for some things are better not said. while others are better if said.
but i still think that ignorance might not really be.
for if we dont know, sometimes we get hurt.
.
.
.
.
NINE O'CLOCK SHOW JUST ENDED.
aw, its nice show. go watch tmr!

john 10:27
My sheep listens to My voice; I know them and they follow Me.

baaaa! baaaa!

ohhhhh. oh oh ohh.
yesterday night God spoke to me! :D
through the word of God. really wanto thank God.
:) smiley faces everywhere!


sidetrack.
the 9pm show veryyyyy sad.
the that crippled right hand guy and the lawyer girl ):
super sad.
like they cant be together. emoo.


okay. anyway.
thanks yaode also.
for the random help :D

andandand, tomorrow im going to make YUMMY ham &cheese omelette for ning.
bahaha, too badddd you people cant eat ANY!
haha! weiyan also cannot eat so sadd.
okayyyyyyy.

me is sick(seeeeeeeeek).
cause i have a leeettle beeeetle sore throat.
yeah, and i sound like my younger brother now.
(we both always sound alike)
yesssss, so i now pronounce myself, sick!
haha, no la. in my dreams. got deep voice only mah, then like sore throaaatttt ):
BUT I DONT HAVE H1N1 LAH WAHPIANG.

okay. full stop. the end.
me go watchy moviey.
ta-ta peepoxxx.

XOXO

aww shucks.
mama put some parent control thingy on the laptop accounts.
my account also got.
then now i cant even see my own tagboard.
boooooo.
nevermind.

oh! before i went out to school today, i wento make cheese &ham omelette :D
bahaha, it was a success!!!
my mum says its yummy.
my older brother too.
and i think it was yummy too.
too bad ning sleeep until so late. no more already.
maybe i'll make another one later.!
or tomorrow morning *grins*

oh and daniel.
CHEER UP! STOP BEING EMO ABOUT I-DONT-KNOW-WHAT.
*draws smiley faces on your paper*


alright, gone off to play more weird fb games!
later i go watch that movie.
p/s: weiyan types so fast, he considered an aeein. yup, alienic weiyan. suits you!!!!!

i read my encouragement cards today! shall go and read the rest from the yi camp stack later :D
shit i suddenly remember i think i lost someone's encouragement card.
oh no. i better go ffind later.
oh no oh no oh no!

*panics a little*

okay. breathe in, breathe out.

oh! i havent do cip yet. shitshit.
wonder when is changyen coming back from germany. anyone know at all??
agh, i wantooooooooo go to church this sattttttttttttttttttttt.
dearest readers of this blog,
please, please, please pray for my younger brother and i!!!
yea. your prayers are greatly appreciated.

romans 3:22
This righteousness from God comes through faith in Jesus Christ to all who believe. There is no difference.

this is from new life! :D


i think i'll go watch movie later. the the my dad bought one.
the chinese new yyear came out and its nc16!
TA-DA! im almost 16 so no big diff.

okay. gtg!
im going to make cheese and ham ommelette :D

i am bored!!! so i am going to post random pics up.
been a long time since i posted pics :D
enjoy.


i used the laptop webcam and took this.
its my desktop pic!!! HAHAHAH.


jolyn and i.. i forgot whr we were. beauty world mac?



haha, me. mabel took it.

MABEL AND I! pf outing.

josephine and i. same outing.

THE FABULOUS FOUR. lolll. i was on the wrong lighting and their face all reddish mine's...... -.-

kor and I. we took it with taiwan shan di ren (aboroginals). the pic's hanging in moi roommm~

HAHA, ning. when he was... pri 1? pri2?? cute right!

pong's bday present for me. i loveeeeeee it.

shh. pls dont tell jacelyn. i took it while we were going home in the bus from graduation photo shoot. :P daniel knows too!

this was... at the exhibition hall place. where there was all the uni and dont know what.
note the rudolph nose!

me, cy, sehlok.

CHEESECAKKEEEE. NICE RIGHT? CUTE RIGHT? V.NICE TO EAT.

cherry knot that i used my tongue to tye! :D my first knot ever!!!!

bahaha, me. in my green jacket.

i was studying i think. and decided to cam spam abit. a leeeeetle bittty bit.

that's all folks!

(shoot, i havent bathe ><)

i am eating strawberry pocky now.
oh gosh. have i told you how nice it is to eat tidbits againnnn??

and i remembered during the day that we went to buy our dinner during the camp, i saw this frozen man tou thingy and i droool like mad.

haha, pbb aside, ytd night went for the kabod bbq.
not as fun as last year cause got lesser people but..
i was the one bbq-ing stuff!!!! for a period of time.
then after that keith stole my job or something
):
but oh well.
it was nice food.
but couldnt go to the kabod retreat today.
hais. yeah.. was at home spamming housework and taking care of my mum.
i helped her do things cause she recovering from her operation on wednesday.
pray for her to get well soon!
:D

oh and my dad bought a new router cause the old one's spoilt, and the new one looks cool and all but... its connection, bluntly putting it, sucks. well, at least its better than no routerr.

and... i ate spagetti for breakfast today. was too hungry!
and to think i actually said i wont be eating spagetti for like a month because of the whole pbb spagetti dinner incident. food is my weakness, cant help it!!

and Ning keeps saying, "well, that's just too bad!" to annoy me. but to no avail. haha!
he's at retreat now.. wonder how he's face will look like/what he'll do when he reaches home. at night.
possible scenarios:
1)bombard me with questions
2)asking me why kabod people are so weird (HAR)
3)start acting weird
4)the worst, going all quiet.

but im staying optimistic and he'll probably share with me all the interesting stuff.
cause thats quintessential of him. (oh my goodness, im using quintessential, ms kavitha must be like *jaw drop*)

okay. shall go facebook and you know. get updated on what i've been missing throughout the four days.
have fun with your last week of hols people!

