Love Keeps Going

This is an awesome drama!! 美樂加油~

I am at the third last episode, and it's super sad :(
If the show has a bad ending i think i'm gonna cry myself to sleep tonight.
My life is sad enough and this is just gonna make my life more sadder T_T
PLUS, WHEN HE JUN XIANG(MIKE HE) CRIES IT'S SO SAD IT JUST MAKES YOU CRY TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
(in a very sad/emo/lost/despair/helpless/sorrow state now)


Anyways! He is so cute! :)
I've always liked his shows since 換換愛, Why Why Love.




WILL YOU BE MINE?


HAHA, just kidding.
kbye.

Church

Church today was way awesomer than awesome!!

1. Today is the last day which we will be at our tempo place at Centre of New Life.
-this means that we will be able to go back to COSBT next week!!!!!!!
-we can see the newly renovated second floor :>

2. God's presence was so strong!
- :')

3. Three people in my lifegroup rededicated their lives!
-Sheryl, Jolyne and Xiao Tong, jiayou! :D

4. PASTOR MATT FIELDER WAS THERE!
-he's super funny!!

5. I get to see my beloved LGMs <3 <3

John 10:10
"The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full."




ps. a lot of people accepted Christ/rededicated their lives today! :')

Touched

I'M SO TOUCHED :')

no.... not this...

THIS

(i tried to search for some nicer pictured but....the above stuff kept coming out..)

SOMEONE ACTUALLY READ MY   BLOG POSTS AND SAID THAT IT WAS NICELY WRITTEN
T_T

My life is complete.
I can finally rest in peace... :')

Err, no just kidding.
PLEASE SUBSCRIBE TO MY BLOG THANXBERIMUCH.
(click below)


Err, no just kidding!
That button is fake.
But you can always 'subscribe' to my RSS so that you know whenever i post i blogpost.
(at least that's what google told me)

I didn't blog yesterday, will be blogging about some topic later tonight like 7-8 hours later!
Preparing to go to church now!(i'm late)

kbye.

ps. you can comment below if you want me to link you up and read your blog/website too :3

Rawa Island

Stressed?
Want a vacation?
Don't know where to go?
Staying in Singapore and wanna go to some beach resort all the way at Hawaii because of the clear blue seas, soft sand and awesomely friendly people?

WAIT NO LONGER.



Welcome to Rawa Island~
Haha!! That sounds like some quintessential advertisy-advertisement.

Yes, among all these stress from my exams, i can't help but think about my post A Levels get-away right?
If you're wondering if that picture above is how that beach look like, you're wondering right.
CAUSE I'VE BEEN THERE BEFORE(3 times) AND IT'S A-M-A-Z-I-N-G.

Clear blue waters.
Soft unbelievable sand.
Low tide mornings that reveal the beautiful corals.
Range of activities.
Awesome staff.
Awesome stuff. (hah!)
Quite good food ;)

Rate: 8/10

BEST PART IS it's only in Malaysia!!!
2hours of car ride to Mersing, less than half an hour speed boat ride to this cute lil' island.
It's a little like Tioman Island (if you've been there), but smaller and with lesser people.

The downside is that it's kind of expensive....
Approximately RM400 per person per night.
This includes 2 way boat ride, welcome drink, three meals, one night stay.
SO, you might want to persuade your parents/rich husband/boyfriend/friend to bring you there! Well, if you're rich....JUST GO LA.

I tell you, it's so awesome!!!
4 day 3 nights stay isn't enough man. You just wanna stay there forever kind of thing... haha! really really really very relaxing over there.
But do take note, you don't wanna go there during Malaysia's rainy/monsoon season. (although it is slightly cheaper if you go during low season..)

