BIRTHDAY

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY YAY AND IDK WHAT TO DO TODAY BUT IT'S OK.
AND I'M JUST HAPPY CUZ I AM ALIVE N THAT MEANS GOD STILL WANTS ME TO DO SOMETHING OUT HERE.


KOR IS NOT HERE W ME THIS BIRTHDAY IT'S WEIRD BUT IT'S OK.
CUZ HE'S HAPPY UP THERE BEING A KID N PLAYING W JESUS.




HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF <3 p="p">

First memory of puking in my whole life...

Lets just say I don't ever wanna puke ever again.

My brother is so insensitive and getting more and more immature.


Let's just say I'm disappointed beyond.

My dad told me not to think too much. I wanna stop thinking also cannot sigh.

Soooooo troublesome sia.

is it possible to not know how to feel about my own stupidity....

yup.



it is also possible to not know what to feel.



seriously i swear every 3months life has to give me a punch in the face. it's like i can't be happy or normal are you serious -.-
or it's like i've got to mess up every 3months.
what's wrong with meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeev

exam u nub

EXAMS
I WILL CONQUER YOU,


BY NEXT WEEK YOU'LL BE DONE WITH.


YAYYYY.


just wanna get this over and done with.
who cares about the results.....
okok i should :S



BUT Y MUST LIFE ALWAYS BE ABOUT STUDYING FOR THE FIRST 24YEARS.

a happy girl is a happy girl.

*inserts :> smiley*

What if

If God decides to play a prank and end the world on 12.12.12....

I'm gonna throw a huge bitch fit.
No way you're doing it before my birthday!!


Hahaha kidding.
Bimbo much.

No but srsly

Word

Tru dat.

Hie

Mum made barley.
I am also eating porridge (again).

All sorts of motivation to study is crumbling away (again).


Very very very tempted to just go for the platoon outing tmr by Tiffany.

But
Exam on Thursday.


LE SIGH.
LYFE.

In other news, tryna be good for once and memorise Romans 8. So far only able to get the first two verses...

I dreamt that you were beside me and you hugged me.

Actually woke up feeling sad cause my dream ain't real.

:(

i wish i was there

i feel like i'm such an ass :<

spoiling it for you.
should've known and let you alone.
then none of this would have happened.

Dumb ways to die

The video is infinitely cute and the song is catchy!

please don't watch this and get some weird inspiration to die.

Y DIE WHEN U CAN LISTEN TO THIS ALL UR LYFE.

Set fire to your hair
Poke a stick at a grizzly bear
Eat medicine that’s out of date
Use your private parts as Piranha bait

Dumb ways to die
so many dumb ways to die
Dumb ways to die-ie-ie
so many dumb ways to die


Get your toast out with a fork
Do your own electrical work
Teach your self how to fly
Eat a two week old unrefridgerated pie

Dumb ways to die
so many dumb ways to die
Dumb ways to die-ie-ie
so many dumb ways to die


Invite a psycho killer inside
scratch a drug dealer’s brand new ride
take your helmet off in outer space
use a clothes dryer as hiding place

Dumb ways to die
so many dumb ways to die
Dumb ways to die-ie-ie
so many dumb ways to die

keep a rattle snake as a pet
sell both your kidneys on the internet
eat a tube of super glue
i wonder what’s this red button do

Dumb ways to die
so many dumb ways to die
Dumb ways to die-ie-ie
so many dumb ways to die


dress up like a moose during hunting season
disturb a nest of wasp for no good reason
stand on the edge of a train station platform
drive around the boom gates at a level crossing
run across the tracks between the platforms
they may not  rhyme, but they are quite possibly

Dumb ways to die
so many dumb ways to die
Dumb ways to die-ie-ie
so many dumb ways to die

wonder what yall are thinking.
why can't i read minds hmmmm

I had to find you, tell you I need ya
And tell you I set you apart

Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep,
All the thoughts in my head, instead of going under.



