i am so hungry now, i dont think i even remember my name!!!

yeah yeah. i'm exagerating.
but im still really hungry.

today school ended at 5pm.(omg)
thank God i am home now.
i could've died.
no, not because i was having chinese mock(i actually quite enjoyed it)
but i was in maths learning centre and...
boy was it FREEEEEE-ZING!



things to do:
-whole of english paper 1
-chinese compo
-memorise human geog notes.

God. i am SO. hungry. i can eat a cow.
i.
have.
to.
stop.
now.
before i kill somebody or start chewing on the mouse.the computer mouse...

p/s: ning found this really cool vid. gona upload it soon. prolly this weekend.
;D

righto.
see you peeps again.

AW,
SO SWEET, FANN WONG AND THE CHRISTOPHER LEE IS MARRIED.

awww.

well, congrats to them.

im still down here studying for Os.
boooo.


how how brown cow?



oh, i did something superrrr fun last sunday!
HEHE.
secret.
im quite sure i didnt break any law though.
i was so restless so i decided to distress.
teeheeeeeeeeeee.

well well.
back to history.!

many things happened.
but no time to blog!

ermmm
well, my dad and younger brother went for the F1 thingy with noob tickets.
on friday.
they wanted to buy me the souvenier thingy but then its too ex-.-

ermmm
saturday, wento church.
fun as ever.
sherry came! (yay!)
ning invited Daniel. He's super cute lah!
and its not daniel ng ming zhong -.-
its daniel ng yi peng. hehehee.
i dont stalk him one okay.
testimony by the woman who was at sea for 3whole days.
wow.
at south china sea.
huge waves and the like.
scary as hell.
God saved her.
i got the CD, who wants to borrow and listen to the testimony?
anyone?
okay, fine, its yaode's.


ermerm.
sunday..
nothing much.
study a bit here and there.
my dad got 2 tickets for F1 club suite pass only for invited guests.
cause my aunt's company give but she dont want go.
so in the end only my dad went.
watched God VS Satan on history channel.
distracted.
took like dont know how long to finish my chem mcq...

today.
i lombang people car!
but wait very long.
erm school passed super fast today.
one mock after another.
then "eh, so fast lunch already"
the a math paper seems hard to me :/ hais...

oh, AND I HAD A VERY INTERESTING TALK WITH CY!
bahahaha!!!
so sweet huh ^^
okay, shall not say anything else.




iam very hungry cause i didnt eat anything during recess.
and had so little time to eat during lunch.
ughh :(
so i think my stomach is growling.
and the acids are eating up my stomach.


tomorrow mock:
i think theres chem and physics.
cant remember.
but like very fun to do mock papers! :D
okay, i am officially weird.
right.

shall update another time to relieve my stress!

ah, did mention that i really really want to sleep?
because my bed sheet, pillow, bolster sheet + blanket is all the same pattern one!
so cute right :)

hm, let's see, its about 30something days to Olevels.

2 thoughts.
"O LEVEL IS FREAKING COMING#$%@#$%@#$%"
and
"QUICK FINISH! THEN CAN PLAY@@@@@"

haha, how condradicting, i must say.
i read a lil' bit of breaking dawn, again, just now.
and there were some cheem words that i dont know.
maybe i'll find out the meaning another time and use it in conversations.
hahhaaaa.



i think im quite okay with my results.
hm, yeah.
just that i wished i could've been better?
i mean, everyone's like thaat. right?


I DONT KNOW WHY.
but i really had no appetite just now, for dinner.
and also for lunch.
the lunch noodles were eeeeyuck.
dont know why the rest say its nice.
WEIRDO-s.
sat with cindy today:) stoopid, she made me laugh.
i bet i was disrupting mrs Goh's class.
ugh, horrible!
some more i was quite in front.
guilty, again.



by the way.
KIM HYUNG JOON(SP?) FROM SS501 CAUGHT H1N1.
*fans all around the world gasp and go crazy*

and i think the show The Mentalist every tuesday night on 10pm the guy called Patrick Jane is hot but he's kinda old right?
like im only what. fifteen.
har. har.

oh whatever.

good thing is, i'm studying more ss later!
YIKES!

hooboy crazy shit.
we got back many of our papers today.
so far i already know...
physics
chemistry
english compre&summary
math p1&2
Amath overall,not paper.
geography paper 1
SS

uh huh.
to tell you the truth, i was a little dissapointed with myself?
cause i expected to do much better.
but at least i improved.

my humans still.... to be frank, suck.
i dont seem to score :/

but i must thank God very very much.
for my physics. :D
maybe its the path He wants me to take?
hhahaa, but really, God helped me alot !
me no kidding. iam actually studying ss now.
well, just now.

