Once in a while it's hard.

It's hard not to compare. It's hard not to doubt. It's hard not to be discouraged by words. It's hard not to doubt and be discouraged by my circumstances. It's hard not to focus on my "I can'ts".

I've been trying to supress it and not think too much. But that's not enough.  Last night, I got reminded to lift it up. To surrender, to not think about all these but think about what He says and what He thinks.

Today, I got reminded again.

The future may seem uncertain but it will not bring me down.