My brother keeps playing SUM 41's songs!!!

this.

i'm so confused i can't do anything and i'm hungry but i can't eat i look at the food and it's just gross.
OMG STH IS WRONG WITH ME.

how :(
theme songs stopped getting stuck in my head.
i'm adlfkasdjf;a.

There's a shop down the street
Where they sell plastic rings
For a quarter a piece I swear it
Yeah I know that it's cheap
Not like gold in your dreams
But I hope that
You'll still wear it

Yeah, the ink may stain my skin
And my jeans may all be ripped
I'm not perfect but I swear 
I'm perfect for you

And there's no guarantee
That this'll be easy
It's not a miracle you need 
Believe me
Yeah I'm no angel 
I'm just me 
But I will love you endlessly
Wings aren't what you need
You need me

There's a house on the hill
With a view of the town
And I know how you adore it
So I'll work everyday
Through the sun and the rain
Until I can afford it

Yeah your friends might think I'm crazy
But they can only see
I'm not perfect, but I swear I'm perfect for you
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/t/the_cab/endlessly.html ]
And there's no guarantee
That this'll be easy
It's not a miracle you need 
Believe me
Yeah I'm no angel 
I'm just me 
But I will love you endlessly
Wings aren't what you need
You need me

(You need me, I know you need me, 
You need me, I know you need me)

Ink may stain my skin
And my jeans may all be ripped
I'm not perfect but I swear 
I'm perfect for you

And there's no guarantee
That this'll be easy (this'll be easy)
It's not a miracle you need 
Believe me (don't you believe me)
Yeah I'm no angel 
I'm just me 
But I will love you endlessly
Wings aren't what you need
You need me (You know You need me)

There's a shop down the street
Where they sell plastic rings
For a quarter a piece I swear it
Yeah I know that it's cheap
Not like gold in your dreams
But I hope that
You'll still wear it

anyway last night was pretty much some drama night for me.
am i dreaming???
IS THIS REAL?


wat iz lyfe
wat nao

50 things to do before you leave uni

Just saw some really rad article and now i'm inspired to do some cray shit myself!

except i'm too sissy and i'll prolly chicken out..

look at #5!!!! 

this. i need friends. 

WHO'S WITH MEEEEEE.

(not very sure about #50 thou..)

1. Feed the campus wildlife

2. Have an epic karaoke night at your house using just YouTube, booze, and your natural star quality

3. Go on a date with someone you would normally say no to - give them a chance

4. Hand in an essay early

5. Busk on campus for a charity (even if you have zero talent)

6. Teach someone something

7. Read a book that isn't study-related

8. Hire a bike for a week and see how it works out for you

9. Study in every library that exists at your university (like you're ‘on tour' - but studying)

10. Drive to a beach. Swim. (If your uni is miles away from the coast, you'll just have to stay over)

11. Make your own booze

12. Go to a university sports team's game. Get vocal and animated with your support.

13. Have an incredibly elaborate picnic on a uni green space one lunch time

14. Sit in on a lecture that's completely out of your field, but that you've always been fascinated by

15. Join a society for something you've always wanted to do, but never got round to

16. Apply for internships and jobs

17. Turn up at a 9 am lecture along with all the other students dressed in your PJs and dressing gowns

18. Go to the careers office and speak to them completely honestly - whatever your thoughts and fears, loves and hates...

19. Go on a weekend country jaunt with friends - get as remote as possible

20. Start a conga at a big union night. See how long you can get it, before leading it as far from the music as possible (if you can get it to a house party or another club night, you can officially retire from doing stuff. Your work here is done)

21. Go and see the art departments' end of year shows

22. Go to a play put on by the drama department or a uni society

23. Get involved in a play or some kind of performance (e.g. fashion show, etc.)

24. Visit all historical building and monuments in your town (including churches)

25. Go out sober and dance all night (at least once, repeat as required)

26. Swim in a fountain (campus if possible, town will do)

27. Go paddling on a hot day

28. Hold your own Come Dine With Me with other student houses

29. Take part in a protest

30. Write in to the uni radio station or newspaper

31. Dress up! As a fictional character, an animal - anything

32. If you think a lecture was particularly good, try and instigate a standing ovation

33. Do something – anything! – silly, for charity

34. Give your parents a in depth tour of all the great stuff you do and love at University (It'll make for an amazing trip for them, and make them feel happy whenever they think of you at uni)