Activities:
-snorkling
-diving
-kayaking
-island hopping
-wind surfing
-fishing
-pool
-hill climbing
-relaxing at bar

Things to note:
-weather/tidal stuffs.
-the left side of the beach is more ulu (but there's still people there) and if you stay in the water for long, you actually get bites.(jellyfish babies? sea cockroach?? i don't know :/) but i'm not sure if this is still happening though.
-bring some tidbits/food/red wine, a la carte food may be quite expensive.
-bring torchlights just in case
-careful of the sea urchins!!! (the far left and right side beach deeper waters have them!)
-never wander off too far in the waters without telling anyone. you never know when there are sudden tidal changes.
-do not go into waters during a storm/rain!!!! the waters may look like nothing but once inside, it's a whole other story.


Specials:
-all the way to the right, there's this shark spotting 'tower'
-loads of marine life!!!
-wake up early to see corals while walking at the super low tide beach.(careful not to step/spoil the corals though)
-they have ping pong table!! :D
-there's actually a public piano for whoever that wants to play it at the dining area (dining is buffet style so you have to be quick cause the food's yummy)
-interact with the friendly staff and get to know more about the island!

Note: The last time i went there was 3 years back. I think the place is more known now so there might be more people. So the same number of staff members may not be able to handle the needs of so many people as well (??)

   



Hopefully, the corals and beach is still nice, pretty and unspoilt.
kbye!

The IN thing - GongCha

GongCha

Chinese: 貢茶
Pin Yin: Gong4 Cha2

Common misconception in pronouncing: Gong3 Cha2

What I like about it: 

1. THE famous Earl Grey Milk Tea

-some like to drink it with pudding/3Js etc.

-you should try it plain, 50%sugar. veryyyy refreshingly nice.

 2. Two outlets has opened up in my area (HELL YEAH)

-there's one right outside bukit batok mrt station

-there's one in B1 of Lot One Shopping Mall (CCK)

-i live in between the 2 mrt stations &my school is near cck ;)

3. They have a lot of variety!

-House Special

-Brewed Tea

-Juice

-Creative Mix

-Coffee

-Milk Tea

-Health Tea

4. The price for a bubble tea is reasonable compared to KOI.

-prices range from $2.20 - $3.90, depending on what you order.

My All Time Fav, Earl Grey Milk Tea!!
My first time trying it was when i ordered it with pudding and 70% sugar level.

It was nice, but too sweet for my liking.

FYI, when it's too sweet, you drink a few sips and stop drinking, you'll feel like your throat or something will be uncomfortably dry.

The earl grey milk tea was nice, i could tell. But every few sips of my drink, i had to chew on the pudding thing and (it's not like it's not nice, it IS nice) it's just kind of zhor deng. I couldn't exactly savour my EG milk tea properly!!

Then the second time i ordered 50% sugar level with pudding.

Much better.

The third time, i found my fav combi.

Simplicity at its best - Earl Grey Milk Tea 50% sugar level.

It's different from any normal milk tea you find on the streets e.g Sweet Talk/opened at market.

The amount of...... milkiness is just nice for me, not too milky, yet milky enough you can taste it in your mouth and it stays there for a few seconds.

And it's just so........ refreshing!!!!

I LIKE. FULLSTOP.

Ps. I'm not trying to advertise for gongcha or whatsoever (they didn't pay me i wished they did hahaha :( ) This is just a personal opinion!

sluuuuuuuuuuuurp!

kbye.

Subway VS Mos Burger

   VS.  
The answer is obvious...
SUBWAY.

Well, not for me.

Why i think Mos Burger>Subway:
1. I LOVE MOS BURGER'S TERIYAKI CHICKEN BURGER.
2. it's milk tea is surprisingly......really nice!
3. it has a larger variety(the ones that i like)
e.g. teriyaki/fried/normal chicken, fried/non-fried prawn, beef, unagi, fish, croquette, vegetarian type burger.
4. i can get sick of eating Subway's sandwiches

Why most people would think Subway>Mos Burger
1. MEAT, MEAT, &MORE MEAT.(and like tuna)
2. it looks healthy!
3. it's more filling.
4. they have cookies (i really love subway cookies!)

(both prices with the meal are about the same so i shall not talk about the price..)

Conclusion: Winner based on personal preference.


Personally, i only eat the teriyaki chicken burger in Mos Burger. :/ (hahahahahahahhaa)
I actually don't really eat their rice burger.
I don't like crispy/really hard rice so... :/


Credits: Subway and Mos Burger. Not trying to ruin some copyrights thing or whatsoever.


