Looking back I finally understand why. I understood why I had to go through that. I remembered just feeling so frustrated then and kept questioning, why is something so simple, made to be so complicated? Why can't others stop overanalysing my actions?
But now I do.
And it wasn't easy back then, it isn't easy knowing this now. But I'm thankful for at least I know that God is in this. And by taking away options, isn't He also trying to narrow the multiple directions I can take and slowly pointing out a way for me?
Slightly disappointed, but eyes are wide opened and I see it clear as day.
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Yesterday was my birthday.
I turned 22! Like finally. I love december, I love being a december baby. When my birthday was here...I felt indifferent. Didn't feel like it was my birthday, nor anything special was going to happen. But boy was I wrong!!!
I enjoyed my day so much! If I had more energy I would've prolonged the day with a supper with another group of friends too :p
So anyway, went to lunch at Bornja @ vivo with PF. JOLYN DROVE US THERE!!! After so many years of driving them/people around I was driven around :') (although it was quite an experience when Jolyn is in carparks hahahhahaa)
Our reservation was supposed to be at 12.30pm but in the end we were so late we had to push it back to 1.30pm hahaha. The rain, the traffic, the picking each of us up... IT WAS SUCH AN EPIC RIDE THERE! We were singing our lungs out in the car, and being a nuisance to each other.
At Bornja, we ate bbq meat, galbitang, gyeranjim! It was a really good meal and guess what! PF PAID FOR MY MEAL x3
We then went to sing K at clementi, this time i was doing the driving :p WE HAD SO MUCH FUN SINGING FOR 3HOURS LOL. it was cray cray. can't wait for our grad trip it's gonna be so epic!!
After that, I joined my parents at Spruce for dinner. Can I just say that that place is overly expensive??? And the guy singing live wasn't as good as the one that was at the restaurant bar at Rochester! Anyways, shared salad, starters, mains and a glass of white with the fam. After dinner, Ning suddenly stood up and said he needed to go to the toilet. (which was kinda weird cause he almost never ever pees) And while he was gone, my mum was like joking at me and telling me that we should get that singer to sing me a birthday song. And I was like
what?! noooooo.
Moments later this happened...
Singer guy: Is there a Siwei here?? blablabla birthday song request... blabla Siwei??
Me: *looks at singer* (did he just call my name)
Me: *looks at my mum* omg you ask them ah? *uttely confused*
Suddenly out of nowhere the whole lot of PF +Jason appeared with a damn hugeass cake for me!!!! I GOT THE SHOCK OF MY LIFE. I THOUGHT THEY WENT HOME TO EAT. WHAT IS THIS SORCERY?! So yes, my second birthday surprise in my whole short 22 years of my life, goes to my dearest PF!!!! (first was my 21st when Outlive sang for me :p)
I love it when people do something special for me on my birthday :) It's the one day in a year I get to be special :)))