OH GUESS WHAT.
yi wei joined the tuition wasin & i were in.
i came in late and i didnt see him until wasin pointed it out to me.
hahahahaa.
his ear stud was so shiny --.


today i ate beehoon at the zichar stall, and i have 6 big prawns.
because cindy& serhiang gave me all of theirs.
wthhhh, so manyy.
then my whole plate like orange.

OKAY, BACK TO STUDYING!!
YIPPEEE.

i am THIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIISSS
HAPPY :D

i exercised just now, jog with my dad at gym.


i studied for quite a long time and finished most of the homework plus tuition hw:)
i think i burned off 25okcal.
but then the machine might just be lying to me to make me happy -.-

but then again machines dont lie :D
MUAHAHA.
cant wait to get back results tmr.
i pray that theres an improvement!!!
*crosses fingers* wish me luck! :)


hhaaaa, me gona sleep early todayyyy.
exercise make me tireddddd.
i drew something on cindy's card :)

oh and i ate a little mac today.
and i think Nerds is nice.

off to get ready to sleeeeep ;D

p/s: i found my physics mcq. yay!!!
p/s/s: i want to write a Will on my next entry. adapted from jolyn&abit of josephine.

oh yeah. i have a few songs in my mind that i really really want to share!!!
:D

YOU BELONG WITH MY -TAYLOR SWIFT.(super catchy)
But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me


GOOD GIRLS GO BAD- COBRA STARSHIP(niceniceniceee)
I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go
Good girls go bad bad bad
Good girls go bad bad bad
goods girls go


TONIGHT- FM STATIC
Tonight i've fallen and i can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night i miss you
I can just look up and know the stars are
Holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you, tonight


THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES-FOB(me &jolyn singalong in class song LOL)
One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Eventhough they weren't so great
He taste like you only sweeter

One night yeah, and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the memories
See, he taste like you only sweeter


I GOTTA FEELING-BLACK EYED PEAS:)
I've gotta feeling that tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good, good night

A feeling that tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good, good night


GIVES YOU HELL-ALL AMERICAN REJECTS
When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell.
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell.

If you find a man who's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a foole, you're just as well, hope it gives you hell
I hope it gives you hell


MAD WORLD-ADAM LAMBERT (if only he's not gay :( )
And i find it kind of funny, i find it kind of sad
The dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had
I find it hard to tell you, i find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very, very
Mad World


all these songs are really catchyy~~~
:D
oh well. cant think of others anymore...
and my uncle literally goes GAGA over lady gaga.
he sings poker face eventhough he CANT sing it.
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.
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That tonight's gonna be a good, good night!
I'VE GOTTA FEELING!

oh yeah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CINDY LEE SHU FEN MY DDP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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MANY SMILEY FACES FOR YOUUU.

thanks for bringing joy joy joy into my world!
you make my lessons fun
and iwill never forget all the silly jokes we have :)
love yaaaaaaaa!

i feel good ~ dada dada dada da
so good! dada
SO GOOD. dada.
i FEEL GOOOD. DADA DADA dadadadaaaaa.

*grins*
cause i went to walk for quite a long time at the diary farm walk thingy.
the new dont know what exhibition centre. i forgot the name.
its good to exercise :)

oh, guess what.
I SAW MR LEE HSIEN LONGGGGG!!!
hahahaa, really.
i was staring at plants with my dad and mum, then my dad walk away.
i turned and almost bump into this quite shuai guy.
he had this ear thingy that bodyguards have.
and then suddenly my dad said "HI" to someone.
i turned. gaped at him. and said hi too.

HAHA, so cool to have bodyguardssss.

maybe i'll date one in the future..
hmm.. good idea.


my younger brother is probably cycling somewhere now.
i think he cycled til his butt hurts like mad already.

a lil' tired from the walk.
drank desert wine just now.
my dad actually asked me if i wanted.
he has certainly gone KUKU.
i cant even drink all and he's asking me. ME. ??
anyway, took a few sips. this one was.
superrr sweeet.
really.


and then my mum suddenly giggled to herself.
i thought "maybe my whole family has gone grazy"
but turned out it was because she realised her two feets actually join nicely meet together.
wowww.
she IS slow.