35. Have a sleepover

36. Play an elaborate prank on a housemate

37. Win a pub quiz (whatever it takes)

38. Make a kite and fly it

39. Have an 80s montage house cleaning session, with appropriate outfits and music blaring 

40. Go on a blind date

41. Find out the names of all those people you know far too well to not know their names

42. Dye your hair

43. Sleep out under the stars

44. Make a movie starring your friends and your favourite places

45. Celebrate something by doing the classic shake up a bottle of champagne and spraying it all over yourself and everywhere (or at least do it with sparkling wine..!)

46. Make friends with a student from a country you've never known someone from or been to before

47. Go inside (and have a little explore of) every building that is part of the university

48. Become a wise mentor for a Fresher doing your course. Tell them what you wish you'd known

49. Learn a new sport or instrument or activity that you never thought you would

50. Get loads of discounts, free things and cool stuff by joining the UK's largest student money saving club studentbeans.com, of course!

from: http://www.independent.co.uk/student/student-life/50-things-to-do-before-you-leave-university-7903402.html

i want i want i want

i want to enjoy so darn badly can't wait for sem 1 to officially end (including exams)

AND PARTYYYYY.

well, my way of course.

and that includes chillaxing at random cafes likea tourist and taking touristy pics while visiting touristy places.

sad that my school is situated around so many museums and tourist-worthy places YET I CAN'T FRIKKIN GO THERE.

well, soon soon!

xoxooxox

(awks ending to blog post ha)

i need to hear ed live.

i am disappointed in myself that i ACTUALLY PROCRASTINATED to listen to Ed Sheeran's songs eventhou it's been recommended throughout the tumblrverse.


i finally know what i've been missing out in life.



ED FLIPPIN SHEERAN GUYS!



so much talent in 5ft 8 worth of inspiration.

Because..

because i know fighting against the darkness makes me better.
because i know i'll be happier.
because i know i need to change.
because i can't take living with no direction.
because i want to reach my potential, reach my dreams.
because i need to get better.
because i need to help others.

because in life we may struggle but i choose to fight and be victorious.
because i know i'm not born a loser but a conqueror.
because what if we had powers that are not supernatural but super.

because i had experienced some and i want it back.
because i know i don't lie to myself, i don't conjure things up.
because i know what's truth to me.

because accept things rather than run away or tell myself it's not true.

because it's for myself, more than it's for others.

Dear God

Please do give me the courage to face the remaining weeks of SEM 1.


Don't let me over think everything.
Let me trust you that you'll bring me through this.

No matter how busy I will be please give me the discipline i need.
Help me score in my studies!!!


Studies are not a priority but i don't wanna let you down.


Lastly, let me be myself.

ooomph

Currently feeling infintely fat.

tummy is bloated and air-y so gross >:(

Anyway, have to travel alll the way to Mountbatten tmr....kill me please. it's all the way at the other side of the earth singapore!!!

I'd have to travel to JE then change to green line, travel all the way to Payar Lebar..
Please tell me what do i do on such a looooong train ride without any 3G or nice songs in my phone to listen to...

hipsta please

just realised i've got lots to do this week.

yeah BREAK week.

study BREAK.


more like a break from school to let you study...
ha
ha
better than nothing.




i want to camp at an ulu starbucks and wear hippie clothes and go wassup my nigga and get beat up by random bitches but i'm too strong and they don't beat me instead they just avoid me because im trying to study.

what did i just say?

Travel

I love to travel and i can't wait to travel this year end! (after sem 1 ends)

I also can't wait for recess week to come &study/catch up on work....
sigh. the only thing i hate about schools is that our capabilities are measured by our abilities to score well in our paper.



anyway going NZ for 2 weeks end of year.
yippee!



also wanna go for overseas exchange programme to canada and UK.

Guys with that UK accent are so asdfhkgjsh adorbz

I CAN'T EVEN

A short story.

