Thursday, February 12, 2015

I can't help but to admit although I've shrugged you to the ends of my mind you still surface to my thoughts once in awhile. I know what's done can't be undone and I've long accepted the fate brought about by the events that happened - seemed like ages ago yet seemed like it was just yesterday. I know if circumstances (not just mine) were different, today I would not be like this. When an unknown comes together with an unknown, a thick impenetrable wall of uncertainty blocks out everything. Well, most.

Ah, am I being sentimental here? I don't know. Certain times I am very certain of what I feel, think or am. Yet other times I feel like I don't even know myself - which I've come to a conclusion that it is a result of my over-active, over-thinking mind. (Honestly though I can't be the only one facing this right? This is the very reason why some people can be so contradicting and erratic at times??)

Do you know how powerful our minds are? One can overrule what the heart desires with it. Overtime, the heart in lines with the mind and well, actually vice versa. Sometimes I know I need to be thinking with my brain and not my heart. But when do you draw the line?? Hmmm...

I hate being too logical. I go with the flow. My feelings(not just emotional wise more like gut feeling) lead me most of the time. Sometimes I don't know why I do what I do, I just do it anyway. You know the whole personality test thing?? I'm more Intuitive than anything.

Wait, this blogpost is going nowhere.

Welcome to the wonders and depths of a woman's mind where one thing leads to another :p

Okay, back to the whole Intuitive thing... It's my personality, and I think it's in built in me. Character can be trained but personality...? Highly doubt so. So getting back on this weird roller coaster ride...every atom in me wants to be more Intuitive and Spiritual and Hippy and "I feel therefore I am" but.

Cliffhangers, doesn't everyone love them? (my grammar is bad i was contemplating for quite long on whether it is a"don't" or a "doesn't")

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