Just received the long awaited email from Bettr Barista on my internship position...and i got rejected :((((( i'm soooo sad now i'll just go and mope and sulk at a corner on my bed..
SIGH. When will my internship search end???
I'm mentally drained now so tired i think i'll take a well deserved nap. (I had an accounting paper this morning, the horror)
Thursday, April 17, 2014
Wednesday, April 16, 2014
I did not sign up for this education style
My mid exam crisis thoughts:
Why am i studying for Management Accounting when i don't like accounting at all and don't plan to take on any financial or accounting job roles in the future?!?!
Sure, i find it interesting that i get to learn something other than the the rest of the modules i am required to take but what really turns me off in my whole learning journey is this really bad bad word - Exam. But why am i still doing the exam thing?
1) Because of expectations. If anyone around me didn't care about the grade i am getting i would not be so stressed over exams. All this stress is rather unnecessary and i do not like it one bit. I would study for subjects i like and well for the others...
2) My curriculum is catered in such a way that there are certain modules that i cannot fail no matter how bad i am at it because failure would mean that one has to re-take that module all over again. Oh the nightmare.
Why can't we just learn stuff, do up projects that actually allow us to implement our knowledge, have quizzes here and there just to help the learning to settle in better...and get rid of the EOY exam thing? I mean honestly i don't remember much of the things i've learnt e.g. Analytical Skills, Marketing, Financial Accounting, Finance. The things that i do remember are from Management Communication, the way i should bring across good news, bad news, the way i should craft emails(i do use the learning points taught every now and then). Also, i've learnt this module called Computer as an Analysis Tool and honestly, it's one of the most useful and interesting classes i've experienced so far. (Basically they teach you how to meddle with cool excel formulas and functions)
Sigh honestly don't know what i've gotten myself into. Should have researched for a much better education system out there and go ahead with that rather than being brainwashed and mindlessly persuaded by all these pro-local-university people.
If you are a person who seem pretty happy-go-lucky and has priority over finding your own joy as compared to getting good grades, good degree, high paying job, big house...you get the deal... I have a HUGE advice for you that may be the best advice ever existed at this point of time when you are choosing your higher education: DO NOT jump onto this bandwagon and find another better style of education!!! Which probably means an overseas university which is well known and expensive and if you do not have the required funding to go ahead with the uni of your choice? Well...suck your thumb, get prepared for unnecessary stress and create a blog just like i did to rant everything out AND... go back to studying T_T
The last line made me cry
Why am i studying for Management Accounting when i don't like accounting at all and don't plan to take on any financial or accounting job roles in the future?!?!
Sure, i find it interesting that i get to learn something other than the the rest of the modules i am required to take but what really turns me off in my whole learning journey is this really bad bad word - Exam. But why am i still doing the exam thing?
1) Because of expectations. If anyone around me didn't care about the grade i am getting i would not be so stressed over exams. All this stress is rather unnecessary and i do not like it one bit. I would study for subjects i like and well for the others...
2) My curriculum is catered in such a way that there are certain modules that i cannot fail no matter how bad i am at it because failure would mean that one has to re-take that module all over again. Oh the nightmare.
Why can't we just learn stuff, do up projects that actually allow us to implement our knowledge, have quizzes here and there just to help the learning to settle in better...and get rid of the EOY exam thing? I mean honestly i don't remember much of the things i've learnt e.g. Analytical Skills, Marketing, Financial Accounting, Finance. The things that i do remember are from Management Communication, the way i should bring across good news, bad news, the way i should craft emails(i do use the learning points taught every now and then). Also, i've learnt this module called Computer as an Analysis Tool and honestly, it's one of the most useful and interesting classes i've experienced so far. (Basically they teach you how to meddle with cool excel formulas and functions)
Sigh honestly don't know what i've gotten myself into. Should have researched for a much better education system out there and go ahead with that rather than being brainwashed and mindlessly persuaded by all these pro-local-university people.
If you are a person who seem pretty happy-go-lucky and has priority over finding your own joy as compared to getting good grades, good degree, high paying job, big house...you get the deal... I have a HUGE advice for you that may be the best advice ever existed at this point of time when you are choosing your higher education: DO NOT jump onto this bandwagon and find another better style of education!!! Which probably means an overseas university which is well known and expensive and if you do not have the required funding to go ahead with the uni of your choice? Well...suck your thumb, get prepared for unnecessary stress and create a blog just like i did to rant everything out AND... go back to studying T_T
The last line made me cry
Tuesday, April 08, 2014
Random find
http://contactrida.com/2014/03/21/open-letter-to-miriam-weeks/
This is a good read! It's a little late to talk about that issue that has been circulating around the web in early March but...I really liked what this author said about it. Super disapprove as to what this Mariam girl propagates through her explanation or excuses as to what she is doing to support herself.
This is what she wrote, knowing that it would most probably turn viral.
http://www.xojane.com/sex/duke-university-freshman-porn-star
As if individuals perception's of the whole porn/sex thing is already not warped..
Major 헐.
This is a good read! It's a little late to talk about that issue that has been circulating around the web in early March but...I really liked what this author said about it. Super disapprove as to what this Mariam girl propagates through her explanation or excuses as to what she is doing to support herself.
This is what she wrote, knowing that it would most probably turn viral.
http://www.xojane.com/sex/duke-university-freshman-porn-star
As if individuals perception's of the whole porn/sex thing is already not warped..
Major 헐.
Monday, April 07, 2014
Soul seoul
http://seoulistic.com/what-to-do-in-korea/101-things-to-do-in-seoul-huge-bucket-list/
I want to go Seoul and tick all of this off!!
Really can't wait to secure an internship and plan for a trip with the remaining days that I have.. If possible.
어떤생각해요?ㅋㅋ
I mean.. isn't it cool if you have those night snack shops almost everywhere near your neighbourhood?? How easy to get some supper! Of course even easier for me to gain some weight.. Sigh i've been trying to control what i eat these days but it's so hard T_T Can i be a food tester all my life? hehee
I want to go Seoul and tick all of this off!!
Really can't wait to secure an internship and plan for a trip with the remaining days that I have.. If possible.
어떤생각해요?ㅋㅋ
I mean.. isn't it cool if you have those night snack shops almost everywhere near your neighbourhood?? How easy to get some supper! Of course even easier for me to gain some weight.. Sigh i've been trying to control what i eat these days but it's so hard T_T Can i be a food tester all my life? hehee
Wednesday, April 02, 2014
To see you high and lifted up
Open the eyes of my heart Lord
open the eyes of my heart
i want to see you
i want to see you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q9jqI4svrNY
God is not done with you.
open the eyes of my heart
i want to see you
i want to see you
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q9jqI4svrNY
God is not done with you.
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