alright! i confess!
我本来不想写博客的。 可是，它的诱惑力很强吗！

我刚才正在读我的华文报章报道作答技巧的书。读到。。。
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又睡觉咯！！！！
哈哈哈。 可是，睡一个小时而已吗。

okay, enough chinese, i type too slow.

i've been feel a little bit sickish sick lately, not really very sick but the mild mild sometimes running nose sometimes nose block, sometimes throat pain..

but..
OH MAN TMR GOT CL P1 P2.
i forgot all my skills :(
so i decided to study some physics now.
that is kind of the reason why iam online! :D
i am checking some physics answers that somehow i dont know why i didn't mark.

so now, i need to end here with this thing i just accountered.


my younger brother borrowed my phone to make this call to a number whom he don't know who the person was. so he called, thinking i would have the number in my phone.
however, he called too long and the call went through.
so, i received this message just now from that number.
"Who ' re you? You just misscalled me and now you are not answering my call?"

my face turned black.

why her kou qi say until like very bu shuang me like that.
say until she so big i must answer her call.
莫名其妙！！！
本小姐读书的时候最好不要惹他。
i get stressed so i cant help but react as mentioned above.
zi da kuang.

okay! thumb tuhhhh shtudyyxx w0rhsss.
i wonder whos "need help" <-----nice name ._.

oh man. seriously. you can totally study until sian one leh.
i studied history until i was wayyyyyy restless and went outside to watch tv + read maths test papers that mrs goh gave before.

my father's university's friend the whole family came today.
so yeah, kinda explains why i couldn't study.
and my brothers. PANGSEH ME ONE.
both of them went out. -.-
i was so lonely~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


alright.
shall go and bathe.
just now went outside to eat zi char with them and said byebye to them.
turned out the second son got a schlorship to NUS.
he's from m'sia.
and the daughter had migranes and was looking seriously sick.
she's super skinny nowonder la.
like never eat enough like that one.


I AM SO FULLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
WO BIAN FEI LE LA T_T

tmr's maths paper 1.
pray that i can do my best! :)

oh crapp.
i wanted to sleep for one hour only and in the end i woke up like 2hours plus later.

:( now needa do probability and study my weak chapters of math.
later study history.
God please help me absord and remember!!!



hm.
today, nothing much happened.
I BOUGHT TIM TAM! :D
and im going to eat maltesers later.
and im all sore from ytd's mini tennis.
didnt do warm up again -.-
think i accidentally pulled my left thigh muscle or something.
yaode la! dont know how to aim. make me run left and right like cow.

oh! and somthing today make me go O__O
roger told me this
"why your brother not going? i want to gay with him leh. tell him to go."
like... ?!!?!??!?!?!
when did he gay with anyone?
my brother also went ._.


hm.
why isnt prelims in the hall?
h1n1 ah? cannot be leh..
o.o o.o o.o o.o


oh.
PLEAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~~~~
TO THOSE OUT THERE WHO FOUND MY HISTORY FILE, PLEASE RETURN ME
T_T
ICANTFIND ITTT.
IM SO DEADDD.
HOWWWWW.
i thought it might be in my locker but... nope.
i thought it might be in jacelyn's locker but... nope.
i thought it might be at home but... NOPE.
where O where art THOU ?
i dont want fail history :'(


p/s: changyuenkai you owe me nerds! 记得要买哦!! 因为我要画画阿！ 可以画那个包子外面的图片。

WAH. PIANG.


after 10.30am today, everything changed...

almost everyone i see gave me the "are you okay?" look.

iwas seriously thinking to myself,
"do i look that bad? i dont. right?"

well, of course i am dissapointed.
devastated.
whatever you might want to call it.
i am human afterall.


well, sorry to all those who wanted to give me a hug.
and its not that i dont wanto accept it or what,
but i can not.
yeah, jacelyn knows the reason.

she no need hug me see me straight away cry already.
thanksssss lorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
haha, super funny.