Well, what do YOU think?
Go on and head down to Subway & Mos Burger right now and try their stuffs and tell me about it.
It's......kind of expensive though.
Compared to Mc Donald's set meal.

hm.

Ps. i ate teriyaki chicken burger today! yumz. ohno i feel my fats expanding
P.ps. not trying to promote any of these three fast food places...



kbye.

youtube is the bomb!

I AM HOOKED ONTO YOUTUBE.
.
.
.
.
.
and the YTF gang!!!!!! <3
less than three you guys so much xoxoxoxooxoxo!



AND, i have officially fallen in love for kevin!!!
@kevjumba , go follow him.
"Asians are cool! You know we're cute, you know y' you know we're cute"

They are so funny, i got my brother hooked onto them in less than three (<3) days of saying....
"GO WATCH KEVJUMBA HE'S SO CUTE. HE'S NIGAHIGA'S FRIEND LA YOU NOOB Y U DON'T KNOW"

Another guy you must subscribe to, is SHAYCARL.
@shaycarl , go follow him on twitter too!
yes, they are all on twitter cause i'm using twitter and twitter is cool :)
Shay's this guy who has this really cute and awesome family and he's funny and their all funny!
HAHA, their kids too.
i heart rocktard :)

YouTube is one of the bestest inventions ever!
It's amazing!
You can search for anything, and you find anything!
It's like a video-google!
(google's awesome, their new blogger is so fun i'm blogging now)


Current use of YouTube for me:
-entertainment
-guitar tutorials
-search for awesome songs
-press the share button and share awesome vids/songs on fb/twitter
-video sharing

maybe next time i'll try vlogging when i go overseas
e.g when i go Canada, Vancouver and find Mabel there cause she's studying there and i miss her and it's gonna be so much fun running away from home muahahaha. &of course funny stuff happens and you gotta get it recorded!

My dad bought a video camera like last year december so that we can record all those family events/holidays ^^

AWESOME.
bye.

But exams,

Yes, i know i shouldn't be blogging so much since I AM ONLY LIKE 50 SOMETHING DAYS AWAY FROM A LEVELS.

note: A Levels is a very big major exam in Singapore where students hate to go through but go through it anyway because we are kiasu & kiasi.

note: kiasu & kiasi is a very common term in Singapore used to describe "scare to lose" & "scare to die"


All right, backtostudyingiamsodeadihaveeconsexamtomorrow.

Talking about Econs.....
Did You Know.....

-Singapore is in a very awkward position because any wrong moves from USA and we get pulled down too.
-The US is in a huge debt crisis of about a few billions worth of bonds
-They need to do something e.g cut government spending or increase tax to pay their debts
-BUT their government is split into two halves. The Opposition and The Democrats.
-They have differing views
-Therefore, they are unable to come to a conclusion to DO WHAT THEY NEED TO.
-Europe's economy is unstable
-So is Japan's?
-Singapore's main trading partners are US, Europe, Japan.
-go figure.

Whole New Me

hahahha! check out my twitter: www.twitter.com/hoenewworld

Okay, that was random but uh.......
i've changed my blogskin!

to a very simple one.

Maybe after A Levels i'll start experimenting with the whole html template creation thingy....

ANYWAYS,
I've decided to blog useful and productive things from now on.
No more rantings, no more uh... one word posts?

Change is good.
Change is for the better.
They say change is the only constant (duh, like everyday we're growing old of course we change, unless you're like a vampire but vampire do not exist in real life)
If only everyone changes for the better.
Then the world will be a much better place to live in and (fill in all the positive mother earth nature you love me, me love you shit here) ...

AND i want to learn how to appreciate wine!!!
zomg, it's so interesting :3
actually, i think i'm going to take a course on food & wine appreciation or something.
anyone has any good suggestions on where i should go?


DAD, TEACH ME THE ART OF WINE TYVM <3

Instant noodles, mine's healthy

Instant noodles: are they healthy or not?

