after reading jacelyn's blog. i totally totally had to day.
i TOTALLY agree.
okay, i just use three totally-s. that makes four.

well anyway.
my parents were being ridiculously unreasonable.
why am i not suprised.

my mum reacted much better but crap man.
i still cant go mission trip.
they said i had to grow up and earn my own money then i can go mission trip.
but of course i think thats probably after im TWENTY ONE.
because only then can i officialy choose my religion and they can say all they want while i give no shit about it.

so because i had asked about mission trip,
my parents went on to nag and nag and nag.
my mum kept repeating herself til i was so pissed off.

my dad overheard a conersation with my mum when my mum asked me if i would eat those food that they already BaiBai(burn incense and stuff) during chinese new year. given that i had my own choice.
and then my dad anyhow accuse me of dumb shit antichristian stuff.
bottom line: my dad dont allow cause its christian organised mission trip.
i hope someday he sees how biased he was, against the whole thing.

so i cant help but to make my mum guilty.
cause when she asked the above qn.
i replied: " you all ask me to eat one so of course i must eat lor. what can i do about it? "

and to my dad, i had to ask him to allow me to go to church today.
so i said "you already never let me go mission trip leh! "
and yeap. i wento church today.

was really fun. like got reunion or something.
cause hongzhang went also! yeah, all thanks to God.
but then xp never go :(
i was gamemaster and i was late -.-
dont blame me, i had to go IMM with my parents and i ate cafe cartel and the gay st.louis pork ribs was uber huge and i have a feeling im fat because of that.
:(


I AM GOING MALAYSIA TOMORROW.
ANYTHING COULD HAPPEN.
although im obviously somehow crazily optimistic.
(i am thinking about ***, which i am so not going to say! *grins*)
still, please pray for safety and what nots.
i am going to buy bubble gum and it-that-shall-not-be-named.
because i owe chiayaode.
*makes a face*

well anyway, i am super sad that i cant go mt09.
but im sure God has his plans.
if my parents dont let me go yi camp i am so going to flip.
well, sadded like dont know what.
jacelyn, kira and i will go toilet one corner emo and draw circle.
haha, yeah right. cant wait to enjoy free life after Olevels.
its late.
and my msn is logged in inthe other account which i cant access now cause theres parental control so i think samuel will think i am being mean not replying but s'not m'fault.

see ya people.
have a great day.
blahblahblah.
dont pms unecessarily.
seriously, if scientists did not prove that guys dont ms i would totally think they pms.
no kidding.

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i miss mabel ang yun ting already.
that stupid sdj. pangseh my go canada :(
how am i going to stand not seeing her for like a year if i see her five times a week????? T_T
i will so miss going here and there with her.
making her blush , embarrassing her and all.
i will so make her cry by doing something touching ^^

right.
10.34pm, have fun!
siwei.