My parents' insensitivity will be the end of me.

I have to ASK permission to spend my own money?
wow yeah of course because to hell with logic right.

I tell them I'd be going to Japan 2 freaking months in advance right when I'm about to book the tickets.
vs
They tell me they'll be going to Taiwan 1 week before they fly off.

Don't even get me started on the bloody guilt-trip flung in my face.

UGH

Just-
don't.

Some one tell them to stop being ridiculous or just be reasonable and compromise.

I miss you more than you will ever know

this is a blogpost to admit that i miss my family. yeah yeah took me long enough.

i still stand by what i said before though, i miss my mum's cooking and yes i miss it the most :( I'd do anything to get a chef to live here with me and start cooking me dishes so that i can stop buying outside food ugh.

on a side note, my forehead is having a freaking breakout and i'm so damn pissed because i can't seem to figure out what's causing it... all this mini pimple thingy on my forehead is so annoying!! what is this? Return of the puberty? I'm not 15 whyyyyyyy Y U DO DIS TU MI.

pls give me clear skin pls God i beg you

maybe it's time to stop thinking that i need to be fixed.
maybe it's time to stop thinking that this is brokenness.
maybe it's just a cut, a deep wound to a part of me that will never be the same again.
maybe it's time to come to terms with this fact, the wound will leave a scar.
maybe it's time to stop being so conflicted and embrace the fact that i don't want the scar to ever heal or fade away. it's not like i can change what has happened; turn back time and stop the knife from plunging in.

i don't know what to make of these 3 years. it seems like it's forever yet again it seems like it was just yesterday. it still hurts. i don't want to forget but every time i try to remember, i'm overwhelmed.

conflicted.

the world moves on but we will never move on.
i move on but you will never move on.

i don't even remember when's the last time i told you this personally but i just wanna say it again.
i love you, i miss you.

Ed sheeran feels are too much

Mae hiraeth arna amdanot ti

It’s an unattainable longing for a place, a person, a figure, even a national history that may never have actually existed. To feel hiraeth is to feel a deep incompleteness and recognize it as familiar.

http://www.theparisreview.org/blog/2012/09/18/dreaming-in-welsh/

:(

this will never go away and i hate it when i feel