1 John 4:11
Dear friends, sonce God so loved us, we also ought to love one another.

aaggh, i feel so ___ today.
so i went to spend some time reading verses from the bible.
&... they really made me feel better.

but before i go to the abit emo (abit only) details, shall blog abt ytd.

YTD
dun haf gb so ya, abit weird weird one.
& had some talk with mabel(: hahaaa, sharing of faith.
long time never like that talk to her alrdy.
'its a test,so i shall persevere on!(:shant give up searching'

aftr sch was waiting for sehlok.we went to the korean-y place at rooftop to eat.
in the end waste food=p we suddenly so full.
& the mabel jolyn sehlok they all so pro one la. so hardworking!down there studying.
the horror. SA2. 2days. whatt the shit. i wana die also cannot die.ugh

ya & me and sehlok saw this really old man like seventy++ flirting with the china woman working there. o___o so funny
and not fair her bus come so early then after that came so many times too.
while i waited for who-knows-how-long for dumb 852.
& studying ss is really hard. no motivation one. then my mind keep wandering-_-

today
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CINDY CHUA LEE SHU FEN DDP.
no i didnt forget ur bdae la! i resisted myself to only send u happy birthday at night so i can be the last one(:
morning woke up so late! like 10.45am.
maybe cause i dreamt 2 dreams.
I DREAMT I HAD A SUPER CUTE HAMSTER WITH RED NOSE!
I WANT A HAMSTER): den the hamster in my dream i play with it then it fell asleep on my palms.so cute la! den i put it back to the cage.
): sad thing, its only a dream.
but at least dreams are free(: shall not talk abt 2nd dream.its weird&embarassing.
and afternoon i made my mum angry):
superrr guilty. cause last time i said before that stoopid phrase and she was angry b4.
and i was being stoopidly angry & selfish. then the words cam out wrong. (no i wasnt swearing-.-!) ugh, im. sucha. idiot.
then went to study ss/write card/read verses.
ss, im only at healthcare.
and i love watching it started with a kiss2
veryyyy nice!

dinner,mushroom soup,chicken nugget,flied lice,fish cake,tomato sauce,fruit salad,cream puff.

SUPER SIANN TODAY.
TSK,THEN I NO MSG SOMEMORE-.-
then my dad's overseas so i cant use his hp. then i cant use my mum's.
then if i exceed my 400-only msg im done for. as in, my mum will cancel it.
so thats probably why im emo-ing today. and for the top reason.
and another reason.
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i cupcake alrd. didnt know can cupcake one.










& i cant reply msg/msg.
tsk.of all frustrations.
okayy, i shall go to some lonely corner in my toilet and bite my finger use the blood draw circles and think about sadistic happytreefriends while i turn into cupcake.
goodbye world.

Ephesians 4:26-27
"in your anger do not sin" : Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry, and do not give the devil a foothold.

and i have failed.so i shall repent.