Sunday, June 28, 2009

i havent really tried sitting at one corner of the toilet and draw circles...
next time jio xinping try with me :D

haha, we should all "emo" together.


i think i spam alot of posts today.
wont be posting much next time.
sch reopen. yada yada. you get the link.

so yeah. i lost my orange pen. did ronald take it or nicholas or yaode?
i think cause alot of users are using youtube now thats why -.-
you know, all those people at the other side of the earth?
when its night here, its afternoon there, and so they are using youtube.
alot.

:(


maybe i go sleep already.

eventhough laptop keys like quite nice to type.
haha.


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me is getting sick!
cause i ate durian today.
and for dinner i ate fried rice and fried chicken wing.
that aint good right?

and then i was thinking.
and i suddenly rem.
CL O LEVEL ORAL THIS THURS LEH DUMBO.
so i need to recover from sorethroat asap.

throat pain):
have to keep drinking water.
then drink already pee.
pee already, drink.

but throat still pain.
but at least my ulcer is recovering :)

and i realise when i get scratches i heal real slow -.-
like that time before pbb like i had this scratch cause i scraped my feet against some wood cupboard accidentally.
then got blood. but dried.
and now still havent recoverr -.-
still got the dried blood scar still there. oh well.

maybe i should go sleep already.
bye:)

Matthew16:25
For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will find it.
-thanks :)
shtupid account wont let me change back to my old password-.-

just because i accidentally changed it making some youtube account to help rate the gb thing then now i want change pass have to change 8letter.
i mean ??!?!?!?!?!??!#$%@%%??!!?!! why 8 letter?! thats just purely dumb.

d-u-m-b.

now i cant change back to my old password.
thanks a-lot.



ugh. ugh. ugh.
i am in noobshitty bad @$$ mood >:(

no.. i am not pms-ing-.-
please la *rolls eyes*
can guys think of that only?
stooooooooooooooooopid internetttttttttttt
*grumbles*
nobody cares about me anymore :(

*emos*
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i just realised my msn's different.

bah.

haru~~

its 12:19am now.
and imwatching this show called Hello God.
i dont know why, but the english title's that.

its a korean drama series la.

superrrr nice. like the guy super cute!
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the story goes like this.

there's this mentally retarded 27yrold guy. whos mental age is of a 7yr old. then come along a woman whos a swindler, and pretends to be the guy, Haru, 's teacher. somehow in some mix up in the bus accident that the woman went throught, she got mistaken as Haru's teacher. and has been Haru's teacher ever since.
then cause Haru like the girl, he accepted this Mr doctor guy request for an opperation.
Mr D has researched abt making mentally retarded people to bcome smart.
and so theres the operation.
it was a success.
however, during that time, the girl got caught by police for acting as the teacher and was put to jail. after coming out, Mr D paid the girl to make Haru talk again. cause after op, he hasnt talk but he gone smarter.

so now, (where im watching) Haru realises that he love the girl and tries to prove it to the girl that he really loves her. so he does all this really sweet stuff like making breakfast, doing things for the girl, warming up her shoes so that when she wears it her feet wont get cold(its wiinter), warming up her bed by lying there so that after her shower her bed is warmed up. SWEET RIGHTTTT???

yeah, so the story goes on~~


self note: school is on monday and you left chem section c and chem online quiz.

Friday, June 26, 2009

boooo.
i am sick.
i woke up this morning and started sniffing.
and i got running nose. but not too bad.
just that wind blow and i'll sneeze.
and that i want to sneeze then halfway cannot sneeze that kinda thing.
:(

but.
I CAN GO CHURCH TMR :D
bahahahhahaa.
yeah, see you peeps there !




and and and, i fell asleep just now :/
oops?
not purposely one mah.

eeee.
some alweirdo just called me and when i said hello that person cupped my call!!!!!
wth??
you WEIRDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

right. shall go complete chem.
and, rest in peace micheal jackson!
i love your songssssss. yeap.
:D

Thursday, June 25, 2009

do YOU feel like a NOBODY?

the story of moses.
-he was a prince
-saw his own people suffering, wanted to help
-got banished
-was a nobody for 40years
-this 40years, God was preparing him.
-God can turn a nobody to a somebody

1)God delights in using the odinary.
in exodus 3, you read about the story of moses and the burning bush.

odinary?
-the staff that moses was holding, was the staff which he uses to herd his sheep. but God used that very odianry staff to be a staff of God. the staff that parted the red sea.
-when God came to earth, he only revealed it to the shepherds in their dreams. angels went to odinary shepherds, not prophets, not kings, but shepherds, when Jesus was born.
-when Jesus, at one time, went to save a whole town of people, he first was at the well and reached out to then woman with five husbands. he did not first approach other people, but this woman.
-when Jesus was resurrected, He made it known to a woman.(i think it was mary). He did not announce it to some other special people, but a woman.(woman in those days are seen to be of a lower bring. they dint have the rights of what the man in those days have)

2)God can use what we have in our hands.
whatever we have, God can use it to put it into good use. to help save more people.
in the example in exodus would be exodus 4:2.
when God, in the form of the burning bush, turned the staff in moses hands, into a staff of God. the staff that moses carries with him everywhere.
-God will not hold us accountable for what we do not have.

3)He will use what we give to him in Faith.
whatever that we give him, He can use it. so if we hand everything up into His hands, He can use us more! but if we do not, what can God use us to do?
faith. are we faithful?
in exodus 4:3, moses rann away when he saw the staff turn into a serpent. why? cause he had little faith. God was there, God could easily take the serpent away.
the problem is, humans tend to overlook.
they only see what is infront of them and not the whole picture.

Problems:
problem of spectacular and carnality(worldly or earthly).
-we tend to think God will come in this spectacular way. like the whole place will have fireworks.
or maybe God decends on a cloud and there'll be musics playing and stuff but no!
things are not to be spectacular. the above exmaples have proven so. God delights in the odinary.
- yes, God calls, God resources. but we tend to look into the worldly things. we hold on too much to the things of this world. God resources. God will never call us to do something that He cannot supply. yes, He supply. but He supply to our NEEDS not our wants. so sometimes when you ask, you have to look and check if its your need or your want. if its all wanting too much of the world.
-humans tend to doubt themselves too. when God asks to fufill a purpose, the reply is .." If only i have .... then maybe i could have helped." "If only i was smarter.. than i could do it."


God's way is so so so much bigger than man's understandind. sometimes, whatever that He does, we dont get it at all.
so, we need to believe even when we do not understand the hows and the whys.
believe is not "you show me then i believe you lor" that kind of thing. if it was shown and proved, it'll be called a fact and not believe.
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so.. WHAT IS IN YOUR HAND?
an odinary staff?...


yeah, this is the last session notes that i had.
the sessions that were held in pbb.
hope it helped you! :D
bah. i. forgot. today. i. have. tuition.
like whatttttttttt innnnnnnnnnn theeeeeeee WORLDDDDDD WAS I THINKING???!?!?!

of course, i was cycling with HOE GUO NING.
he suggested it.
so in the end. when we reach home at ALMOST 8pm,
i got a shock. because i forgot. -.- I FORGOTTTTT. UGHH.
nevermind. stupid things aside,

tomorrow's (or tomorrow tomorrow) going to be a new moon!
yeah~ NEW moon. that means its a new day!
or something...
that also means....
THERES GOING TO BE A FULL MOON IN ABOUT 16 DAYS TIME.
oh yeah oh yeah.

and i cook ham&cheese omelett again.
:D
yummy yum yum.
i cooked mine extra cheeeese. heh.
and maybe, just maybe, im baking the choc cookies tomorrow, if not, its sat.
yup.

oh, just now, was cycling back from choa chu kang and it was like super hazy.
i thought singapore wont get so hazy one.
i hateeee dirty air.
yeah, so, turns out it might be something being burnt in the forests along the highway there.
thats why so smoky and hazy.


eeeyer. WHY NOBODY ONLINE.
i mean, NOBODY THAT I CAN RANT TO ONLINE T_T
i feel like i need to rant now.
and i dont wanto message. hais. me al-weirdo.

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going to school tomorrow.
cant wait. yeah, abit weird. but better than being cooped up at home whole day no mood do chem paper stare at tv screen and no com.
yeap, my mum set password, did restrictions, blah blah. so only sometimes can use.
most of the time, nope.