i really want to thank God for this experience.
first thing first.(thats why iots at the top!)

cause really through this pbb camp, i have learnt alot alot alot.it was really great to have some time separated from my 'world' and be at camp and we had devotion and sessions where pastor preach and my mdms that were in charge of us were really caring and they gave alot of meaningful advices that even if i did not get pbb, i think its REALLY a GREEEAAAAT experience.

yeah, i never knew i could enjoy pbb selection camp so much.this must be super contradicting considering the fact that four days ago, i was moaning and whining and complaining to almost everyone.i remembered dreading the camp and thinking "why did i join it in the first place?! i feel soooo lazy, can i pon???" yes, many of the campers had such idea too.

well, on the first day, we were all separated into five groups.love, joy, peace, PATIENCE!!, and kindness.10th and 19th coy people only i think li lin and faith lucky lucky got into the same group lor.the rest, we were ALONEEE. or so i thought...

when we took our bags and went up into our dorms, into the room and choosing the bed where you sleep, it was all awkward-ish. so everyone was... "hi! err, you what company? oh... eh, what school? oh. i see, that school ah. okayokay." the end full stop nothing more.oh, and other times we would like, just smile smile smile.and then asking "erm, you know are we suppose to change now??" or "can we not wear our skirts?".and of course during meal time,lunch,dinner,supper, we would talk to each other by "er, you want SOMEMORE food to eat?i give you mine?" yea.. so by first day dinner almost everyone in my group, PATIENCE!!!, know that i eat alot, and they can count on me for giving me food.

then for every everyy meal, each group would need to finish the food that they take, if got extra is compulsory for each group to take equal amount until no more food. so... they always gave me alot to eat -.- i tio sabo-ed. but the good thing was, by the 3rd day, everyone in Patience know which one is my plate, cup. bahaha.

yea.. so we went through day 1, not really knowing much about each other. making just really small talk and stuff.so, we slept after our group evaluation. in an air conditioned room, with a really thin blanket.and we also went to on our fan, HUGE mistake, cause it was still hot when we went into the room. by the middle of night, TOO cold for us to even move to go adjust the temperature.oh! and we are suppose to plan and organise things for this whole camp right, so the first day we planned GAMES and yea, that planning session kinda really broke the ice for us.so from day 2 onwards, we talk more!

DAY 2...
the normal programme goes like this..
-Rise&shine.(they blow whistle at 6.30 and only can wake up at that time)
-5BX
-Quiet Time
-Breakfast
-Group planning time(where we plan for the things that our group is incharge of)
-Devotion(led by groups, singing worship songs)
-Session(pastor preaches, inspirational talker talks and inspires)
-Lunch

yea, so for day 2, the main highlight was......
URBANNN HIKEEEE.
after a really i-am-still-very-hungry-but-there-is-no-more-food porridge lunch(apparently they wanted us to kniw how the poor lives), we went to the hall to play some team-building games. there were in total around 3 games at that time.after that went to some dont know whaat park where we asked random people where it is and played some mind boggling game that required alot of teamwork.when finally completed, we went to maple woods park which we went one big way round..
and we had to use rubber band to make into s super long skipping rope to skip 5 times in a row for 9 people.2 hold the rope.HARDDD MAN. we totally were exhausted but kept on trying.
through this game, we really encouraged one another, just spuring, to not give up. that we really just do our best. it was really hard to coordinate and some couldnt jump that welll.in the end spent around 1half hour plus at that station. even when the mdms asked us if we should stop and just proceed to the next station, we dint give up but kept on trying, until mdm negotiated that we have 6 people to jump. and we did!
duh, we cheered like crazy. super happy. was super tired.
then we get to buy our own dinner that night. we had $29 to spend as we dint have enough time to buy tea time.
we bought 3 packets of spagetti,mistake again, and insufficient suace. we dint see the mdms hinting to us to buy just 2 packets... oh, and we were suppose to buy including mdms dinner. went back to help cook and prepare sleeping place. that night, we sleep at the voiddeck-ish place beside bball court. our beds were just a layer of card board.. and int the end, we fulllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll like dont knnow what. they piled my plate with so much noodles, its like some mountain.then we still had sausage, dessert. abit siao. we all stuffed ourselves. with those spagetti with white spagetti sauce that was too little. ewew, but we did it! and supper was our duty, so we were the last group that lights out.

during the night... woke up, left leg was totally numbed diao. freak out, started massaging left leg. sleep. twist. turn. flip. turn. hand numb-ed, unnumb-ed it. turn turn sleep. wake up. back pain. super cold, no blanket, jacket anything. almost froze.

so.. DAY 3.this is saturday and we had 3 duties to do. it is our busy day!oh, before i go on, we also need to have dorm inspection at the end of the day and stuff, like the mdms expectations are very high. willl go into detail later~

so, 5BX, we took it and... we asked them do squat jumps like here to there, and everyone was tired like WOOOOSH cause day 2 urban hike & skipping. so thats why my thigh muscles ache until dont know what. i cant bend down, i go down staircases will pain. if bend wrongly, pain like aaghhhhh!!! yea..then we also had devotion. but on day 3, much mroe improvement. like during meal times, we were able to talk to each other, with the fellow group mate that we are sitting near to. we just eat and talk real naturally about our own lives. really really cool. will neverforget PATIENCE group people. and we also had erm supper duty that night. anyway, for dorm inspection. mdm was really proud of us, that we did do a great job. supper was fun. kinda?then we talked with ms thio and ms chan(the mdms in charge of our grp) like during evaluation time til quite late. 11plus.. 12. (normally lights out at 11.00) cause it was our last night there, and we were all "ohnoooo 4D3N so fast. i will miss you guys like dont know what!!!" and the ms chan and ms thio really gave us alot of useful advice that we i trully must thank them for. they were really caring. so real late, the mdms super nice, say give us 5min lights out, HELP US TO WASH OUR CUPS!!! but in the end they dint even check if we lights out already.

oh! and we also had special night where we had to act out skit, and iwas playing the role as a mdm. the theme was Looking Back. and and in the skit, i walk pass sec 1 girls then they in chinese "ni kan! na ge mam she ma lai ren leh!" then im suppose to say "NI SHUO SHEN ME?" sec1 girls suppose to be shocked im nt malay. -.- this role, thanks to random group members. also got one part where the sec1s "grow" to sec 3s, then they do drill and i went "WAH, HEN HAO!" everyone laughed. still got someone asked :"you're not really a malay right??".i. almost. fainted. of course not!