Once upon a time there was a boy.

One day, a boy and his dad walked past this pet shop near their house. 
They decided to go take a look at the pets. The boy really loved dogs.
The boy fell in love with this dalmatian puppy that was in the corner of the shop.

He asked the dad "Can i have him? Please!"
The dad did not reply, took his hand and went back home.

Since then, the boy kept asking his dad to get the puppy.
Every single time the dad didn't agree. Neither did he disagree.

Then there was this one time when they walked past the shop and the boy dragged his dad into the shop. He wanted to see the puppy.
This time, the dad asked the shop owner how much was the dog.
Then, they left.

The boy was anticipating for his dad to bring back the puppy the next day.
And the next.
And the next...

The next time they walked past the shop, the boy could not hold it in anymore.
He cried out in desperation to his dad.
"Pleaaaaase daddy i want him please!!"
They went into the shop and to the boy's dismay, the puppy had been bought by someone else.
The boy could never have the puppy. Never.

"I'm never getting him! Look at what you've done! You're not my dad!"
The boy ran home crying.


It took some time for the boy to get over his sorrow.
He didn't want to talk to his dad but he knew, deep down, that his dad is still his dad.
And no matter what, he would never intentionally hurt him. 
His love was unconditional.

So, he started to go back to being the son that he was to his dad.

what to wear tmr.

Uni has started.

most of the time i just feel kinda lost...
but i love my LTB & AW lessons.
my teachers for both of em rocks. they are so entertaining.
and my LTB group people are like nice!!! (hilmi's like in biz law with me too)

SPEAKING OF BIZ LAW.
today i had my first lesson.
i almost died of boredom.
i tried so hard to listen. but i knew that i would forget all that i heard him say out!!!
omg, hilmi and i were like....*shifts in seat* touches this n that on table. *whispers* stuff along the line like omg we can't take it anymore what time is class ending why does time pass so slowwwwwwwwwww.
i am so doomed. i need to buy the textbook asap and self study!!!

anyway TWC is kinda boring too. but at least it's about technology so like my prof can show us fun stuff and ask fun questions.
although he is kinda a boring person.


also, idk what CCA to join. i wanna join frisbee or muay thai or tennis but nobody has the same interest/wanna join with me. sigh.
smg what is thissssssssssssss.

i smu you.

Helloooo all. smu student here.
Yes, uni life finally started and like i'm kinda freaked out cause i wanna do more now so that i don't have to be rushing works in the future but....workload has yet to arrive...

Can you imagine 8months of slacking and doing nothing and sleeping late and waking up early and
BAM!
i have to work my brain!
i have to wake up early... :'( thank god only for 2 days.


sigh.

i don't like being in change but i guess i like meeting new people especially if they are hot, nice, pretty, handsome, cute, kind and angmoh.
okay superficial but just saying.

First week of school has been quite okayish so far?
Met a new people try to make convos and make friends and exchange numbers..
Glad to have LTB and have such nice group members :)

AW- i have this teacher that reminds me so much of Mdm Lin.
are all EL teachers like that? short. cute, short hair, saracastic in a funny way.


The sucky thing is that i have 2 classes that i have friends that i already know. only twoooooooooo.
sobs.

shall bid with joker lange and blur elisha next sem heheheeez.
some kool kidz i got to know....who are rugger friends with each other too..



Things to look forward:
-Friday's vivace! CCAs here i come.
-having cool breakfast or lunch times with dad.

Excuse me but I might drink a little more than I should tonight.

Tonight I will love, love you tonightGive me everything tonightFor all we know we might not get tomorrowLet's do it tonight
Forget what they sayAll my cares, they playNothing is enough'Til I've had enough

So i've decided that Brazilians are freaking hot.
Also am loving Pitbull's songs.

omg! tumblr is so cool and inspiring!!!!

There's this like couple that met on tumblr and they finally met each other in person and this friend of theirs took a video for them it was so sweeeeeeet awwwwww!

they're so cute together!!! adfljksadfhasldfkj. eventhou they're gay.
ahahahah! whut.

those nights before it happened, he stayed up at night not to play games. but he was watching some movie or drama on funshion.
wonder what it was.

letters to...