I AM GOING JURONG POINT TMR!
to eat again.
i think iam going to be fat cause my dad chase after good food.
today we ate some famous ba kut teh at marsiling.
however, i dont think it is THAT nice.
the one at genting that we used to eat was so much nicer...

so tmr we are going to eat the... the..
penang dont know what restaurant.
i want eat the oh ah jian(oyster omelette).
i think my dad wants the char kuay tiao. or was it ning?


DID YOU SEE THE NEWS!
yahoo online news.
they said that this women from taiwan.
who is studying at paris or something, aims to kiss 100 guys there.
like WOW.
those people actually agree.
like she just goes up to somebody, and asks if she can kiss them and after 100 guys, she was going to write a book, and they agreee.
oh my gosh.
.
.
.
.
anyway, i found out a big,no, HUGE secret yesterday night!!
HEHEHHEE.
and only i know! :D
well, not technically cause i told someone about it.
but i accidentally found out so..... not my fault :P

:D shall go blog it at the other side now.
BYEEEEXX

oh,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SER HIANG!
:D

now i kinda have a little bittle thing of dont wanto go my cousin's house.

the reason:
during dinner we always have this conversation argument.
last week was on vegetarian diet.
my cousin, belle, wants to be vegetarian.

this week,
my religion. or should i say, belief.
actually, its a relationship!!!

well anyway, so my dad does the unreasonable argument,
belle backs me up(yay!) cause my dad 'argued' with her about the vegetarian diet too. seriously, my dad can somehow be unreasonable.

so uh, i guess i might have a lesser chance to go church already.
oh no!
because my mum said that during dinner.
because she knows about the tongues thing.
right...
well anyway.
kind of dumb. cause they just. dont. see. it.
sigh... maybe its just not the time..



another thing
PAPA IS TRYING TO PSYCHO ME TO GO POLY!!!
he says:
-after poly you got more expereince, so you got more chance get job after come out poly OR you can go uni if you score well.
-jc right, if after 2 years you dont dont do that well and then you cant go uni, you got less experience and less chance get job.

so now, im confuse.
-i want go jc cause i dont know what course to go to
-if i go poly less stressed
-but poly must everyday 'choose' clothes to wear
-jc got uniform
-jc more stressed
-if go poly and go to course that i dont really have the passion for, i am wasting my time there!!!!

so yeah.
i thought for very long and....
i am
going to
hand
it
all up
to God.

there is no use to worry for it now since im kinda 'stuck'
so i think im just going to keep praying,
and then God will give me the answers later this year :)


oh, i got back physics and geog p1 and...
i really want to thank God!!!
really.
no kidding.
i actually got A2 for physics.
and i used to get C5-C6.
got really gave me the motivation to study and liking physics and stuff.
teehee :)


okay.
tmr my younger brother, ning, is going night cycling and i am a teeny bit jealous.


who am i kidding.
i am VERY jealous!!!!
i wanto go night cycling too:(
his one is cca organise one.
his BB company. always go out and play. (why never jio me??)
hahaa, joking.

well, monday going to jurong point!
not queensway :(
and i ate lamb just now.
kind of abit western kind of dinner.

thats all for my update.
im going to watch wang zi bian qing wa!
my aunt has the disc. hehe.

oh,
tell you something.

do you know that my mum says the word

noob

as much as i say the word, shit?




yeah, :)

okay.
so, i was abruptly cut off by my mum ytd.
as i was saying, i was studying with dan and sehlok.
was quite hard to concentrate cause i dint sleep that well the night before.
yeah, 4 hours.
caught some of jolyn's insomnia, maybe?


well, we studied, met with wy, ate lunch.
went back to studying.
oh, and played tap tap revenge.
i VS daniel, of course i won.
:)



today,
ah, prelims finally ended.
but its just mark the beginning of the Big Giant.
O levels.
that explains. why i keep want to go out study..

today, sehlok cam emy house.
we watched ghost whisperer! :D
daniel came awhile too. played pool first.
then after that he had to go, wonder if he got lost...?
anyway, ghost whispere is really nice.
but very scary :(

later have tuition T_T
2 and a half hours straight of physics...
7.30pm to 10pm,
see you people tomorrow!
need to go now.

enjoy.

right. ohmygod.
i just typed a whole chunk of update about today and guess what.
something went wrong and then 'poof' its not there anymore -.-
so, the moment you peeps have been waiting for..
.
.
PICTURE UPDATES. first.

my younger brother and i cam spamming!

nerdooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

me, mabel.

i look constipated here..

cindy and i!

DDP <3

long due-ed. DI badge :)

when i was studying w jolyn.

i ish nerdx.

this pic's sharper cause took it w jolyn's hp.

yeah~ acting retarded *grins*

BOOOO HOOOOO.

:(
X100000000000000.



i use com awhile only worhssss.

super sad now.



please dont ask whyyyyy,
iam just ranting randomly!!!



i want to study 8hrs tmr !

OH OH OH I HAD SO MUCH FUN WITH JOLYN TODAY ^^
HEHEHEHE,
i guessed.
and its a lil secret.

alright, more of studying.
Os are in 39 days says jolyn.



and i NEED TO GO NOW.
:/ my mum did sth to the internet, so now i only can use the com for a short short short while.
sobsob.
im using my dad's lappy and i duno how go msn.
i failllllll miserably.

oh well,
off to post other blog.

YIKES!

so in the end, iam going to jolyn's house to study!!
:D :D :D
blows confetti and everything.

hahaa. right.
i wonder what i'll be doing tmr after physics paper 1.
it ends at 8.45.
like wowwwww.
hope i can get at least 35/40...
today have to keep practicing physics mcq lor.


oh, today, i had another weird dream!
and its a very long dream cause i think i slept for 10hours.
right.
i dreamt i went onto 娱乐百分百. yeah... i know.
and then i was playing one of their show's game. but this time it was rather unique.
some different game that i've never seen them playing b4.
and then suddenly somehow we were playing some dodgeball-like game with my friends.
like VS mode.
but around the whole sch.
and then after that im eating in the canteen.
and then suddenly im like in some dorm room or something with my friends.
weirdddddd.
my dreams just hop form place to place.
i cant remember which one was first.

well oh well..i like dreaming anyway.
funfunfun.

okay, off to scrutinise physics stuff.
all zee bestzzz,
siwei.

ps: i watched UP ytd. uber touching can.
sniff sniff.

WELL OH WELL.
IM BACK! grins.

anyway, today was amath p2.
it went quite okay for me.
was such a relief that it was easier than p1. !


and i keep getting mini headaches.
hm, it has nothing to do with over eating of sashimi right?
but im not over eating sashimi!!!
okay, so its not that then.
ohwell.


facebook facebook!!

today i am 8- (msn emoticon)
oh! 我的大哥，changyuenkai, lent me his nerdo specs.
hehhehee, very fun to wear.
make me look smarter!
i FEEL smarter already! :D



oh, and i cant geddit,
why so many people are asking dates for prom.
is it even compulsory like the harry potter that one.
hahhaa, well, prom go there enjoy one what.


yippeeee, fb fb fb.
byebyebye!

randoms:
-going for tuiton later
-i wasted the whole day on the laptop
-im gona eat mac later
-i really need to exercise with my dad this sun, &pull my brother along with me
-i woke up quite late, again. 11.28am.
-my elder brother has been on the computer way longer than i have.
-he hasn't eat his lunch
-its 5.13pm
-my younger brother suppose to help him dapau
-he's suppose to reach home an hour ago -.-
-im gona buy more sweet later
-im stuck on this a math binomial qn. dont laugh.
-yuen kai has been on the com the whole day too.
-iam reallly gona do work after this post.
-shit, do i have physics tuition hw.
-crap
-darn
-i havent asked my dad about bringing me to queenseway this saturday, he'll so love to.
-i watched DANCE FLICK ytd night/
-i watched G Force this morning, or should i say afternoon.
-my group in PBB is PATIENCE
-i need to be patient.
-i need to be more productive.
-i need to get off this com
-i must get off this com
-i just said bye bye to yuen kai
-im gona say bye bye to you too

ugh ugh ugh ughhhhh.
bye,
wei si hoe.

i was FREEZING just now.
practically shivering, in westmall mac.
i had. no. idea. it was so cold.
turning up the cold of the aircon is definitely not helping the weather you noob MNCs!!!
poor earth.


anyway, i dreamt that jacelyn and i were in some drill thingy...
this morning.
well, it was quite a long dream and i woke up at..
11.38pm. i know. so late!
well, before that it was kind of some weird dream,
(well all my dreams are weird)
i was half blind, my right eye was blind.
and i was wearing some disguise or something and i was suppose to pretend that i am not me. i dont know for what.
but in that disguise i attended someone's party.
dont know is mabel or jacelyn or jolyn or what.
but somehow its was held in my.. house.

i think it was going to the line of :
-there were other people who dont welcome me
-i was somehow not suppose to be there
-that explains why im in disguise
-then wanted to celebrate friend bday so went there

that was about it, until the dream suddenly jumped to gb related.
one minute i was still half blind and not in full u,
the other minute i was in full u(without my tie) and recovering from the half-blindness...
weird huh.
then somehow jacelyn went for the gb thing, but i did not.
our school was in some lecture hall thingy event,
everyone came out.
and i go look for jacelyn in toilet.
(but i remembered running to look for someoneelse(cant rem who what or how))
then she was like sick or something.
and then I WOKE UP!
.
.
dont know if it made any sense to you at all..
didnt make much sense to me.
but i love dreaming.
because i love stories. :D
my unconcious mind is like making its own story for me when i sleep.
so funnnnn.
so every night, before i sleep, i say..
"i hope i have nice dreams again"
some times im lucky, sometimes im not. other times im unlucky cause i have nightmares that were really scary the moment i was awake but less scary when i recall what its about.

right. why am i talking about this again?



my younger brother's PRAWN FISHING right now.
he doesn't even like prawn.
i love prawn.
yummy yum yum.
seafood rocks.
crap, i miss crab. i crave crab.
chilli crab, black pepper crab, steamboat crab.
cant wait for stayovers after Os.
:D i wanto play truth or dare!!!
hehehehehhehee. oh, the fun risk.

oh well, my dear gay partner's(dash dot dash) gone.
i. am. kinda. so. bored.

bye then!
off to blog the other blog.
siwei.

p/s: dont ask me about the innuendos (sp?) in my blog,
figuring it out yourself is more fun :)
yaode always say he has question marks on his head after reading my blog. bahahahaha!

oh yeahh im back. ALREADY?
thank God i am.

hm, let's start with... sunday morning!!
-------
woke,ate, watch tv, drove off,cross the bridge seperating s'pore and m'sia, super sad face,
reached m'sia.
stoned and look at scenery.
got alot of time to think and...

i realised, i have ALOT of my secrets that im keeping ^^
and i tend to keep it that way.
yummy.

anyway, drift in and out of sleep during the ride.
destination, bahau.
passed by yong beng,
did we pass gemas?
well, somehow reached bahau and ate there. desert was quite yummy.
oh, during the trip i also spent quite some time reading.
my poor eyes, yeah, i know.

settled there, said hi to all of them.
and then i had nothing to do from then onwards.
literally.
so i read finish my book.
yes, it was quite boring there.

first night was quite okay.
just that didn't got to sleep so fast.
kept erm, thinking.

oh, and my elder brother didn't follow us cause he had lessons..
lucky him.
well, so on the second day, my brother and i was SO SO BORED.
we... erm...
watched tv and we ate alot of tidbits *guilty expression*
now we're both fatttttttt.
yeah, adn after that guess what.
we went to chase after rooster and chickens outside.
HAHA
cause outside the house is open sapce.
and the chickens came from the neighbouring house and kope the food that was suppose to be for their house 2 dogs but they weren't there.
so we chase them away.
tehy hid in this bush for awhile, and suddenly they all ran out and away from us.
then we started marching along the stretch of road that was outside the house.
march here, march there, like people with no life.(sounds like us)

oh, and whoever that passed by us, even when we're not marching, stared.
must be because they definitely have not seen us around before.
the village is quite small..
and you know, kids ride motorbikes even without license, so there was this three, 13yr old to 15yr old, on a bike.
and when they passed by, they said "helleeooo"
right. weird.