well anyway,
im fine, better, alright.
dont know where went wrong but, just have to trust in God.



awmannnnxzz.
my dad cant fetch me to school tmr, again. -.-
i think im a little spoilt now,
that iam even lazy to take bus to school.

haha, right. i need the exercise afterall.
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you think watching drama'll improve my chinese?
heh.

i kinda feel.... depressed...
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NAHHH! JOKING~


hahaa,
right. i cant go out to JURONGPOINT with my parents and elder brother cause... i needa study:(
at first say want bring me go sakae on saturday one.
but nvm. at least my dad says he might dapau lunch for me.
and he told my younger brother to dapau lunch himself.(cause he got tuition)
like abit abit biased.
but i OLEVEL this year what!

WO XIANG TONG LE!
i am going to look at o levels from another point of view:
counting down the days of REALLY working hard until Os are over! :D
so i shouldnt be scared of it.
but work hard to it.
easier said than done hoe si wei. -_-


but ohwell.
MY PA SAID THAT HE'S GONA BUY ME A DRUM SET IF I GET GOOD GRADES(5As).
at first i was like O_O 5As??? cause i thought 5A1s.
but turned out can be A1 or A2.
DRUM SET LEH.
IN MY ROOM LEH.
i think my rm got space la.
bahahahaha. okay. so. i. shall. work. hard.
and of course to bring glory to God.

I KIDNAPPED MABELANG YTD! :D
no wait, i meant friday night.
she slept at my house. haha.
we studied til ard 1am there, then talk until 1.35am there.
then boom. sleep.

she said it was her first time sleepover at other ppl house.
(but i thought she sleepover w jolyn b4?)(or isit jolyn go her house??)
ah whateverrr. it was kinda fun :)

i think that was the first time i studied til that late.
i still cant believe how some PEOPLE *stares at jolyn and jacelyn* wakes up at 2am(like wth) to study!!?? eventhough they sleep at 8pm or what but.
SO LITTLE SLEEP.
SLEEP IS IMPORTANT. well, for me.


aw shit.
i wanted to study some history this weekend but dont know got enough time.
ugh.


tmr is EL oral.
pray that my heart wont beat so fast and that i will be calm.
and that i wont stutter.
and that i will have a clear mind.
and that i will remember to bring the neccessary things.
and that i will do well for not only reading, but pic discussion and conversation.


oh, cl results on wednesday.
Dear God, please let me accept my results humbly.
Amen.


byebye.
p/s: revelations is scary.

i need to sleep in 5 minutes time so this needa be fast fast fasstt!!
short update.

i erm.
slept in math class today ): guilty.
guilty guilty guilty!! so thats why i need to sleep early today.

ytd, the Mentalist ver nice to watch.
HOWEVER. it kinda frekaed me out. a little bit.
._.

like how i tried out l4d -.- -.- -.-----



today geog lesson was fun!
we played this interactive cdevelopment computer game thing.
and im the farmer -_-
earn so little moneyyy. so scam.

and today, I FOUND OUT THAT THE CHINESE STALL THE THE POTATO WEDGES BECOME SUPER NICEEEEE.
nowonder always got alot ppl go buy.

btw, i just found out that my brother's bed(its foldable can fold to long chair kinda thing) is useful to do sit ups! i can train sit ups there le! :D cause got the "armrest" can use.
heh. heh.