SO IM GOING TO WRITE MANY MANY CARDS.
:D
just wait, you'll receive them soon.
i promise. really.
i've already done a few :)
cause i've been reading those cards that people once gave me. and oh boy do i love you people.
MANY SMILEY FACES FOR YOU!
:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) (i did NOT copy and paste)


:D i woke up at 11++ going to 12pm. and i was earliest among us kids. or should i say teens.
and so the omelette i cooked was kinda our lunch..
and after that i dont eat anything anymore ._.
oh wow. except for mashed potato i ate when ning &i went to 7eleven to buy.
but dinner was too little. ):



blah. i still havent find that card i think i lost.
whatever.
me going fb.

they say, ignorance is bliss.
i think it might or might not be.
for some things are better not said. while others are better if said.
but i still think that ignorance might not really be.
for if we dont know, sometimes we get hurt.
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NINE O'CLOCK SHOW JUST ENDED.
aw, its nice show. go watch tmr!

john 10:27
My sheep listens to My voice; I know them and they follow Me.

baaaa! baaaa!

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

ohhhhh. oh oh ohh.
yesterday night God spoke to me! :D
through the word of God. really wanto thank God.
:) smiley faces everywhere!


sidetrack.
the 9pm show veryyyyy sad.
the that crippled right hand guy and the lawyer girl ):
super sad.
like they cant be together. emoo.


okay. anyway.
thanks yaode also.
for the random help :D

andandand, tomorrow im going to make YUMMY ham &cheese omelette for ning.
bahaha, too badddd you people cant eat ANY!
haha! weiyan also cannot eat so sadd.
okayyyyyyy.

me is sick(seeeeeeeeek).
cause i have a leeettle beeeetle sore throat.
yeah, and i sound like my younger brother now.
(we both always sound alike)
yesssss, so i now pronounce myself, sick!
haha, no la. in my dreams. got deep voice only mah, then like sore throaaatttt ):
BUT I DONT HAVE H1N1 LAH WAHPIANG.

okay. full stop. the end.
me go watchy moviey.
ta-ta peepoxxx.

XOXO
aww shucks.
mama put some parent control thingy on the laptop accounts.
my account also got.
then now i cant even see my own tagboard.
boooooo.
nevermind.

oh! before i went out to school today, i wento make cheese &ham omelette :D
bahaha, it was a success!!!
my mum says its yummy.
my older brother too.
and i think it was yummy too.
too bad ning sleeep until so late. no more already.
maybe i'll make another one later.!
or tomorrow morning *grins*

oh and daniel.
CHEER UP! STOP BEING EMO ABOUT I-DONT-KNOW-WHAT.
*draws smiley faces on your paper*


alright, gone off to play more weird fb games!
later i go watch that movie.
p/s: weiyan types so fast, he considered an aeein. yup, alienic weiyan. suits you!!!!!

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

i read my encouragement cards today! shall go and read the rest from the yi camp stack later :D
shit i suddenly remember i think i lost someone's encouragement card.
oh no. i better go ffind later.
oh no oh no oh no!

*panics a little*

okay. breathe in, breathe out.

oh! i havent do cip yet. shitshit.
wonder when is changyen coming back from germany. anyone know at all??
agh, i wantooooooooo go to church this sattttttttttttttttttttt.
dearest readers of this blog,
please, please, please pray for my younger brother and i!!!
yea. your prayers are greatly appreciated.

romans 3:22
This righteousness from God comes through faith in Jesus Christ to all who believe. There is no difference.

this is from new life! :D


i think i'll go watch movie later. the the my dad bought one.
the chinese new yyear came out and its nc16!
TA-DA! im almost 16 so no big diff.

okay. gtg!
im going to make cheese and ham ommelette :D

Monday, June 22, 2009

i am bored!!! so i am going to post random pics up.
been a long time since i posted pics :D
enjoy.


i used the laptop webcam and took this.
its my desktop pic!!! HAHAHAH.


jolyn and i.. i forgot whr we were. beauty world mac?



haha, me. mabel took it.


MABEL AND I! pf outing.


josephine and i. same outing.


THE FABULOUS FOUR. lolll. i was on the wrong lighting and their face all reddish mine's...... -.-


kor and I. we took it with taiwan shan di ren (aboroginals). the pic's hanging in moi roommm~


HAHA, ning. when he was... pri 1? pri2?? cute right!

pong's bday present for me. i loveeeeeee it.


shh. pls dont tell jacelyn. i took it while we were going home in the bus from graduation photo shoot. :P daniel knows too!


this was... at the exhibition hall place. where there was all the uni and dont know what.
note the rudolph nose!

me, cy, sehlok.


