now i kinda have a little bittle thing of dont wanto go my cousin's house.

the reason:
during dinner we always have this conversation argument.
last week was on vegetarian diet.
my cousin, belle, wants to be vegetarian.

this week,
my religion. or should i say, belief.
actually, its a relationship!!!

well anyway, so my dad does the unreasonable argument,
belle backs me up(yay!) cause my dad 'argued' with her about the vegetarian diet too. seriously, my dad can somehow be unreasonable.

so uh, i guess i might have a lesser chance to go church already.
oh no!
because my mum said that during dinner.
because she knows about the tongues thing.
right...
well anyway.
kind of dumb. cause they just. dont. see. it.
sigh... maybe its just not the time..



another thing
PAPA IS TRYING TO PSYCHO ME TO GO POLY!!!
he says:
-after poly you got more expereince, so you got more chance get job after come out poly OR you can go uni if you score well.
-jc right, if after 2 years you dont dont do that well and then you cant go uni, you got less experience and less chance get job.

so now, im confuse.
-i want go jc cause i dont know what course to go to
-if i go poly less stressed
-but poly must everyday 'choose' clothes to wear
-jc got uniform
-jc more stressed
-if go poly and go to course that i dont really have the passion for, i am wasting my time there!!!!

so yeah.
i thought for very long and....
i am
going to
hand
it
all up
to God.

there is no use to worry for it now since im kinda 'stuck'
so i think im just going to keep praying,
and then God will give me the answers later this year :)


oh, i got back physics and geog p1 and...
i really want to thank God!!!
really.
no kidding.
i actually got A2 for physics.
and i used to get C5-C6.
got really gave me the motivation to study and liking physics and stuff.
teehee :)


okay.
tmr my younger brother, ning, is going night cycling and i am a teeny bit jealous.


who am i kidding.
i am VERY jealous!!!!
i wanto go night cycling too:(
his one is cca organise one.
his BB company. always go out and play. (why never jio me??)
hahaa, joking.

well, monday going to jurong point!
not queensway :(
and i ate lamb just now.
kind of abit western kind of dinner.

thats all for my update.
im going to watch wang zi bian qing wa!
my aunt has the disc. hehe.