5minutes is up!
i only studied physics today:(
and i wanted to try study ss too.
watched too much tv liao la.
and i studied physics before dinner right, i FELL ASLEEP AGAIN.
always like that one.

oh and jacelyn lim seh lok.
you bully me lor. like that lor. big lor. you and jolyn go watch harry potter never jio me still like that lor. fineeeeeeeee.
*emos**draw circle*(go ask cy, she got see b4 my emo circle)


ohwell.
update another time. probably this weekend.
p/s: i feel like playing neopets again! my kor was playing just now o.o

aww manzx.
i dont feel like studying for food1,2,3,4 etc. and ss deterrence &diplomacy.
i keep worrying about what topics is hould study for O levels for my humans AND
i realise.
that.
i dont really know any!

like, what topic should i choose???? :(


btw, i tried out l4d ytd at night with my younger brother and i had a night mare this morning -.-
before that, i had a weird dream.
i am always having weird dreams/nightmare.
somehow no normal one ._.

oh and,
why isnt there anyone updating during weekends?
thats kinda scary.

two things that comes into my head when you say mummy.

number one.
"mummy mummy cant you see, i caught a little baby bumble bee, i caught a little baby bumble bee" the song.

number two.
MAMEE POKO PANTS. SIZE M!

hahaha.

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(chorus)
all this changes
happening around us
it is just so hard
to complete my part.

all this changes
happening around us
it is just so hard
to alight this spark.
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left with:
studying both tests.
ss sbq.

muahaha.
本小姐已经做完我的chemistry tys le lo!
haha, :) normally i only finish it on sunday !
whoopeeee!
happyhappyhappy~
this is all thanks to belle(my cousin).
cause she was using the computer to do her work and so i cant play.
so i did chem!
thank God i finished.

now, its a math time.

but first, IM GONA GO EAT YUMMY DINNER.
hungryhungryhungry.
i was doing a math halfway when i remembered i dint reply cindy/yk's messages.
oops.
and cindy said she going to buy me tim tam and tops and hello pandas etc.
cause i was >:( on friday.
hahaha.
yay ddp!

okay. off to dinner.

heyooooo.
i am happy now cause i finished physics already!
(all thanks to mabaooo)

so im left with..
-chem
-geog test
-physics test
-ss sbq
-ss deterence&diplomacy test
-amath p2 CTSS

err, crap. thats quite alot.
i was happy for naught -.-


anyway, today. was. totally. noobshit.
im not even kidding.

first thing that pissed me off was that our class couldnt participate in the soccer at all, i mean its our fault and whatever but really ke xi our class couldnt join the fun.

next thing was, sec 4s suppose to have lessons right?
so we had chem test after math...
and some crazy sec 3 class got all zi high and forgot that sec 4s are having lessons and so they sang singapore songs really loudly.
okay, like that nvm, -.- but they came up to the 6th level and then walk and sing past.
then we were alrd pissed off by the PA system making weird noises so some people shouted "oi! we having test la! keep quiet"
i. was. so. pissed. off.
they just sing sing and then walk past us like "right, they have test, idontcare"

then, after class ended at 10.40am,
i stayed in class until 1plus to get my confiscated chem tys from mdm yaw.
i suay lo. she ytd aftr sch ask th ppl in th class thats still there to help clean class room.
then she saw my chem tys under table.
then confiscate.
-.- i put there cause today she going thru what-.--------------
then the others see faster go help keep other ppl's tys.
im the poor sacrificial protection.
so she wasted my time as punishment. blahblahblahblah.

thank God helio and kira was there.
but i felt really bad that i made them wait for so long too.weiyan also.
sorry helio, kira, weiyan :(
but, helio and kira came and find me, talk talk awhile.
i complain abit abit to them, then helio dissapear go find friend.
kira stayed and kope-ded my phone and i kope-ded her ipod.
haha, she show me lame videos ._. and she gave me chocolate.
if not i would have died of hunger.
THANKS HELIO! THANKS KIRA!!!!!!!!!(you still owe me hershey'd sundae at BK!)

yeap.
i would have totally be in some really foul mood if they weren't there.
ate at BK for lunch.
wanted to go popular to buy stationary but then not enough money.
oh, and im an I.S. personality.
and and im worried.
worried about YOU!!! are you okay? if got anything, im always here! :D

after that, went home.
booked club house for mabaoo and peishan.
joined them after bathing.
did physics tys and froze in the aircon and defroze when i went to th toilet.