DAY 4.doing the daily that we got used to. but after dorm inspection we had time to change into full u. and then had area cleaning inspection with full u. and had devotion. session. lunch. photo taking. exchange info. etc.

and i realised, im not really dearly missed eventhough i was kinda homesick.. :Plike i only got 1 person msging me about my pbb. 1 person called me. the other 2 that messaged me were about other matters. and 1 was unpleasant and i sincerely apologise that it had totally slipped my mind. but whatever, at least ning was really curious about my camp.

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i remembered the pastor said that,IT IS POSSIBLE FOR GUYS TO LIKE MORE THAN 1 GIRL AT THE SAME TIME. to all the girls out there, becareful. cause thats just kinda, dao wei you know? so he was saying that the marriage vow is sacred and when pastor said I DO, it was kinda like saying no to all the other woman out there.

and also,just do your thing once and do it well.might as well do it well and nice rather than doing it again and again and again due to "the thing being nt handled that well"yup. so the camp, it was really high expectations.though they ditn really punish us, they gave us super high expectations.like in your dorm everyon must standardize uniform all hang where, all the haversack, cap positioned same. AND THE GB THING AT THE POCKET SUPPOSE TO BE TOUCHING LINE OF THE POCKET THING NOT RIGHT SMACK IN THE MIDDLE !!!! and the bed, no creases at all. just real high expectations.

but im glad through this camp i learnt alot of values.a whole new thing about God and Jesus, and also about initiative, caring for others, others before self, sensitivity, thinking for others, sense of urgency, love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, faithful ETC. really wanto thaank God once again. i really dint regret. never knew it could bring so much fun in me.

God had definitely shown me alot during this camp. that im not alone.that God is always there.that we cannot be selfish.we need to bear fruit, reaching to the others.

AND, since most girls are like from the east side good sch, they sing the devotion song all the abit oldies type one. serious!! they told me thier songs and i was :" HUH..?" and i told them about my type of p&w songs and they were like, HUH?. so woah, cool huh. having different background and stuff.

oh, oh, so theres, janelle(charlene's elder sis), junie, hui qing, tricia, yvonne, chew min, kezia, joong yan, amanda, rebeka.really glad to know them and i MEMORISES ALL OF THEIR NAMES@@@@@@@
thank God.ms thio also set up a pbb fb, so we have pics in there ^^

alright. cant think of other things le, mayb shall add other things another time.
long post! hope God has blessed you too!bye(:

p/s: pbb is tiring but reaaaaal fun.

I AM GOING PBB TOMORROW.
meeting 630am ): at bb mrt.
crazy shit early? yea...

but at least peiru described the camp to be not so scary anymore.
do you know i dont have to bring sleeping bag?
cause i'll be SLEEPING ON A BUNK BED WITH AIR CON IN THE ROOM.

HALLELUJAH!

"God is great, sing his praise~~.."

okay, so.. i havent packed.
yes yes, i hear the complains.
im going now.
really. thats why im posting this real fast post.

short update on my mum.
she had her operation.
apperently, doc dint give her pain killers until lunch.
so her stomach was full of air and once in awhile she'll wince or something.
but God works wonders and im willing to bet she's okay by tmr.
i think.

i really dont trust my brothers.
to take care my mum. but oh well..
esp my elder brother cannnnnnn.
blah nevermind. whatever.

OKAY, IM GOING OFFLINE AND SWITCHING OFF THE COMPUTER.
bye!

p/s: jacelyn i demand my present asap!!!

and leo&randy ARE abit weird. HAHAHAAAAAA.
(i sure hope they dont see this)

puuuuuuuuuuuiii.
i havent eat anything since i woke up.
i woke up at 10am, snooze til 1030 tyvm.

GASP TMR PBB.

anyway, going to NUH soon. 11.30 leave house.
:D visit my MOMMMMMMMMM.

i think the needle thingy that they poke into your wrist is reaally reaaaally freaky.
like ew.
yoú can feel the needle.


right, so yea, tmr PBB. *screams and runs around*
wo bu fang xin leave both my brothers at home to visit my mum(help her with her meals)
and do housework.

LOL. bye

okay.
just now went to visit mama at NUH.
she's going to be okay i think.
cause its just a minor operation.
operating at around 2am plus.

yup.
pray for her. gtg.
bye :)

i keep getting myself hurt.
seriously.
ithink i clumsy until dontknow what.

left leg got :/ the scratch mark.
right leg, just got cut by my cupboard wood. got bloog -.-

left littleset toe, nail came out.
the top part, had blood.

right.
and i am having a great time on msn now.
half-half.

blah.

i finally can use the com at 10.09pm -_-
just now, cause kor was playing dumb dota(DD), and i only used the com awhile at ard 1pm?

right, so yesssssssss.
i SO wanted to blog. but internet router spoil, only 1 com got internet.
so there.

i have alot of shit stuff to complain but unfortunately,
i dont think i can blog about it over here. shall blog at other blog.
maybe a little, without the full details of course.

so slacked alotttt today. just now after dinner did alittle of the chem wksh.

oh! in the afternoon xp called me.
then we were talking about... HAHA,
yeah, then we kept laughing and then we were saying that we cannot act les walk pass church already. HAHA(inside joke) because......
anyway, its really... ew.
yup.



oh oh!
sun, weiyan shared about this:
and i think, it spoke alot.
MARK 9:42.
"If anyone causes one of these little ones who believe in me to sin, it would be better for him if a large millstone were hung around his neck and he were thrown into the sea.