CHEESECAKKEEEE. NICE RIGHT? CUTE RIGHT? V.NICE TO EAT.


cherry knot that i used my tongue to tye! :D my first knot ever!!!!


bahaha, me. in my green jacket.
i was studying i think. and decided to cam spam abit. a leeeeetle bittty bit.
that's all folks!
(shoot, i havent bathe ><)
i am eating strawberry pocky now.
oh gosh. have i told you how nice it is to eat tidbits againnnn??

and i remembered during the day that we went to buy our dinner during the camp, i saw this frozen man tou thingy and i droool like mad.

haha, pbb aside, ytd night went for the kabod bbq.
not as fun as last year cause got lesser people but..
i was the one bbq-ing stuff!!!! for a period of time.
then after that keith stole my job or something
):
but oh well.
it was nice food.
but couldnt go to the kabod retreat today.
hais. yeah.. was at home spamming housework and taking care of my mum.
i helped her do things cause she recovering from her operation on wednesday.
pray for her to get well soon!
:D

oh and my dad bought a new router cause the old one's spoilt, and the new one looks cool and all but... its connection, bluntly putting it, sucks. well, at least its better than no routerr.

and... i ate spagetti for breakfast today. was too hungry!
and to think i actually said i wont be eating spagetti for like a month because of the whole pbb spagetti dinner incident. food is my weakness, cant help it!!

and Ning keeps saying, "well, that's just too bad!" to annoy me. but to no avail. haha!
he's at retreat now.. wonder how he's face will look like/what he'll do when he reaches home. at night.
possible scenarios:
1)bombard me with questions
2)asking me why kabod people are so weird (HAR)
3)start acting weird
4)the worst, going all quiet.

but im staying optimistic and he'll probably share with me all the interesting stuff.
cause thats quintessential of him. (oh my goodness, im using quintessential, ms kavitha must be like *jaw drop*)

okay. shall go facebook and you know. get updated on what i've been missing throughout the four days.
have fun with your last week of hols people!
i really want to thank God for this experience.
first thing first.(thats why iots at the top!)

cause really through this pbb camp, i have learnt alot alot alot.it was really great to have some time separated from my 'world' and be at camp and we had devotion and sessions where pastor preach and my mdms that were in charge of us were really caring and they gave alot of meaningful advices that even if i did not get pbb, i think its REALLY a GREEEAAAAT experience.

yeah, i never knew i could enjoy pbb selection camp so much.this must be super contradicting considering the fact that four days ago, i was moaning and whining and complaining to almost everyone.i remembered dreading the camp and thinking "why did i join it in the first place?! i feel soooo lazy, can i pon???" yes, many of the campers had such idea too.

well, on the first day, we were all separated into five groups.love, joy, peace, PATIENCE!!, and kindness.10th and 19th coy people only i think li lin and faith lucky lucky got into the same group lor.the rest, we were ALONEEE. or so i thought...

when we took our bags and went up into our dorms, into the room and choosing the bed where you sleep, it was all awkward-ish. so everyone was... "hi! err, you what company? oh... eh, what school? oh. i see, that school ah. okayokay." the end full stop nothing more.oh, and other times we would like, just smile smile smile.and then asking "erm, you know are we suppose to change now??" or "can we not wear our skirts?".and of course during meal time,lunch,dinner,supper, we would talk to each other by "er, you want SOMEMORE food to eat?i give you mine?" yea.. so by first day dinner almost everyone in my group, PATIENCE!!!, know that i eat alot, and they can count on me for giving me food.

then for every everyy meal, each group would need to finish the food that they take, if got extra is compulsory for each group to take equal amount until no more food. so... they always gave me alot to eat -.- i tio sabo-ed. but the good thing was, by the 3rd day, everyone in Patience know which one is my plate, cup. bahaha.

yea.. so we went through day 1, not really knowing much about each other. making just really small talk and stuff.so, we slept after our group evaluation. in an air conditioned room, with a really thin blanket.and we also went to on our fan, HUGE mistake, cause it was still hot when we went into the room. by the middle of night, TOO cold for us to even move to go adjust the temperature.oh! and we are suppose to plan and organise things for this whole camp right, so the first day we planned GAMES and yea, that planning session kinda really broke the ice for us.so from day 2 onwards, we talk more!