OF COURSE THEY ARE!

IF you are eating those that are made by my mum.

Normal instant noodles stuff:

-boil water

-open the pack of instant noodles

-put in the noodles and cook

-after the noodles are cook, put in the packet stuffs that comes with the noodles

-serve

(probably looks like this)

Mum's instant noodles stuff:

-boil water

-cook noodles

-pour away the water (because it is apparently filled with the noodle's wax thing)

-put cooked noodles aside in a boil

-boil water

-put vegetables, fishball, meatball, whatever ingredients that you may like and cook it

-add in the noodles & egg

-put in half the MSG whatever packet stuff that comes with the noodles

-serve

(probably looks like this depending on the ingredients)

And that is why my mum's instant noodles are the healthiest ever.

Plus, one serving will make you really full.(because of all the ingredients)

The only bad thing is that it takes about twice as long as preparing normal instant noodles.

Which means... you're not really preparing instant noodles anymore.

you're just preparing.... noodles.

:/ Hm.

Well, IF YOU VALUE YOUR HEALTH MORE THAN TIME THEN START COOKING MY MUM'S TYPE OF NOODLES FROM NOW ON :)

tempo capo

Yeah!
We cool like that.

This tempo capo was set up so that Need You Now - Lady Antebellum can be played.

You think her real name is Lady??

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I feel like barfing.
This is bad.






GOD DO SOMETHINGGGGG.

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CHURCH WAS AWESOME TODAY. (ytd)

1. God totally answered my desperate qn of "how to find our dream/destiny" & "why can't i???"
(CANNOT WAIT FOR NEXT WEEK SERMON.)

2. My mum gave me like twice the amt she gave my bro for these few days she's nt in sg! :O TYJ.

3. I know i'm gonna tide through everything cause God is there!


And i'm not gonna be blog for like a loooooooong time!
Too busy studying :)
My private blog will do.

All the best in all lovey dovey cute friends out there who's having exams!

Ps. Crazy Stupid Love is a funny movie :)

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get a life.

A life.
Definition: A characteristic state or mode of living.
E.g. Social life.

You need to get one.

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The fact is, you're losing me.

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DAMMIT -.-

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Excuses.

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double faced @##&!?@

WTS seriously?

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i wanna hold your hand.

This is dedicated to you.
I miss you :(

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Why can't my class have superr nice AND gentlemanly and damn smart guys like those in 12i BB!!!

Compared to them, my class guys are beyond childish.

*great big sigh*

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I am disgusted.
You like some stalker now ah.

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mock math paper tomorrow.

Didn't study for it :/

just to see how much more i need to revise/how much i can recall from memory so far.

GOD BLESS ME :p

your choice. i can't do anything about it.

ps. shutting the world out.

I'M IN LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE <3

prev. post deleted.

loooooooooool.

hey

if you are reading this i just wanna say

i had to change my blog password because blogger had some changes.

not because i wanted to.

It felt like

It felt like we really knew each other.
It felt like we were friends.
It felt like we could talk about anything.
It felt like Never Land.
It felt like cool breeze after rain.
It felt like a drop of dew.
It felt like a little laughter.
It felt like a little smile.
It felt like this moment would eventually last forever.

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embarrassingggg

Totally had an embarrassing encounter today.

vanessa, qz and i were walking out of the canteen's toilet there.

and they were talking talking and qz said something about 'falling'.

SO

me, being, well...me, i started singing

" cause tonight i'm FALLING and i can'ty get up i need your loving hands to come and pick me up~~ "

and...

while we are about to make the turn that is near the bookshop there, 4 guys walked that turn towards the toilet area there...........

OMG KILL ME PLEASE.

AWKWARD...

i was singing (i don't sing well :( ) so loudly cause it was like 6plus and i there was so little ppl in canteen!!!

i am SO SUAY.

i sang halfway and my face was :O and i just continued walking.

and vanessa was like facepalm....

omgwtsbbq.

i swear almost everyone thinks i'm weird now :(

You can count on me

Count On Me

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see
I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh

If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Everyday I will remind you

Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh, yeah, yeah

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go, never say goodbye

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh

You can count on me 'cause I can count on you

With me.

