Les miserables.

Stargaze

Wanted to star gaze but... There's just loads of clouds.

So I guess I'll moon gaze then.


Finally had time to do this since its Recess week.

Do you know what I think about when I look up?

December Avenue

Don't forget about the things we did and often do

  Come into your mind and see that I am next to you



  Hear the voices that tell you there's someone who's over and watching 

you   

3 more days until its your birthday.
One year passed so quickly.

It seriously felt like it was just ytd...
When I brought home a cake to celebrate your bday.
When I bought you a book to try to lead you to God rather than wallow in your sadness.

When we thought everything was ok.


I'm not sure how to feel when I'm actually older than you.

Could it be worse?

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Do you..

it's hard to be strong
it's hard to hold on
what is right and what is wrong
which path?
will my heart move on

Gong Cha

Gongcha's Taro Milk Tea with pudding jelly! (50% sugar is enough, any more and you'll be tasting sugar instead of taro)

Really really really worth a try. I'm not a fan of anything yam-my so yeah. It's really not bad.

Me: uhhh can I have taro milk?
Gc cashier: yeah okay would you like any topping with that?
Me: what topping would be nice?
Gc cashier: well you can try pudding.
Me: okay pudding it is.


I like the friendly down to earth feel. Gombak branch btw.

i'm never believing any shit anyone says anymore.
not until they prove it with their actions.

sometimes i wish i would think with my brains more than i think with my heart.



it's stupid but i kinda like thinking with my heart.

A proper update

I think i will find time to blog about my NZ trip (finally maybe?) when Recess week comes. Hopefully i won't be as busy as i think i will be...(I'm not even sure if i have mid terms test omgomgomg)

I would prolly take forever cause i need to update w pictures, on the happenings of two weeks. wow.


side note: work is piling up... will probably not die down until week 12... le sigh

I also tried out for Bintan OCSP. The interview was today... I'm half hoping i can get in. Because i secretly am not sure if I am able to handle the additional amount of stress i'm gonna get. why i so noob.

i wished i was braver and had more guts.
i'm sorry i'm sucha wimp :(

Little Things

Slept with a big fat smile on my face :)

Appreciate the little things in life!

Growing up

Nobody gave me a manual for this.

it hurts :(

my heart literally sank

someday i'll be

sometimes i feel pathetic because i want a dog but i can't get a dog.

lol i should stop.


just like how i want *insert*, but i can't get *insert*.