oh and the HOUSEFLIES are the worst man!
the first day dinner, i eat until super dont feel like eating cause i ate abit and need to wave off houseflies. so my hands seem to be in constant motion.
nowonder those people here have strong arms.
they train every night.
so i learned.
and second day for dinner, i ate at a later timing cause then the houseflies will go away and instead there'll be mosquitos. bloodsuckers better than those disgusting thing that pollutes youre food. right?
right.


the second night was ugh.
shall blog this part in my other blog.
but i can tell you, i had a very bad night.


well, woke up at 7.15am -.- thanks to my mum.
and went back!
lunched at JB with DELICIOUSSSS prawn noodle *smack lips*
my dad dapau-ed like 3 packets?
uh huh.
then reached home and saw my phone,
i had 79 unread messages.
i. am. not. kidding.
coooooool righhtttttT?

and after packign and clearing house and all...
THERE WAS COCKROACH(BABY SMALL SMALL ONE) AT THE BEHIND ROOM CAUSE THEY CAME OUT FROM THE RUBBISH CHUTE CAUSE THEY WERE SMOKING THEM.
EWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
grossX101284219374129374912384.
i hate cockroaches in. my. house.
grrr.


well thats about all.
just thank God i had some time to escape from "reality" and to think about things and just SLACKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.

yeah, ate claypot rics for dinner just now.
full like mad.
im going to watch my CDs i bought.
bought like 14 of them.
whoopeedeedo.
gotta do some admin.

have fun!
siwei.

I WILL MISS SINGAPORE!
AND MY BED.
heh.
MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS.
im going crazy.
and i had wayyyyyyyyyyyyy weird dreams last night.
something to do with flying..?
hmm...
what was it... exactly..
oh, you.

after reading jacelyn's blog. i totally totally had to day.
i TOTALLY agree.
okay, i just use three totally-s. that makes four.

well anyway.
my parents were being ridiculously unreasonable.
why am i not suprised.

my mum reacted much better but crap man.
i still cant go mission trip.
they said i had to grow up and earn my own money then i can go mission trip.
but of course i think thats probably after im TWENTY ONE.
because only then can i officialy choose my religion and they can say all they want while i give no shit about it.

so because i had asked about mission trip,
my parents went on to nag and nag and nag.
my mum kept repeating herself til i was so pissed off.

my dad overheard a conersation with my mum when my mum asked me if i would eat those food that they already BaiBai(burn incense and stuff) during chinese new year. given that i had my own choice.
and then my dad anyhow accuse me of dumb shit antichristian stuff.
bottom line: my dad dont allow cause its christian organised mission trip.
i hope someday he sees how biased he was, against the whole thing.

so i cant help but to make my mum guilty.
cause when she asked the above qn.
i replied: " you all ask me to eat one so of course i must eat lor. what can i do about it? "

and to my dad, i had to ask him to allow me to go to church today.
so i said "you already never let me go mission trip leh! "
and yeap. i wento church today.

was really fun. like got reunion or something.
cause hongzhang went also! yeah, all thanks to God.
but then xp never go :(
i was gamemaster and i was late -.-
dont blame me, i had to go IMM with my parents and i ate cafe cartel and the gay st.louis pork ribs was uber huge and i have a feeling im fat because of that.
:(


I AM GOING MALAYSIA TOMORROW.
ANYTHING COULD HAPPEN.
although im obviously somehow crazily optimistic.
(i am thinking about ***, which i am so not going to say! *grins*)
still, please pray for safety and what nots.
i am going to buy bubble gum and it-that-shall-not-be-named.
because i owe chiayaode.
*makes a face*

well anyway, i am super sad that i cant go mt09.
but im sure God has his plans.
if my parents dont let me go yi camp i am so going to flip.
well, sadded like dont know what.
jacelyn, kira and i will go toilet one corner emo and draw circle.
haha, yeah right. cant wait to enjoy free life after Olevels.
its late.
and my msn is logged in inthe other account which i cant access now cause theres parental control so i think samuel will think i am being mean not replying but s'not m'fault.

see ya people.
have a great day.
blahblahblah.
dont pms unecessarily.
seriously, if scientists did not prove that guys dont ms i would totally think they pms.
no kidding.

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i miss mabel ang yun ting already.
that stupid sdj. pangseh my go canada :(
how am i going to stand not seeing her for like a year if i see her five times a week????? T_T
i will so miss going here and there with her.
making her blush , embarrassing her and all.
i will so make her cry by doing something touching ^^

right.
10.34pm, have fun!
siwei.