DAY 2...
the normal programme goes like this..
-Rise&shine.(they blow whistle at 6.30 and only can wake up at that time)
-5BX
-Quiet Time
-Breakfast
-Group planning time(where we plan for the things that our group is incharge of)
-Devotion(led by groups, singing worship songs)
-Session(pastor preaches, inspirational talker talks and inspires)
-Lunch

yea, so for day 2, the main highlight was......
URBANNN HIKEEEE.
after a really i-am-still-very-hungry-but-there-is-no-more-food porridge lunch(apparently they wanted us to kniw how the poor lives), we went to the hall to play some team-building games. there were in total around 3 games at that time.after that went to some dont know whaat park where we asked random people where it is and played some mind boggling game that required alot of teamwork.when finally completed, we went to maple woods park which we went one big way round..
and we had to use rubber band to make into s super long skipping rope to skip 5 times in a row for 9 people.2 hold the rope.HARDDD MAN. we totally were exhausted but kept on trying.
through this game, we really encouraged one another, just spuring, to not give up. that we really just do our best. it was really hard to coordinate and some couldnt jump that welll.in the end spent around 1half hour plus at that station. even when the mdms asked us if we should stop and just proceed to the next station, we dint give up but kept on trying, until mdm negotiated that we have 6 people to jump. and we did!
duh, we cheered like crazy. super happy. was super tired.
then we get to buy our own dinner that night. we had $29 to spend as we dint have enough time to buy tea time.
we bought 3 packets of spagetti,mistake again, and insufficient suace. we dint see the mdms hinting to us to buy just 2 packets... oh, and we were suppose to buy including mdms dinner. went back to help cook and prepare sleeping place. that night, we sleep at the voiddeck-ish place beside bball court. our beds were just a layer of card board.. and int the end, we fulllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll like dont knnow what. they piled my plate with so much noodles, its like some mountain.then we still had sausage, dessert. abit siao. we all stuffed ourselves. with those spagetti with white spagetti sauce that was too little. ewew, but we did it! and supper was our duty, so we were the last group that lights out.

during the night... woke up, left leg was totally numbed diao. freak out, started massaging left leg. sleep. twist. turn. flip. turn. hand numb-ed, unnumb-ed it. turn turn sleep. wake up. back pain. super cold, no blanket, jacket anything. almost froze.

so.. DAY 3.this is saturday and we had 3 duties to do. it is our busy day!oh, before i go on, we also need to have dorm inspection at the end of the day and stuff, like the mdms expectations are very high. willl go into detail later~

so, 5BX, we took it and... we asked them do squat jumps like here to there, and everyone was tired like WOOOOSH cause day 2 urban hike & skipping. so thats why my thigh muscles ache until dont know what. i cant bend down, i go down staircases will pain. if bend wrongly, pain like aaghhhhh!!! yea..then we also had devotion. but on day 3, much mroe improvement. like during meal times, we were able to talk to each other, with the fellow group mate that we are sitting near to. we just eat and talk real naturally about our own lives. really really cool. will neverforget PATIENCE group people. and we also had erm supper duty that night. anyway, for dorm inspection. mdm was really proud of us, that we did do a great job. supper was fun. kinda?then we talked with ms thio and ms chan(the mdms in charge of our grp) like during evaluation time til quite late. 11plus.. 12. (normally lights out at 11.00) cause it was our last night there, and we were all "ohnoooo 4D3N so fast. i will miss you guys like dont know what!!!" and the ms chan and ms thio really gave us alot of useful advice that we i trully must thank them for. they were really caring. so real late, the mdms super nice, say give us 5min lights out, HELP US TO WASH OUR CUPS!!! but in the end they dint even check if we lights out already.

oh! and we also had special night where we had to act out skit, and iwas playing the role as a mdm. the theme was Looking Back. and and in the skit, i walk pass sec 1 girls then they in chinese "ni kan! na ge mam she ma lai ren leh!" then im suppose to say "NI SHUO SHEN ME?" sec1 girls suppose to be shocked im nt malay. -.- this role, thanks to random group members. also got one part where the sec1s "grow" to sec 3s, then they do drill and i went "WAH, HEN HAO!" everyone laughed. still got someone asked :"you're not really a malay right??".i. almost. fainted. of course not!

DAY 4.doing the daily that we got used to. but after dorm inspection we had time to change into full u. and then had area cleaning inspection with full u. and had devotion. session. lunch. photo taking. exchange info. etc.

and i realised, im not really dearly missed eventhough i was kinda homesick.. :Plike i only got 1 person msging me about my pbb. 1 person called me. the other 2 that messaged me were about other matters. and 1 was unpleasant and i sincerely apologise that it had totally slipped my mind. but whatever, at least ning was really curious about my camp.

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i remembered the pastor said that,IT IS POSSIBLE FOR GUYS TO LIKE MORE THAN 1 GIRL AT THE SAME TIME. to all the girls out there, becareful. cause thats just kinda, dao wei you know? so he was saying that the marriage vow is sacred and when pastor said I DO, it was kinda like saying no to all the other woman out there.

and also,just do your thing once and do it well.might as well do it well and nice rather than doing it again and again and again due to "the thing being nt handled that well"yup. so the camp, it was really high expectations.though they ditn really punish us, they gave us super high expectations.like in your dorm everyon must standardize uniform all hang where, all the haversack, cap positioned same. AND THE GB THING AT THE POCKET SUPPOSE TO BE TOUCHING LINE OF THE POCKET THING NOT RIGHT SMACK IN THE MIDDLE !!!! and the bed, no creases at all. just real high expectations.

but im glad through this camp i learnt alot of values.a whole new thing about God and Jesus, and also about initiative, caring for others, others before self, sensitivity, thinking for others, sense of urgency, love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, faithful ETC. really wanto thaank God once again. i really dint regret. never knew it could bring so much fun in me.

God had definitely shown me alot during this camp. that im not alone.that God is always there.that we cannot be selfish.we need to bear fruit, reaching to the others.

AND, since most girls are like from the east side good sch, they sing the devotion song all the abit oldies type one. serious!! they told me thier songs and i was :" HUH..?" and i told them about my type of p&w songs and they were like, HUH?. so woah, cool huh. having different background and stuff.

oh, oh, so theres, janelle(charlene's elder sis), junie, hui qing, tricia, yvonne, chew min, kezia, joong yan, amanda, rebeka.really glad to know them and i MEMORISES ALL OF THEIR NAMES@@@@@@@
thank God.ms thio also set up a pbb fb, so we have pics in there ^^

alright. cant think of other things le, mayb shall add other things another time.
long post! hope God has blessed you too!bye(:

p/s: pbb is tiring but reaaaaal fun.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

I AM GOING PBB TOMORROW.
meeting 630am ): at bb mrt.
crazy shit early? yea...

but at least peiru described the camp to be not so scary anymore.
do you know i dont have to bring sleeping bag?
cause i'll be SLEEPING ON A BUNK BED WITH AIR CON IN THE ROOM.

HALLELUJAH!

"God is great, sing his praise~~.."

okay, so.. i havent packed.
yes yes, i hear the complains.
im going now.
really. thats why im posting this real fast post.

short update on my mum.
she had her operation.
apperently, doc dint give her pain killers until lunch.
so her stomach was full of air and once in awhile she'll wince or something.
but God works wonders and im willing to bet she's okay by tmr.
i think.

i really dont trust my brothers.
to take care my mum. but oh well..
esp my elder brother cannnnnnn.
blah nevermind. whatever.

OKAY, IM GOING OFFLINE AND SWITCHING OFF THE COMPUTER.
bye!

p/s: jacelyn i demand my present asap!!!

and leo&randy ARE abit weird. HAHAHAAAAAA.
(i sure hope they dont see this)
puuuuuuuuuuuiii.
i havent eat anything since i woke up.
i woke up at 10am, snooze til 1030 tyvm.

GASP TMR PBB.

anyway, going to NUH soon. 11.30 leave house.
:D visit my MOMMMMMMMMM.

i think the needle thingy that they poke into your wrist is reaally reaaaally freaky.
like ew.
yoú can feel the needle.


right, so yea, tmr PBB. *screams and runs around*
wo bu fang xin leave both my brothers at home to visit my mum(help her with her meals)
and do housework.

LOL. bye

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

okay.
just now went to visit mama at NUH.
she's going to be okay i think.
cause its just a minor operation.
operating at around 2am plus.

yup.
pray for her. gtg.
bye :)

Monday, June 15, 2009

i keep getting myself hurt.
seriously.
ithink i clumsy until dontknow what.

left leg got :/ the scratch mark.
right leg, just got cut by my cupboard wood. got bloog -.-

left littleset toe, nail came out.
the top part, had blood.

right.
and i am having a great time on msn now.
half-half.

blah.
i finally can use the com at 10.09pm -_-
just now, cause kor was playing dumb dota(DD), and i only used the com awhile at ard 1pm?

right, so yesssssssss.
i SO wanted to blog. but internet router spoil, only 1 com got internet.
so there.

i have alot of shit stuff to complain but unfortunately,
i dont think i can blog about it over here. shall blog at other blog.
maybe a little, without the full details of course.

so slacked alotttt today. just now after dinner did alittle of the chem wksh.

oh! in the afternoon xp called me.
then we were talking about... HAHA,
yeah, then we kept laughing and then we were saying that we cannot act les walk pass church already. HAHA(inside joke) because......
anyway, its really... ew.
yup.



oh oh!
sun, weiyan shared about this:
and i think, it spoke alot.
MARK 9:42.
"If anyone causes one of these little ones who believe in me to sin, it would be better for him if a large millstone were hung around his neck and he were thrown into the sea.

OR

"Whoever causes one of these little ones who believe to stumble, it would be better for him if, with a heavy millstone hung around his neck, he had been cast into the sea.

yup.
soo, better not stumble others :/
like dont do wrong things and everything that will make ppl stumble.
so i must watch myself from now on.


and i need to go hang clothes. -.-

btw, mama's been hospitalised.
doc suspect she got appendicts.
if have, she might need to have opperation.
pray please :) thanks.


p/s: i cant believe it. its just..... NEVERMINDDD

Sunday, June 14, 2009

today was fun!

but let's recap a little sth from ytd..
i was UGH+EWWed+YUCKSIFIED.
if there was such word, it would have described the moment perfectly.

i mean seriously, why would anyone, in the right mind. do that?!
right right right?
if you..... you confirm plus chop your eye balls pop out, you drop on the floor and roll and cringe.
but i dint do that la. duh.
cause abit predicted alrd.
I GOT PSYCHIC POWER ONE :D
im abitabit psychic.
hehe. so dont try to hide anything from me ^^
i know ALOT.

anyway, so like. eugh.
the thing is, its so.. familiar.
it is!



blah, whatever.


TODAY.
met with pong, wy, hz.
blahblah talked+crappedded.

then SAKAE-ED WITH PAPA AND KOR.
whooo~~
kor and i spamm like alot.
i ate more than my pa.
^^ quotes ning: "zai man."
lolololl.
yup. and then the mochi was soooo nice.
but papa only let me order one(they give you 2), and kor took the other one):


ANYWAY.
went cycling to nature park.
with pa, he cheat he use the pro-er bike, so he not as tired as me.
AND I GOT LIKE 9 MOSQUITO BITES BUT HE HAD NONE.
he come from kampong immune already mah -.-

no, its because i have young and lively blood !
:D
yup, then climbed up, the top there, got all the WULU bangolow houses.
superrr wulu.
and i want to buy sheperd dog when i can.
okay, that was side track because i saw dogs+dog owners.
and pa and i plucked this special long type of grass.
then you can like pluck here and there, then can make it shoot one.
:D so fun. at first mine shoot farther, but after that he used a thicker-stemed one and his went far farrrr farrrrr -.-

then we cycled back!
i was scratching my leg like mad.
but now not itchy already.
and we ate this flower's fruit that he said if u lost in jungle can go and eat.
hope we dont get food poisoning *gulps*
and we saw san bo! (3rd uncle) jogging. he jog super pro one. ._.

fun fun.
and i read story books all day.
dint study. tmr going to study lah.
cause motivated by club house's food vending machine :D
now can go down there spammmm.

okay, i think thats enough for today.

did i mention my aunt eats 1/6 rice of what i eat?
did i mention isabelle(my cousin) eats so little too?

ytd, i waslike O_O you kidding me??
nowonder they dont have much fats -.-
but food is nice <333

p/s:i still think the top thingy is UGHish.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

I CAN TIE S CHERRY STEM INTO A KNOT WITH MY TONGUEEEE.
AAAAAHHHHHHHH, I SHOCKED MYSELF.

BAAHAHAHHAAA.
SO FUN.
BETCHA CANT DO THAT. *sticks out tongue*



just walked my cousin's dog, sweetie, with her.
then belle and i walked for 40mins :D
and we realised sad old sweetie's a virgin.
how sad.
thats just real sad.
or maybe she isnt. just that we dont know o.o

haha, anyway.
I BROUGHT BOOKS TO STUDY AT MU COUSIN'S HOUSE BUT IN THE END NEVER STUD ANYTHING ):
nevermind. :)

jacelyn scaring me about pbb sobsob. jokingg.