Had the courage to look through your fb again.

If only i wasn't so ultra positive about the situation.

Anyway, you are missed! 

Also, i'm starting uni soon yay...

I actually got accepted in smu biz! hah, and pa thought i'd get rejected.

I also have braces now. 

You've never been to USS before right? I'm working in Shrek 4d ya knowww. it's pretty fun there but the "ride" isn't exciting. I also get to play the park whenever i want but i don't. :p

My driving test is coming soon! Hopefully i don't fail. If fail damn xia suay you confirm laugh at me one.

Oh and me, pa, ma, gugu, aunty rachel they all have been doing this painting thing! it's quite fun. there are like numbers for you to paint on based on the colours. and after you paint the whole canvas it turns out to be some professional artist like painting! cool eh? (pa can't paint for nuts thou..)

AND BELLE SHAVED HER HEAD FOR HAIR FOR HOPE OMG RIGHT? so proud of her hor! betcha just wanna rub that bald head of hers haha! 

I've also made some cool friends during my FTB camp. the people not wild and clubberish, i like. 

anyway why'd you delete your old fb you jerk. now cannot see all your last time photos already tsk. idiot.

are you playing dota now? it's late so go and sleeeeep! 

im sleeping soon too :) goodnight!

am gonna have swollen eyes tmr, sucks.

a taiwan update.

So.... i went to taiwan!
With my gal pals cindy, ser hiang, sue yi and angeline.
It was total great fun being all touristy, best part was the food!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yes, it deserved that much exclamation.

second best part would be visiting Eric i guess.
Still a joker, only now married. Still teases me, but i always get him back ;)

PICTURES.

because they speak a thousand words. and also because i'm too lazy to write.

On plane! cindy "eh you look like you not wearing anything!"

hm.

still on plane..

this is some museum at some place, i forgot.

some person had this uber cute dog!!!

she obv loves me. she's posing for me! :>

At this black sand beach! the waves were big!

(biggest i've seen so far..)

toilet selfies are a must.

we stopped in the middle of the highway.

we went thru some mountainy forest place that has a trail.

climbed and climbed and avoided as much insects as possible.

and the view from the top was amazing.

so i totally love coffee. i carried it home ya know.

yes i went to a whisky brewery!

was feeling like a good girl so i didn't go for the tasting session.

tummy was also feeling super empty...

meet my bf. he's shy.

retard faces a must.

fresh sashimi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fail jump shots.

lantern thing with our wishes on it!

also stop staring at my non existent pacs.

we were painting the lantern on/by this railway...

and we had to run out when the whistle is blown so that the train can pass lol!

Fisherman's wharf! (yes, this i remember :B)

DIN TAI FUNG. 

not a dimsum lover but i must say their XLBs are delish.

(XLB=xiao long bao)

casually posing with a huge tower/building..

Tried loads of food. totally love the food there. Really like tw beef cup noodles.

why can't singapore have like a tw street or something! helloooooooo. just take my idea and make one already. I won't complain. 

IN OTHER NEWS.

I am planning for another short trip. wanted to go to bintan clubmed and like club there or sth but ITS JUST TOO EXPENSIVE. and i'm paying. and there's just no way anyone of my friends would be willing to go for such an expensive thing at an age like this with little or no savings...

SO, it's highly likely we're going Langkawi! 

yes, you've heard it right. WE'RE. i'm going with my hot angmoh bf that we met 5weeks ago while i was working in USS. 

I also really get a mini heart attack whenever my fb has chat notifications because i keep thinking it'd be you. IF ONLY. I WISH. IN MY DREAMS. 

Seriously thou, why don't nice, kind people get the nice, hot guys. It's almost always the bitchy or bimbo or sneaky or 2-faced ones :( OR like other hot guys......

ps. certain things above are untrue. i actually didn't go taiwan at all. above pictures are all good photoshop skills with pictures i stole on google.

llyrical miracle

If i am such a burden then just cut the rope.

omg it's an update!