OR

"Whoever causes one of these little ones who believe to stumble, it would be better for him if, with a heavy millstone hung around his neck, he had been cast into the sea.

yup.
soo, better not stumble others :/
like dont do wrong things and everything that will make ppl stumble.
so i must watch myself from now on.


and i need to go hang clothes. -.-

btw, mama's been hospitalised.
doc suspect she got appendicts.
if have, she might need to have opperation.
pray please :) thanks.


p/s: i cant believe it. its just..... NEVERMINDDD

today was fun!

but let's recap a little sth from ytd..
i was UGH+EWWed+YUCKSIFIED.
if there was such word, it would have described the moment perfectly.

i mean seriously, why would anyone, in the right mind. do that?!
right right right?
if you..... you confirm plus chop your eye balls pop out, you drop on the floor and roll and cringe.
but i dint do that la. duh.
cause abit predicted alrd.
I GOT PSYCHIC POWER ONE :D
im abitabit psychic.
hehe. so dont try to hide anything from me ^^
i know ALOT.

anyway, so like. eugh.
the thing is, its so.. familiar.
it is!



blah, whatever.


TODAY.
met with pong, wy, hz.
blahblah talked+crappedded.

then SAKAE-ED WITH PAPA AND KOR.
whooo~~
kor and i spamm like alot.
i ate more than my pa.
^^ quotes ning: "zai man."
lolololl.
yup. and then the mochi was soooo nice.
but papa only let me order one(they give you 2), and kor took the other one):


ANYWAY.
went cycling to nature park.
with pa, he cheat he use the pro-er bike, so he not as tired as me.
AND I GOT LIKE 9 MOSQUITO BITES BUT HE HAD NONE.
he come from kampong immune already mah -.-

no, its because i have young and lively blood !
:D
yup, then climbed up, the top there, got all the WULU bangolow houses.
superrr wulu.
and i want to buy sheperd dog when i can.
okay, that was side track because i saw dogs+dog owners.
and pa and i plucked this special long type of grass.
then you can like pluck here and there, then can make it shoot one.
:D so fun. at first mine shoot farther, but after that he used a thicker-stemed one and his went far farrrr farrrrr -.-

then we cycled back!
i was scratching my leg like mad.
but now not itchy already.
and we ate this flower's fruit that he said if u lost in jungle can go and eat.
hope we dont get food poisoning *gulps*
and we saw san bo! (3rd uncle) jogging. he jog super pro one. ._.

fun fun.
and i read story books all day.
dint study. tmr going to study lah.
cause motivated by club house's food vending machine :D
now can go down there spammmm.

okay, i think thats enough for today.

did i mention my aunt eats 1/6 rice of what i eat?
did i mention isabelle(my cousin) eats so little too?

ytd, i waslike O_O you kidding me??
nowonder they dont have much fats -.-
but food is nice <333

p/s:i still think the top thingy is UGHish.

I CAN TIE S CHERRY STEM INTO A KNOT WITH MY TONGUEEEE.
AAAAAHHHHHHHH, I SHOCKED MYSELF.

BAAHAHAHHAAA.
SO FUN.
BETCHA CANT DO THAT. *sticks out tongue*



just walked my cousin's dog, sweetie, with her.
then belle and i walked for 40mins :D
and we realised sad old sweetie's a virgin.
how sad.
thats just real sad.
or maybe she isnt. just that we dont know o.o

haha, anyway.
I BROUGHT BOOKS TO STUDY AT MU COUSIN'S HOUSE BUT IN THE END NEVER STUD ANYTHING ):
nevermind. :)

jacelyn scaring me about pbb sobsob. jokingg.

*gasp* roger's online.
i think outside got blue moon.

bye! off to stare at blue moon (:

i just watched the 8pm to 9pm channel 8 showw.
the romania guy so cute can.
they all speak chinese in this cute cute foreign way.
then the romania one say"wo yi zhi dou zhe me ke ai"
lollol.

anyway,
WO HAO SHANG XIN AH.
just now my tuition friend.(the one wasin said looks like daniel butnot really)
said he thought i was a malay. -__________________________-
*speechless*

cause i said "bu zhi dao"
and he "WOW"

then i was thinking... okay... wow me for....

after that i speak more chinese and he realised
WO SHI WUA REN -.-

stoopid guy. maybe cause go china for 2months then abit noob alrd.





wanted to go sakae today. but jacelyn cannot go. so i dont wanto go already.
so we are going on fridayyy! daniel say one. dont know true a not.

thurs going bowling ^^

tmr got workshop):
sian, must reach home late againnnnnn.
AFTER THIS WEEK, WE HAVE 2 WHOLE WEEKS OF YOU-CAN-SLEEP-UNTIL-ANYTIME-DAYS!!!! minus 3 nights for me cause i needa go PBB camp.

talking about PBB camp.
super emo laaaaaaaaaaaa! im the only 15 yearold girl form 10th coy going.
sobsob *emoemos*

ah whateverrr,
oh and i hate those msn spam thing where random ppl talk to you abt some porn links and dont know what which is obviously some virus. so irritating.
no wonder i dont like to go online anymore.

to do-s:
history essay.
geog file.(pls remind me to do by tonight)
sleep early.
study for chem and maths test.
la la laaaa~

try to do some now.. hopefully..

p/s: i kinda love using the laptop/doing my stuff on the laptop now :)
hehe.

XOXO
siwei

401th post.

one thing.

yesterday cousins came.

then at night, i wanted to go into my room.
then the mini storeroom on my right,
suddenly one freaking fat cockroach ran out.