*gasp* roger's online.
i think outside got blue moon.

bye! off to stare at blue moon (:

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

i just watched the 8pm to 9pm channel 8 showw.
the romania guy so cute can.
they all speak chinese in this cute cute foreign way.
then the romania one say"wo yi zhi dou zhe me ke ai"
lollol.

anyway,
WO HAO SHANG XIN AH.
just now my tuition friend.(the one wasin said looks like daniel butnot really)
said he thought i was a malay. -__________________________-
*speechless*

cause i said "bu zhi dao"
and he "WOW"

then i was thinking... okay... wow me for....

after that i speak more chinese and he realised
WO SHI WUA REN -.-

stoopid guy. maybe cause go china for 2months then abit noob alrd.





wanted to go sakae today. but jacelyn cannot go. so i dont wanto go already.
so we are going on fridayyy! daniel say one. dont know true a not.

thurs going bowling ^^

tmr got workshop):
sian, must reach home late againnnnnn.
AFTER THIS WEEK, WE HAVE 2 WHOLE WEEKS OF YOU-CAN-SLEEP-UNTIL-ANYTIME-DAYS!!!! minus 3 nights for me cause i needa go PBB camp.

talking about PBB camp.
super emo laaaaaaaaaaaa! im the only 15 yearold girl form 10th coy going.
sobsob *emoemos*

ah whateverrr,
oh and i hate those msn spam thing where random ppl talk to you abt some porn links and dont know what which is obviously some virus. so irritating.
no wonder i dont like to go online anymore.

to do-s:
history essay.
geog file.(pls remind me to do by tonight)
sleep early.
study for chem and maths test.
la la laaaa~

try to do some now.. hopefully..

p/s: i kinda love using the laptop/doing my stuff on the laptop now :)
hehe.

XOXO
siwei

Sunday, June 07, 2009

401th post.

one thing.

yesterday cousins came.

then at night, i wanted to go into my room.
then the mini storeroom on my right,
suddenly one freaking fat cockroach ran out.

SCARED ME LAH WTH.

then i ran to my dad to ask him kill it.
then find the cockroach point to him, it ran to me O_O
i screamed -.- (it was REALLY big)
and ran away~~

my younger brother also scared ok.

yup.
then my dad saved the day by using toilet paper and squishing it to death and flushing it in the toilet bowl.

and ning & i cut hair today.
no comments on mine.
especially not my fringe -_______-

but my younger brother one uber stylo.
bahaha!!
shall post pics next time.

just realised the laptop HAS BLUETOOTH *gasp*

(i am jealous that those mount kk people went mount kk without me ): )
hhaah,nah.

i am very tired now.
i think i sleep awhile then do history.

MY YOUNGER BROTHER IS GAYYYYYYYYYYY.
my older brother:no comments because he is kinda really abit self centered.
(he promise me things never fufil one -.-)

BYE!

Friday, June 05, 2009

dinner today was one of THE BEST ever!
why?

because...
my..
dad..

wento great world or whatever place and bought.

JAP FOOD.
SUSHIII.
SASHIMIIIIIIIIIIIII.

FREAKING NICE.
but super ex and he buy too little already.
the marugo sashimi(sp?) is superrr nice. $8 for like small 6pieces?
then he bought this abolone thingy also. 3 for $8 too.
and some jap pizza thing.
and salmon sashimi sushi.
also also got this really nice taste the fish.

i eat until very very happy :)
and then theres CHEESECAKE TOO!
uber nice,
really.

i even took a photo!
hehe.

the jap food is from japan come here then sell.
i think its because of the food carnival thing ah.
dont know. cant really remember...


YUP.
went to rad conf today.
ps chris long.
funny guy.
super interesting.

whats a walkman?
*starts stomping and walking and points to himself*
LOLOL.

went home with bryan,randy,yd,ning.

then on 945 -___________-
nvm...

anyway, i am going to chiong physics!(i think)
or maybe e zuo ju zi wen.
bahahaha.


CHANGYEN IS GOING TO BUY BELGIAM CHOCOLATE FOR ME WHEN SHE GOES TO GERMANYYYYY. it IS belgian choc right? or... germany choc.. ah whatever.

i have like six sweets in my pencil box now!
heh, angeline gimme alot then i all put in pencil box nvr eat.
oops?
(i did it again)

MR PU'S CLASSS.
during recess.
used his laptop to go find youtube songs and dont know what thing.

so, i conclude.
JASON MRAZ IS SO FREAKING HOT THAT.
er that er that..
I CAN STALK HIM FOREVERRRR.
haha, abit not say very kua zhang.

and mrpu owe me $2. tsktsk.
so budget!

Monday, June 01, 2009

399th post.

dear jolyn
dont emo okay?

you still have MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
and and got anything can find me :)
really!

want come my house without telling me also can.
because
I LOVE YOU!



so cheer up okay?


everything'll be fine.


special message.
LOVE, siwei.

(so you found ebuddy already??)