I thoroughly enjoyed Bintan Island.
Fun times with the family partying and stuff. talking chit chatting, getting burnt by the sun, getting a shades tan line on my face...

some pictures!













so it didn't really have enough party nights as cherating but it was fun!
i also had a photo with one of the good looking G.Os! (sadly there was like no crowds of super hot G.Os roaming around)



Also! i'll be going to taiwan with my friends.
praying that the weather will be nice and stop raining for 7days straight :X

super tired.
Work consecutively 7days in a row is no joke. especially when you're standing all day with only 15mins break every hour. and you have to face some guests who are like stubborn and think their high n mighty.

LUCKILY most guests are super nice and will smile back at me.




currently: packing for taiwan trip with eyes half closed. i'm not sure what i need to bring oh shitz.

ps. long island iced tea doesn't taste that bad afterall.
pps. louis made us try so many cts and half of them tasted like ugh. but i really miss drinking my magas!

random

Bananas are bad? Really? Yes, really. While these tasty fruits are certainly nutritious, the banana industry has a long history of colonial exploitation. According to Dan Koeppel’s recent book Banana: The Fate of the Fruit that Changed the World, banana growing corporation United Fruit (now Chiquita) basically controlled Central America's politics for much of the 19th and 20th centuries. More recently, Chiquita was in the hot seat for paying the Colombian terrorist group United Self-Defense Forces more than $1.7 million for protection between 1997 and 2004.

What's more, growing bananas is responsible for widespread deforestation in much of Latin America. And pesticides used to farm bananas have polluted the land and harmed plantation workers.

For better bananas, choose fair trade.

Read more: http://www.thedailygreen.com/healthy-eating/eat-safe/bad-foods-scandals-33010801#ixzz1ueBqjgnF



omg. but i kinda like bananas...

sentosa? olly murs.

Making my secret tumblr that only one person knows is the best decision i've made so far.


AND HI MABEL ARE YOU STALKING ME HERE?
love youuuuuuuu<3





anyway went sentosa today with me girlies.
and the highlight was a cat and it's kitten. ;)
if you know what i mean.


flipping love my new privacy and space.


and i'm ending w a smashing song.
was just dancing and rocking my head with this blasting in my room yesterday.

i never thought it would be possible to miss someone every single day.



now i know...

i'm so afraid that memory would fail me, that one day, i would forget the little details about you.




and thus no matter how pain it is, i make it a point to think back how a normal day at home would be with you.








life ain't the same without you.
i need so much distraction now.

i honestly think that i've screwed up so many people's lives.

One Direction-Moments

Falling in love with this song. it just speaks so much.

Shut the doorTurn the light offIf I wanna be with youI wanna feel your loveI wanna lay beside youI cannot hide thisEven though I tryHeartbeats harderTime escapes meTrembling hands touch skinIt makes this harderAnd the tears stream down my faceIf we could only have this life for one more dayIf we could only turn back timeYou know I'll be your life, your voice, your reason to beMy love, my heart is breathing for thisMoment, in timeI'll find the words to sayBefore you leave me todayClose the doorThrow the keyDon't wanna be remindedDon't wanna be seenDon't wanna be without youMy judgement's cloudedLike tonight's skyHands are silentVoice is numbTry to scream out, my lungs
 It makes this harderAnd the tears stream down my face.If we could only have this life for one more dayIf we could only turn back timeYou know I'll be your life, your voice, your reason to beMy love, my heart is breathing for thisMoment, in timeI'll find the words to sayBefore you leave me todayFlashing lights in my mindGoing back to the timePlaying games in the streetKicking balls at my feetThere's a numb in my toesStanding close to the edgeThere's a pile of my clothesAt the end of your bedAs I feel myself fallMake a joke of it allYou know I'll be your life, your voice, your reason to beMy love, my heart is breathing for thisMoment, in timeI'll find the words to sayBefore you leave me todayYou know I'll be your life, your voice, your reason to beMy love, my heart is breathing for thisMoment, in timeI'll find the words to sayBefore you leave me today