SCARED ME LAH WTH.

then i ran to my dad to ask him kill it.
then find the cockroach point to him, it ran to me O_O
i screamed -.- (it was REALLY big)
and ran away~~

my younger brother also scared ok.

yup.
then my dad saved the day by using toilet paper and squishing it to death and flushing it in the toilet bowl.

and ning & i cut hair today.
no comments on mine.
especially not my fringe -_______-

but my younger brother one uber stylo.
bahaha!!
shall post pics next time.

just realised the laptop HAS BLUETOOTH *gasp*

(i am jealous that those mount kk people went mount kk without me ): )
hhaah,nah.

i am very tired now.
i think i sleep awhile then do history.

MY YOUNGER BROTHER IS GAYYYYYYYYYYY.
my older brother:no comments because he is kinda really abit self centered.
(he promise me things never fufil one -.-)

BYE!

dinner today was one of THE BEST ever!
why?

because...
my..
dad..

wento great world or whatever place and bought.

JAP FOOD.
SUSHIII.
SASHIMIIIIIIIIIIIII.

FREAKING NICE.
but super ex and he buy too little already.
the marugo sashimi(sp?) is superrr nice. $8 for like small 6pieces?
then he bought this abolone thingy also. 3 for $8 too.
and some jap pizza thing.
and salmon sashimi sushi.
also also got this really nice taste the fish.

i eat until very very happy :)
and then theres CHEESECAKE TOO!
uber nice,
really.

i even took a photo!
hehe.

the jap food is from japan come here then sell.
i think its because of the food carnival thing ah.
dont know. cant really remember...


YUP.
went to rad conf today.
ps chris long.
funny guy.
super interesting.

whats a walkman?
*starts stomping and walking and points to himself*
LOLOL.

went home with bryan,randy,yd,ning.

then on 945 -___________-
nvm...

anyway, i am going to chiong physics!(i think)
or maybe e zuo ju zi wen.
bahahaha.


CHANGYEN IS GOING TO BUY BELGIAM CHOCOLATE FOR ME WHEN SHE GOES TO GERMANYYYYY. it IS belgian choc right? or... germany choc.. ah whatever.

i have like six sweets in my pencil box now!
heh, angeline gimme alot then i all put in pencil box nvr eat.
oops?
(i did it again)

MR PU'S CLASSS.
during recess.
used his laptop to go find youtube songs and dont know what thing.

so, i conclude.
JASON MRAZ IS SO FREAKING HOT THAT.
er that er that..
I CAN STALK HIM FOREVERRRR.
haha, abit not say very kua zhang.

and mrpu owe me $2. tsktsk.
so budget!

399th post.

dear jolyn
dont emo okay?

you still have MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
and and got anything can find me :)
really!

want come my house without telling me also can.
because
I LOVE YOU!



so cheer up okay?


everything'll be fine.


special message.
LOVE, siwei.

(so you found ebuddy already??)

and dont ask why im still blogging.

okay, i'll tell you.
i trying to make myself less nervous.

tak higher chinese/clb people.
no need go sch oneeee
eyerrr ):

okay.
im having butterflies in my stomach now all thanks to jacelyn lim seh lok that hhgm.
she laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

or its the dinner that i ate.
dont know i think i drink too much soup,
making my stomach feeling all weird.

aghhhh, mei you wei kou due to stressss ):
and and aghhhh
butterflies in my stomachhh.
joyce would love it. butterflies.


anyway, all the best people.

to the rest:
please do pray for us.

i wanto get A1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


AZA AZA FIGHTING!
FIGHTINGGGG!

okay.
yay an update.
blahblahblah.


today like super sian.
also dont know why.
hungry, go canteen see canteen food.
eewwwyucckkpuiii.
then dont feel like eating.
but IAM EATING CHEESE&ONION&CREAM RUFFLESSS NOWWW.

later i want go buy strawberry milkshake.
v.v.v.v.v..v.nice.
serious,
i wouldn't say im bluffing, cause theres no such word as bluff.

and startrek is freaking nice!
SPARK SHO CUTE WORHS.
dont know leh, he's chrac ver cute lidat.
yup and i can do the.
"live long & prosper" thing with 2 eyes closed.

hah! take that.

cindy so nice:)
she go create fb just do my quiz.
awwww. sure wont get 100 marks one!

and.
HAPPY BELATED SIN PEIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.
i rlly dint know when ur bday was:/

reeeeeeeaally.
yuan liang wo la, tong xiang:)

oh.
so far got back CL
and E maths.
and Geog.

geog go to ms kavitha ask for marks like 3 times?
then finally got a b4.
chinese. sian.
God help meeeeee. i wanto get A1 iam not kiddingggggggggg.

kay.
posted enough.
bye.

oh and got alot movie coming out i wanto watch!!!
*squirms*

what the heck.
freaking scary.
i just dreamed that mable called me.

and told me she need to leave tmr.


CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
nightmare.

yay.
today went out to play.
super fun.

we were such public nuisance.
laugh like some dont know what.
then we saw beatrice and sherry while on the tram too!
:D

haha,
and we thought we were the only ones to go there..
-heaven.



ugh, but go home.
kao.
gg.
blah blah blah blahhhhhh.
-hell









but overall.
today-great fun <33333333

photos in jolyn's blog ^^
shit her.
take so many my unglams.
rahhhhh

WHOOO.

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY TO ALL MOTHERS.
made a card for my mum and buy cake.
let her choose alot of flavour.


andddddddddddddddddddd.
i havent study.
shiettt.
nvm, tmr lah :/

DABIANNN.
i dont have tummy.



just now went gym.


facebook quite fun.


lopez talked to me on msn,
woooooooow.


BYE.

hehehee.
okay.


had cell today,
i got forfeit -.-
i think i today abit blur diao.
then like, eh, then keep do so maaaaaaaany wrong!!



super tired leh.
like woah.
rushed home.
yes, i RUSHHHEDDD.


yup.
now very tired.

AND STILL MUST STUDY T_T

just now had so much fun! :D
bye.

siwei suddenly remembers something.
she saw...
a FLASHER.
*HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAA*

oh, and go listen to lady gaga's poker face.
PLAYED AND SANG on piano.
much. much. nicer.
and funny.

like some mental person :D

jk. but really v.nice.



and nowadys must be super careful.
like got alot mental ppl.
that REALLY stalks.
like got this guy at the buststop near my house.
he abit like tico one.
(yucks ewww ugh puiii)


siwei has to endure tuition wen she feels like slacking.
and she havent study history ):

YAY.
i am blogging (woah)

okay,
yesterday, i had the mostest funest fun i had in the afternoon since
....
...
.
last year who knows when.

(HEHE).


anyway,
funny incident 1:
-shouted OI at random people on the first floor.
super funnyyyy!! the poeple look up but i hiding alrd.
the HDB one funniest wah piangggg.

incident 2:
-went back home and then my younger brother zhun zhun reach home.
haha, i am very psychic ^^

incident 3:
-playground got this 4 girls from LPS playing.
(made me think abt my pri sch yrs lol lol)
then this girl, she run halfway then accidentally fell on me O__O
-they play until super funny.

incident 4:
-HAHA, got this kid, pee-ed on his pants.
at the bottom of the slide.
then wahpiang he squad there super longggg.

incident 5:
-erm.. cant say here.
(TOO BAD!)

and was so pig.
reach home i bathed then fell asleep -.-
sleep until 8pm, eat dinner, clean up, started studying only at..
..
8.45PM!
:D


and im so SO glad tmr's fri.
then can like finally rest.
but ltr still have tuition.
eeeyer.

kay, i continue eat my maggi mee.
dumb, siwei.

ohkayyyyyyyyyyy.


i dont know when's the last time i blog but..
wahpiang.
got so many stuff to study. like really dont know where to start.
ohwell.

do your best and God will do the rest!


:)

erm.
my mum's gona confiscste my phone for like 2 days.
dont know is from tmr or from monday or what.
cause i bao my last mnth msg. bao 14 msg only -__-
lame shit right?

and weather so hot la.


oh! ytd had study group.
somehow managed to study until the end.

like when going to leave and what not.

daniel was being sucha swi- noobiee.
HE ASKED ME TO PLAY POOL AT 5PM.
then of course say no.

but then we planned to play at 5.30 when the others left.
jacelyn, maybel, chanel.

but then being booked.
everything was booked,
until 8pm.

so we sat at the bbq pit there.
played daidi awhile.
then studied ss.

and the pizza that they ordered arrived.
it was super big lah.
like daniel and i thought cannot finish.
but we hungry pigs devoured it in seconds.
okay, fine, in a few minutes.

we ran back with the pizza+drinks look so kuku,
the maids that were walking the dog stared at us -.-

after that, played pool at 8pm, til 9pm.
ohya beya som-ed + open number-ed.
jinshun and i one team.
daniel and jessie (daniel action one, tsk.)
shicheng and hz.

sc & hz lost to js &i.
i very pro okay :P
we lost to daniel and jessie.
daniel and jessie lost to sc & hz(left halfway i replaced)
cause daniel shoot in black +white ball.(haha overconfidenttt)

quite fun:)
at night watched da vinci code.
like very scary one.
had a greeeeaaaat night.

oh, and my mum pronouced cafe as cave.
L.O.L.
ma:and na ge library na bian you na ge cafe(cave) de leh!
me&jacelyn&kor: huh? cave?
ma: cave cave cafe. cafe!

and when jacelyn and i were in the kitchen.
my mum helping cook her cup noodles.

ma: seh lok ah!
me:*burst out laughing*
ma: huh bu shi meh? er jacelyn ah.
jacelyn: ya?

cause i told my mum she can call jacelyn, sehlok or shi le also can.

haha.

and my kor act nice to jacelyn so weird.
she was like, trying not to laugh.

and they saw my house picsssss.
my xiao shi hou the pic.
hehe.

GOODNIGHT.

McFly so coooool.

oh and one more thing.

today super paiseh.
-.-

was walking at spiral staircase.
then...
i was singing skyway avenue with CY one lor!
then she suddenly stop.

then got ppl hear.




SOOOOOOOOOOO PAISEH.
THX ALOT AUNTY CY,
boohoo.


*EMOS*

10.33pm.

):

-----------

okay, so longggggg like nvr blog.

i wanted to blog loads of stuff..

but duno can rem not..

-----------

oh.

WEDNESDAY.

i almost died.

i almost got knocked down by car.

black MPV.

after that moment i was really shock dao.

really. scary.

was going to buddy with daniel, shicheng, maybel, jessie..

then,

went outa bus stop.

theres this mini road to cross after you walk pass the walkway at the grass,

then got lorry or some big car on the right.

parked there.

so was looking left right,

the big car/lorry blocked view,

couldnt see car driving.

WAS ABOUT TO RUN across the road.

when maybel shouted :"GOT CAR!"

me:"huh?" (cause i dont see no car)

*black car drives pass infront of jacelyn and i*

jacelyn was my the right.

like wow.

Thank God i dint die like on wednesday.

phew.

AND SPA SKILL 3s ARE OVER.

HOORAY.

no more of that-good riddance.

-----

tmr people coming my house study.

get my mind off of others.

and set on STUDIES.

JIAYOU FOR SA1.

GO GO GOOOO.

GO!

bye:)

i had NO idea it was so nice.
seriously.
its been ringing in my head for ages(:


Skyway Avenue by We The Kings

She said let's change our luck
This night is all we've got
Drive fast until we crash
This dead end life
Sweet dreams that won't come true
I'd leave it all for you
Brick walls are closing in
Let's make a run tonight

Blinded by the lights
Hold you through forever
Won't let you go

Cause if you jump
I will jump too
We will fall together
From the building's ledge
Never looking back at what we've done
We'll say it was love
Cause I would die for you
On skyway avenue

She said don't change your mind
Let's leave this town behind
We'll race right off the cliff
They will remember this
It all got so mundane
With you I'm back again
Just take me by the hand
We're close to the edge

Blinded by the lights
Hold you through forever
Won't let you go

Cause if you jump
I will jump too
We will fall together
From the building's ledge
Never looking back at what we've done
We'll say it was love
Cause I would die for you
On skyway avenue

Where are your guts to fly
Soaring through, through the night
And if you take that last step
I'll follow you
Leave the edge and fly
We're finally alive

Cause if you jump
I will jump too
We will fall together
From the building's ledge
Never looking back at what we've done
We'll say it was love
Cause I would die for you
On skyway avenue
So what's left to prove
We have made it through

*deleted* ): (cause yk say cannot :P)
LOL!!!
*points to yk*
BURSTS OUT LAUGHING.

hahaha.
super funny.


YUENKAI OH^^ not bad ah

its really nice to sit somewhere alone.
wind blowing at you.
and just thinking..

real relaxing one.
then can stone all you like.
:)



LOL.

i have a BF!
(WOAH)
LOL X1303792468513896times


had physics extra tuition just now,

teacher:wah, you all how old already still play this kind of thing.
me&jo: looks at kinder joy and starts laughing.

that teacher super joker lah.
everytime say all the funny stuff during lesson.

rah!

just now studied with jacelyn, daniel, cy, jessie, chanel and shicheng.
study super long leh!
from like 4plus til 8pm?

but i got like awhile nvr study lah.

you know,
go take a break.

daniel and jacelyn pulled me to go walk in cold storage one lor.
i dint want to -.-
btw, we studied at KAP.

it was still fun!

and the maths question is freaking hard?!
lucky got daniel to teach la.
bu ran wo si ding le. ):



tired!
tmr still have to physics Xtra tuition in the morning
then chi tuition in the afternoon at cousin's house.
poooor me.



AND!
today super fun!
zi high-ed like mad.
speak in all kinds of accent.
hahhaa.


before going to eat lunch,
i had CL oral.
then, i wento play monkey soccer -.-
with this 2 sec one boys,
yd and daniel.

wahpiang eh. they bully lah!
purposely gang on me.
make me run like noob like that.

then we-angeline, jiayi, yd, sinpei, sueyi, cindy and serhiang,
wento kfc(ugh i hate fast food) to eat.
super fun.
kept crapping.

even during the geog that remedial.
so funny.
willian some drama papa.
dramaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. act so dumbb.
super funny.
we were acting all so retarded! LOL.


i love today,
not so much of late yesterday.
dint really...
oh well nvm,

i am quite foolish to actually fall into that.
and i cant help but feel..
how dumb i can be.

hoe si wei! just get over it!
(suddenly remembers a song by scorpion or sth)

.
.

today- act cute day.
-.- act cute and do el oral.
act cute and play.
act cute and do homework.
LOLOL. thats so daniel.

bye!

hey, someone *stares* said that my posts are getting more "interesting" -.-

ha.
ha.

i know!

that's WHY i am blogging a longerrrrrrrr post.
and i had no time to blog cause had to study and stuff.
SA1 is next week..

kind of.



SO, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHANG YUEN KAI DONKEYYYYYYY

WHOOO!
glad to have sucha great friend who..
-irritates me :P
-laughs with that downward eyebrow action.
-help me carry books.
-treats me nice.
:D HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY DONKEY!


okay, remember to study hor!


oh!
these few days cause my mum had started to work outside.
officially.
sometimes dinner need buy outside food.

so YUCKS can.
my mum cook so much nicer.
i eat until will no appetite.

i had outside dapau the CAI FAN!!!!
UGHHHH.

and i havent take my 5 stations!
my sit up.... hais...
....
...
...

and i LEFT my phone in my dad's car today):
i think.
i hope.
i pray.

cause i cant find it in my bag and i DID take it outa my house.
oh well.
after tuition (7.30pm to 9.30pm) then can go find.

shu xue, ke xue, hua xue, di li, wu li, wen xue, ying wen, hua wen.
WO MEN YI QI JING BU WO MEN DE HUA YU BA!!!
gogogo! :)

p/s: jacelyn speak in cheena accent super duper gayyyyyy dabian.

fact number 1.
I AM CHIOBU!

fact number 2.
I AM thick skin....

HAHAHAAA.

i had a super interesting convo recently...

haha.



study study study.

oh man..
yesterday... lsat day of ever going back gb in a super long time.
sian.


now every friday go study in study group ! :D

heh.


AND ytd took photos with the NCC people.
weiting so act cute.

oh! i reached home superrrr late lah.
i dint realise lah.
ate kfc.

then in the end like 10plus already.
heh.
havent had such fun talking in quite long.
haha.

right.
nothing to do now.
dont know got what hw.
let me just...
STONe.

TODAY'S MY MUM'S BIRTHDAYYYYYYY!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MA!
hope you have fun eating the cake.
and that it wont make you gain weight.
(it rhymes!)


hahha.
bye!
i go play the other blog.

crap.
is that really Alastair?

not funny chang yen.




and i rem xueting telling before that...
the word BLUFF doesn't EXIST!
thats scary.

guilty.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOLYN NG!
hoped you had fun:D

the stoopid movie.
super funny?
laughed like mad.
L-O-L to the dance part. go watch.
confessions of a shopaholic.
its really not bimbo. lah -.-



am feeling tired!
like... no mood to do anything?
not even to eat.
wow.

and siwei shall be nice to her phone as she dropped it while leaving geog class:/
thus, she is allowing her phone to rest!
so please call my house phone.
for any EMERGENCY that is.
cause just dont wanto charge my phone.
let it rest:)

oops, my mum came home and told me she tried to reached me.
haha.



ANYWAY,
im going to make the SFC blog now.
nothing to do.
ciao.

AT LONG LAST.
i am able to go online!
yay *celebrates*


something super funny happened.
hahahahaa.

anyway,
ate alot.

cause friday, sec4 girls night out.
play like mad.
eat sakae alottttt.
so nice:D

seriously, the sakae workers must be glad we were gone.


spammed alot of photos.
:D
okay, maybe not so much with my camera,
but other people camera got quite alot lah!
in facebook...


and..
saturday afternoon,
went JP eat at this penang peranakan place.
uber nice O CHEAN(the wrote this in menu) aka, oyster omelette.
super nice.
iam craving for it now.

then dinner went my thirduncle's birthday celbration thing.
so bored.
eat already then went cycle at pasir ris park.

cause he's that company's house empty then they use for "party" &super near pasiris.
so my aunty, younger cousin(belle), younger brother, and i went!

moon was freaking pretty.
like look like sun.
kind of super yellow.
cycled v.long v.v.v.fun~!!!!


then at night, sleep super late.
PARTIALLY due to the fact that i reached home at 12am?

anyway,
hahaha, today morning.
HAPPY EASTER DAY.!!!
yay tmr i have easter eggsssss.


then lunch went at super ex dim sum rest at JP again.
then went shopping.
like not enough time to buy anything.
-.-

nvm, next time go shop again.
great singapore sale coming!

and erm, now im at home and im hungry again,
i think i very pig.
cause im suppose to go to gym but nvr go.

then i duno how to pass the geog test ):


kay, so i'll upload the photos,
and go and EATTTT.

bye people.

I THINK I LOVE ......... LOLLOL.

*super sad sad face*

I REALLY WANT TO GO STAY OVER WITH SEHLOK AND JOLYN LAH.
TO TO TO I MEAN AT AT AT JACELYN'S HOUSE!!!


OH MANNNNN.

prays hard X10000000000





CANT WAIT FOR ENROLMENT ON FRIDAY.
whhoo!
(remind me to bring camera tyvm, YES YOU!)


btw,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ROGER POH WEI CHEN.
THANKS FOR BEING NICE.
AND go read your card.

TOMORROW'S SIXTH APRIL.
as in 6th april.


*SCREAMS*
ahhhh friday is enrolment. oh man super excited.
but very sad need to step down.


nvm, got my ASL AKA sooon-to-be-ACSM :D
hehe.
reeena jiayou!







then after that go eat dinner with sec 4s.
then then stay over at jacelyn house with jolyn.
HEHEHEHEHEEE.
oh man like so fun.

and im suppose to be studying now but my parents not back yet.
but i only left geog hw what.



NING IS PLAYING MAPLE NOW.
right, but he got friend to play with what.
(imagine having everything we ever dram,
dont you want it? maybe?
cant you see it? kinda..)
HAHA. i watched hsm3 ytd -.-

so random.

bye! GONE TO FACEBOOOOOK.

i saved this pic the other time jacelyn put on her blog.

SUPER FUNNY LA.

i see alrd cant stop laughing.

hahahaa, oh man, 

let's hope & pray that the worst is over.



-i wanto go church

-i wanto go sleepover

-my dad got bonus so i want increase allowance.


wants and not needs):

QUESTION:
am i mean?

SHIETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.


WHYWHYWHY.

i am. overwhelmed.
sigh, let me begin from today morning.

this, is my day.

-morning, mabel and i had forgotten that we are suppose to go classrooms.
so we went miss tay tray there, locker, gb notice board, basketball court then 6th floor classroom.
haha, abit dumb.

-i know how to do the physics test!!! but got 2 careless ):
so like abit sad.

-my maths test i also careless BUT
REALLY THANK GOD CAUSE HELPED ME, I HAVE BEEN FAILING THE PAST TESTS SO THIS TIME, I GET 20/30 I VERY HAPPY ALRD.

AND PHYSICS TEST ALSO, I REMEMBERED ALL THE THINGS(=

-thurs chem spa so done for.

-gb gb gb. AAC! jacelyn and i improved on the weird changing of parade that cy and i had played during enrolment rehearsals.
never-ending changing of parade invented by none other than me !

-walked around westmall with sehlok and talked.
i know what to buy for PEOPLESSS presents already (:

-MY PARENTS I GOING FOR THE ENROLMENT.
after four years, they are finally going. (:

-i am, currently, quite. sad. that is due to (who knows what)and thats an understatement.

and im not suppose to be emo. so i wont!
but ):
tsk, i want cry alrd la.
sobsobbbb.



AND I DONT WANTO PASS DOWN.
CAM SPAM ALL THE WAY. I WANTO KEEP MEMORIESSS.
eventhough i always look unglam in photos and full u.

i keep saying this in sch!
chan rak kun mak mak its thai! (:

HI:do not read below if you would comment/ talk about it.
tyvm.


wth la. freaking super bad mood.
i really cant stand it la.
i seriously hate people who dont yi shen zuo zhe leh.

then my parents-.-
like wth.
they say blah blah blah.
call me do this do that.
say i only listen to wat other ppl say and not them (hah, yea right)
they ownself sometimes dont even do those "things" themselves.

and say my attitude the worst.
please la,
look at my brothers.
one a computer addict.
another, anyhow say kaopei.

-.-

i mean.
sometimes
they really dont think.

yes, sometimes its my fault,
but they drag in all the NO RELEVANT stuff.
and make it sound like disgusting shit.

ughhhhhhh.
typing out your frustrations and feelings defintely help.

btw,
wont be online for days.
studying.finishing hw.

and really no mood.
so yea, dont come near me or you infected with this irritatingness in me.


i think i might make this private.
or create a private blog.
weird ppl read my blog -.-

ugh, off to bury myself.

(&I GOT AN EMO CUT ON RIGHT WRIST TODAY)hooray,