and sth unexpected happened.
this pri sch mate, came in and was asking us if we were free, can go listen to her sing and give comments cause she went into singapore idol final 24.
so we went and then i realised, after hearing her stories, that.
singapore idol not say very biased wor.
she say some ppl alrd "selected" before audition.
and then got some ppl cant even audition cos producer say CMI.
wo da kai yan jian.
like wowwww?

yeah.
and there are some things happening that is difficult.
so do pray for God to be with us :)
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and i realised, that, my dad is not rich and he acts rich.
oh. my. goodness. horror of horrors.
he only earns $____ but he keeps buying wine!
then still wanto go overseas hols.
i think i better start saving for my universities fees.
*bangs head on wall*
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bye. gah.
i dont know what you're doing.
stirring a lil' something
and its a headache,
yes it is.

how ah how ah how ah.
i was feeling like super moody after amaths test just now.
like, brain drain-ed. totally switch off. and just thinking.
again.




i thought abt how the WXYZ affeted the whole ABCD.
and this changed alot of things.
very very different from before.
indeed, the first part of secondary three life was the best.
now, i really dont get why cant it just stop?
cause at first i was really angry about WXYZ cause ABCDs flies away.


right.
next thing.
WASIN IS SOOOOOO abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz!!!!
keep irritate me during tuition. somemore i was frrrreezing so bad mood >:(


another thing.

i still havent touch on my humans yet.
so dead. its all scienceand maths.
and my amath not rlly doing well. hais.

HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
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i kope-ededed mr cyk's watch!! bahhahaa.
still can extend one more day cause he dao-ed me *stares*
stoopidddd. like that treat your sister. (LOL)

off to mark more physics.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

boom boom boom
i want you in my room
let's spend this time together
together in my room!

i miss my old password :(

anyway!
crap man.hoe guo ning just wasted my time by crapping about his classmates and showing me his class photos.
and i still have history homework!!!! GAH!!!

yeah, so the funny thing was that, he has a few classmates, mostly girls, that give themselves a new english name.
more funny is, some of them already have english name -___________________-
like..... ??????


and friday i need to go play th stoopd soccer thingy :(
so paiseh later i dont know how to play.
do not laugh at me if i do try to kick the ball and the ball does not move -.- *stares*

yeah, i still havent watch harry potter and the half-blood prince..
and yesterday's dinner was... weird.
like not all very nice to eat. only... okayokay.
they dint serve shark fins soup w/o shark fin :(
i feel isabelle staring at me with those killer rgs eyes. LOL.
she was studying lit, while I WAS STUDYING CHEM. (woah)
lit not fun one.yuck.


uh huh.
just now ning's friend talked to him on msn,
then he was all talk big no action kind of thing.
blah.
i think. im going to do history. now.

looking forward to:
thurs! :D
fri! :D
sat, sun, mon! :D

p/s: i think that the city is really pretty at night and special and the moon is really nice.

my other blog has been officially un-updated since who-knows-when.

right, i think i'll grow fatter cause im going for some dinner thingy with other cousins :/

and i havent finish history leh!!!!
a maths need to do?

oh-oh.
shall bring chem notes to study over there. hehhh.
please i want eat shark fins souppppp.
poor sharks :(


rightt.
another week is coming and i still havent touch on my revision with humans.
(sounds wrong-.- humans..)
anyway, i dont know what else to blog about but that i like my blog songs alot alot alot.


oh! went cycle with belle ytd night.
same ol same ol.
but this time, we brought sweetie!!! she's an old dog, fyi.

and since she ran like quite a distance, we put her in the basket of the bike.
SOOOO CUTEEEEEE.
hahahha,
oh and i had weird dreams on sat morn.

i dreamt atikah, william and i were drivin gmy dad's car.
somehow the car crashed but it was still fine and we drove home-.- weirddd.
the other one was that i had a dog!!!! and my MUM actually didnt mind and liked the dog alot too.
THAT IS weird.


right. byebye, i'm off! :D