I feel my chest expanding in a hurry. I've got a real love welling up inside me. And even though I'm walking in the valley, I'm not afraid for you are always with me.

Love.

Love like no other.

I met Him for the first time in a middle of a field. He studied the shovel in my hand and the old rucksack at my feet and said, “Son, what’s in the bag?” “Well,” I answered, “this here is the sum of all the rotten things I’ve done, which I’ve found and bound and am layin’ in the ground. You see, these rotten things, they keep me up nights, and they draw a cold stare from folks who know what’s inside. “Well, let’s have a look,” He said, and motioned for me to hand over the bag. I tossed it at his feet, hoping the stench inside would send Him on His way so I could attend to my business. But he untied the ropes that bound that bag and peered inside, and I felt as though He was staring into my soul. I watched his eyes travel from one piece of filth to another, but His expression never changed; it was though He’d seen it all before. He tied the bag back up and swung it over to me. Then he smiled, turned to me, and said, “yea, I think I can fix that.”

“You see,” he said, “there’s a medicine in my blood more powerful than any doctor could prescribe or any sorcerer could conjure up. One drop is enough to send that sack of ugly to never never land. What’s more,” he continued, “it’s doubles as a vaccine; it’ll keep you safe from any other bits of ugly you might run into down the road.” “Well sir,” I replied, “I’m grateful for the generous offer, but these rotten bits belong to me, and I won’t have you shedding your innocent blood over mistakes you didn’t make.” He sighed deeply; and while His disappointment was evident, I couldn’t help but take some satisfaction in rejecting His proposal. Who did He think he was, anyway? I’d never taken a handout from anyone in my life, and I wasn’t about to start now. As He turned to leave, He called out to me, “if you change your mind, then come sundown, bring that bag of yours to the old oak tree on the hill at the end of your field. I’ll be waiting for you there, son.”

I slaved all night over that hole and covered that bag with what seemed like half of the earth, but no depth could hold the stench of its filth. I piled the dirt higher and higher, but that sack of ugly always rose to the top. I beat the ground in despair and frustration until my weary hands were bloody and bruised, and I cried out to God in desperation, cursing him for an affliction that I knew was my own creation. All the pain that I’d caused and corners I cut stood before me, mocking my effort. Hopeless and helpless, I remembered the words of the man whose offer I denied: “I’ll be waiting for you, son.” I threw the bag over my shoulder and ran, stumbling along with my massive burden in tow. Pain shot through my muscles and bones; the toxic fumes lit a fire in my lungs, but I fixed my eyes on the hill and I kept running. And there He was, just as He said he would be, leaning against the old rugged tree with arms outstretched. I collapsed at His feet beneath the weight of my filth, and above my gasps for air, I heard Him calmly say, “it is finished.”

I was sold into slavery, I was bound by insecurity. I was hellbent on treachery, 'til you spread your arms and you covered me.

hullooooo

HELLO WORLD!

IT IS A BEAUTIFUL NIGHT.

every night IS a beautiful night.

THERE IS HOPE!!!!!!!!

okay, no link but.

I've been so caught up with studying T_T

seriously, time passes SO FAST.

SO SO SO SO FASTTTTT

side track: i made a new friend today! his name is Aaron, he is CLEO's BF. [DO NOT SNATCH]

(cleo will beatchup)

(beatchup is beat chu up)

right.

today our school had some PJC got talent competition!!!

i was plying kart rider and....i kept losing.

cause i can't really multi task... D:

BUT I THINK THE MARLY RAMLY SO GUUUUUUUUUUUD.

CUTE TTM THE DANCE.

PLUS, SUPER HOT ALSO, SO NEW SO FRESH, SO INSPIRING.

(guy in black marry me please)

HAHAHAAH, kiddingz.

But hey, vanessa and i totally *swoonswoonswoon~*

my face also hot already la!

:D

Since the school reopen-ed after the June hols, i haven't been able to sleep before 11pm :(

ikr, #sleepdeprived.

that explains my PANDA EYES OMG SO UGLY BOOHOO.

