aaaghhh. i feeel super horrible.
i was totally sad today, aftr recess during sch.
cause i failed my addmaths. CA2 a.maths my only hope.
get like, 7th lowest in maths in my class.
& after alot of encouragement from people ard me, i felt so much better,
realised that had to really go dance, cant possibly ps ppl like that.

& now i feeel shitty. as shitty as how i felt when i realised abt the incident thing that happened b4 sehlok's bdae. i still rem, i read her blog on sat & only did i realised sth was wrong.sobss.ah,better nt cry now, must study amaths.
i couldn't have been any blur-er to not know that my dearest horny is having a bad time.

i feel awful. hope shes okay though.pray that she is,
raaaaarrrrrr. i feel like a lousy friend.):
must.make.effort.to.talk.to.horny.at least once.everyday.no matter what. even if bills bursting.

ah. must study for a maths alrd. God. make me remember all those formulas & stuff kay?
ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.ah.
): i'll sleep today, & wake up tmr feeling so much better.God calms me in my sleep u noe?(: