So apparently my friends here say I'm single because I have that "don't talk to me I'm better than you" look

T___T

but guys I'm like that misunderstood cat who just wants to be friends with everyone even though them claws come out to play~~~

#misunderstoodnaomithecat

Anyways, can't believe my summer is coming to an end. And like all things in my life, things starts happening and flooding me and overwhelming me again. Just as much as the start of this exchange, I will do what I did and trust that God will make a way. Up until now I still don't understand all the downs I've had throughout this exchange but I choose to trust and see it one day.

Conflicted.

Feeling low. Like one of the lowest low I've felt this year. Yeah, I'm on exchange how low can I feel, right? No, I don't want to talk about it. Yes, I will ponder upon it (and probably forgot about this in a few days time).

On the other hand, I'm trying to cherish the last few days I have left here in Korea. Arranging meet ups, staying out late on weekends, saying 'yes' to a dart game, etc.

I've had a bad dream about going back to SG, and this time, I think there's a high chance one of my bad dreams might actually be real in the near future. And I don't really know what to feel about it.


On a side note, I spotted 3 Korean qts today and I shamelessly appreciated their unique attractive Korean features cuz y'know I won't be here long anyway. (1 of them really looked like hongki!!!)

I am speechless.

Your future is brighter than any expertly cut and polished diamond AND shinier than the baldest frequently-waxed head. It exceeds any range of measurement that any being tries to put you between.

Some people are so determined to crush you even after they have stepped on you.

Please don't ruin whatever good I have left of you.