I think...

I think if i weren't a christian and never met God or encountered him i would probably.....


-be one of the meanest girls around my friends (in terms of judging/giving comments/hate words)
when i start argueing at rage mode....hmm.. it's like i become an intellectual chao ah lian HAHAHAAA.

-have a tattoo :O
ikr..............

-actually get into bitch fights...

-actually be childish enough to do the whole "high school lameass back stabbing, hating, bullying" shit.
to those that i hate anyway...

-damn vulgar ohmygoodness the horror right?

-have serious anger management issues

-be doing various night activities

and etc. my brain not working can't think of more.



But now that i know that the above is SO wrong........
i have to fight the above mentioned urges every. single. day. without. giving. in.

Being a christian is hard but it's rewarding.
for one, you get to live forever and ever after you die.
and sometimes you're more mature than the same aged people around you.
then cool things start happening and you suddenly feel very blessed.
but then people start being jealous and hate on you being holy moly.
and then you'll need to go through tough times where people hate you because you're a christian or your parents don't allow you to be one.
or maybe you'll go through temptations and then you see other people like having fun then you also wanna have fun.
but these obstacles makes us into a stronger person, helps us grow up.
There'll be ups and there'll be downs.
How will you react to it? Will you keep the faith and trust in God or will you only trust in Him if things are going your way?
Will you talk to God everyday or only when you got that feeling then you talk.



Yeah, sometimes we slip once in a while.
doing things we regret.
Others decides that it's too tough and just stop.

But whatever.
The point is....................
.
.
i need to sleep.


Um no, is that.....the above blog post is irrelevant because no matter what we do to convince some people to stop hating on us they will hate on us as said in the bible.

So goodluckhavefun and hope you encounter God and his i-also-dk-how-to-describe-supercoolamazing LOVE.