NO GUY WANT ME ALREADY LA :((((((((((( emo...

except for the day that i donated blood... i was totally drained(haha pun intended), that i plonked onto my bed at 10pm... :D

okay, so i still have chem mock p3 tmr (cry)

and i need to finish my chem mcq (cry X2)

and i have econs research which i'm suppose to do now...

OMG BYE.

RAGEEE.

OMG CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT MY MUM ACTUALLY SAID I SHOULD GET A BF INSTEAD?!

IT STARTED LIKE THIS.
I was using this argument of "Why can't i have a pet when my brother can have a GF?!"
AND SHE SAID GO GET A BF.

WTHWTHWTSWTSBLOODYHELLLLLL.
SO PISSED OFF.

Am gonna prove my point that a pet is better than a BF.

RECRUITING FAKE BF, email me at bleah_siwei93@hotmail.com
I will "change" a BF once every week and bring him home and uggggghhhh.

So pissed.


PS. MY WHOLE FAMILY IS SECRETLY RACIST AGAINST PETS OR STH.
THEY SUPPORT MY MUM OF A NO PET IN HOUSE POLICY. I AM OFFICIALLY CONVINCED THAT I AM THAT 0.1% BABIES THAT GET MIXED UP IN THE HOSPITAL AND MY PARENTS BROUGHT ME HOME BY MISTAKE. WHY DO WE HAVE DIFFERENT INTERESTS AND BELIEFS.

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great time

Met up with wy &yj :)

had a reaaaally good time! :D

and wy treat starbucks hehe!

anyway, haven't been a good productive two days but ohwell!

it's time to work harder + more night studying!

jiayou jiayou jiayou!

i'm counting on, i'm counting on God.

it's not good when you suddenly hate yourself...right?

weird.

Dreams.

i had a weird dream last night.

Actually, two.

You know how your dreams sometimes just jump to another?

Then somehow it jumps back to the same one and continue?

Mine was somehow like that.

At first i was dreaming about some person that released a i-hated-you-for-so-long anger+shouting and i angrily retorted then i think somehow that person hurt me and...

poof.

i was suddenly at this hill-like place with lots of rocks and stone and i actually thought to myself "Why skip dream? I want to know what's gonna happen for the previous one"

"It's just a dream right? So i can control."

then i closed my eyes.

and thought about doing somersaults.

AND I STARTED TO DO FREAKING SOMERSAULTS LIKE THOSE JUMP AND SPIN IN FRONT BEFORE YOU JUMP INTO SWIMMING POOL?!

I DID A FEW WTS.

it was damn weird cause my eyes were closed but i never hit the floor until i thought of wanting to hit the floor....

And then i was back to continuing my first dream.

i swear my dreams are never normal.

BLOOOOOOD

OHYEAH.
I donated blood for the first time since sec 3 that i said i wanted to donate blood.....

ANYWAY, IT'S NOT PAIN & YOU SAVE APPROX THREE LIVES!! :D

Psychologically scary but physically unscary.
You might wanna have a friend to be by your side though. For a first timer.

Other than that, the ion count test is the most scary! Not the scary scary, but the ah! you scared me! scary.

ANYWAY, SATISFYING EXPERIENCE.
AM GONNA DONATE FOUR TIMES A YEAR NOW.
WHEEEEEE ~

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Note to self.

Dear self,

Have to stop blaming yourself for all the things that are happening.

Love, self.

Ps. It doesn't help so don't.

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Thinking

#Missing radcon. But something to look forward this weekend, FOP.


#Missing when times were relatively less stressed and more carefree.

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不知所措.

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mefear :(

I guess my greatest fear that i've discovered so far is that i fear getting rejected.

It stops me from even attempting something in the first place.

So... i am trying.

No matter how many times i get rejected, i will keep on trying.

Because i know it will be all worth it.

I will not let this bring me down.

Ps: I pray so hard but why does things seem worse?

and at that moment i realise that i did not put my prayer to actions.

better now than never.